Hello FurAffinity.

It's been 8-9 months since the last time I was here. There were a lot of things going on in my life and one of them was constant fear and horror to come in here and deal with the problem. The problem that I owe you all art has destroyed your faith in me and hid from you.

I want to tell you honestly, I was afraid to face the truth and tried to save one large sum to give it to all those who are waiting. I was afraid to come and tell you the truth, that I can neither make art nor pay back.

I was afraid to admit my mistakes and hoped that I could save and come here. And I knew from the start that my reputation would turn black.


I am a bad man. I made a big mistake in trying to hide from you (although I didn’t hide much, Twitter accounts, Steam, Instagram, the same name was changed). This is a terrible feeling when people write to you and you can do nothing. No, I did not break my arms, lay in a coma, and nothing serious that would prevent me from drawing would happen. But I’m just not in a position to draw more anthro or furry, because I don’t have any love for it. I used to like it, but it's my fault. When you take more orders and do not fulfill them - you drive yourself into a debt trap. But besides the debt trap, terrible stress began to put pressure on me because I was not able to do what was expected of me.

I am a bad person and you have the right to hate me. And nothing will fix it.

But I want to tell you all those who persistently wait and believe, or hate. All those who paid me for the work will get their money back. And I will never work on FA again. And also with this kind of orders, because I can not cope with them.


Including from the 10th of November, I begin a massive payment of debts.
https://trello.com/b/QF5yT1XC/art

Here you can see all person, who I remember ever commission me. Now I havent any PP account and cant have. So, I can sent money right now a small amount of people, who can accept payment by SWIFT (or wire) transaction. Thats means only commission more than ~100$.

That means too - I dont have any PP emails that ordered commissions from me. In the coming days, I will send messages to everyone on the list who will not see this journal. I will also duplicate it several times.

You can write to me in private messages, or here in the comments. In any case, ALL who ordered will receive a notification with a question about refund.




I'm a bad person, and this is not correct. But I do not want to remain a crook in your eyes, because for me the FA was the place where I liked to draw. Now it is not so and hatred is everywhere. I agree.

But being a cheater is not me. Sorry for deception of trust.
I will not do this anymore, because for me there will be no more trust