I Have to Hit the Panic Button...
8 years ago
WE INTERRUPT THIS YIFFING WITH A WORD FROM OUR FOX
This is it. I cant believe it has come to this. I'm speechless; I don't even know what to put in this journal.
But it's over. I've completely failed. My mom is about to file bankruptcy again. We cannot hold out any longer. We have no money at all. All my savings are gone. My life up to this point has been a complete and utter waste. It's come to a point where I may end up on the streets as I predicted relatively soon. I have no idea what to do. I myself can't find a job ANYWHERE to do anything. This town has NOTHING to offer me. I am completely immobilized. I've asked for help time and time again here and elsewhere and everywhere I could.
But I've gone unanswered. I've been ignored. Left to soon to rot in the streets while all donations go to convention attendance funding or fursuit funding or something trivial along those lines. It's sickening that anyone would let this happen to their friends.
If I sound bitter or asshole-like. I am really sorry. I don't mean to be this way... but the desperation has set in, and there is nothing left for me to feel. All I can say is... if you truly wish to see me on the streets begging for my next meal, please, by all means, continue ignoring me... because it will happen. I am not fucking around here. It really is this serious.
And if not for that, then realize that if I'm on the streets, I won't be able to put out content for you guys anymore. Winter's Gallows will be canceled, all my plans for all my accounts will be canceled. I will just utterly disappear forever.
And that is the fate that awaits me if something is not done right now. I'm sorry guys... I never wanted ANYTHING to come to this... but it has and I just have to face facts, that I am doomed if things are allowed to continue the way they are now...
So this time I have to beg of you... for help...
It'll be good practice if I do so now... because it's going to be a regular practice soon enough...
I'm sorry... but it may be all over for me now..
History is about to repeat itself... and it's the part of history I promised myself I'd do whatever I can to never experience ever again. But because I am so powerless and worthless...
It was always meant to happen...
I just... I need a miracle... and I need it right now... no. I needed it MONTHS AGO. But as long as it is not too late... I can only hope that something, anything, will happen...
Th-there is nothing left for me to say... Just... I hate doing this, I really, really do... but I have to. I no longer have a choice. Then again, I never did...
But it's over. I've completely failed. My mom is about to file bankruptcy again. We cannot hold out any longer. We have no money at all. All my savings are gone. My life up to this point has been a complete and utter waste. It's come to a point where I may end up on the streets as I predicted relatively soon. I have no idea what to do. I myself can't find a job ANYWHERE to do anything. This town has NOTHING to offer me. I am completely immobilized. I've asked for help time and time again here and elsewhere and everywhere I could.
But I've gone unanswered. I've been ignored. Left to soon to rot in the streets while all donations go to convention attendance funding or fursuit funding or something trivial along those lines. It's sickening that anyone would let this happen to their friends.
If I sound bitter or asshole-like. I am really sorry. I don't mean to be this way... but the desperation has set in, and there is nothing left for me to feel. All I can say is... if you truly wish to see me on the streets begging for my next meal, please, by all means, continue ignoring me... because it will happen. I am not fucking around here. It really is this serious.
And if not for that, then realize that if I'm on the streets, I won't be able to put out content for you guys anymore. Winter's Gallows will be canceled, all my plans for all my accounts will be canceled. I will just utterly disappear forever.
And that is the fate that awaits me if something is not done right now. I'm sorry guys... I never wanted ANYTHING to come to this... but it has and I just have to face facts, that I am doomed if things are allowed to continue the way they are now...
So this time I have to beg of you... for help...
It'll be good practice if I do so now... because it's going to be a regular practice soon enough...
I'm sorry... but it may be all over for me now..
History is about to repeat itself... and it's the part of history I promised myself I'd do whatever I can to never experience ever again. But because I am so powerless and worthless...
It was always meant to happen...
I just... I need a miracle... and I need it right now... no. I needed it MONTHS AGO. But as long as it is not too late... I can only hope that something, anything, will happen...
Th-there is nothing left for me to say... Just... I hate doing this, I really, really do... but I have to. I no longer have a choice. Then again, I never did...
i'm really sorry for you..... oh god... i'm live in italy and I do not know what to do, if I were rich would help you and your entire family.....
I'm Doggett, I know that we do not know, by Wolfy I discovered this Journal, I'd love to help, if you need to chat is available to you, I hope that you accadda a miracle, because I'm crying and I'm so sorry .......
It is 3:00 AM here in Italy, maybe I spend sleepless night after reading this message...
Sorry my english.... and... *Hugs tight* I repeat, I hope that a miracle will happen.....
There are some people out there that ask for money solely to get art or go to conventions are something like that, and they're the ones who get funded. While others, like me and others I've met, are... dealing with this...
I'm so sorry, I'm afraid to read again your message because I feel like crying again ...
is not the same but I do not give up until my friends do not smile, Doggett was born for this ... i wanna hugs you ..
And no. In my community there is nothing. Nothing that can help right away. All because we're apparently "too new" here...
Rent? Bills? Food? Are you homeless? Needing a place to stay? Please edit your journal to say what you need help with and add a link people can donate too. Once this is done re link us the journal and we will share it in the next journal! If you are looking for a place to stay there is home-hunting-furs you can try.