complicated.

Have I been away that long? seriously? *blinks*
It hasn't felt like it.

It took a lot of courage on my half to come back here.

Anyways, where did I go?
I had a very bad accident last year that left me really poorly for a long long time, it also damaged both my hands. I know I'm being vague but its still unsetting and I really really don't want to talk about it.

Its been heartbreaking to not be able to create, I can't tell you how frustrating its been to see other people's lovely artwork and not be able to join in. I havent been able to hold a pen for the longest time. I suffered depression and sorta just shut myself off.

Anyways, I'm not looking for sympathy, I'm pretty cool with everything now and I get a little happier in myself everyday, just wanted to left y'all know I am alive and that I do hope to be returning sometime this year (my work will be TERRIBAD because I gotta learn again, but its something).

I didn't leave through choice, it just hurt to look.

Anyways, about two weeks before the accident I did a supergay supermassive traditional portfolio, I never got to posting it so after a lot of soul seeking its going up for auction now. It took me ages to pluck up the courage to post it as I felt so guilty for just vanishing but I want to go to a good home, with someone who wants it and will enjoy it.
The auction's here-
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1016755.html

I just want it to be loved.

Anyways, I'll try and sort out the mindblowing amount of messages eventually.