My mental and physical health~
a year ago
I haven't shared my life here in a long time and sometimes I think I'm whining and have no right to talk about my life problems. I wanted to open up my life a little bit and keep you informed.
Last year I started seeing a psychiatrist when things started to get completely chaotic around me. I was already in a terrible state and could barely stand on my feet. All of this completely overwhelmed me, and I had to see a psychiatrist in another city. I visit him now every month and we are still picking up treatment. At the moment I have been diagnosed with anxiety-depressive disorder. I have been prescribed treatment in the form of two medications to stop my anxiety state. But I sacrifice my physical condition, I am very lethargic and always want to sleep.
On top of that, I went to an endocrinologist and was diagnosed with manifest hypothyroidism, which means that my thyroid gland is working very poorly and also affects my condition. I haven't had a chance to see any other doctors yet. But I had some tests and the therapist said that I have iron deficiency anemia μ_μ The more I go to the doctors, the more scared I become that they will find more.
But I can also note the positive aspects of treatment with a psychiatrist. The pills made me feel less anxious, my performance has improved last month, which I am very happy about. But there is still a lot to work on and I am sure that I will succeed. I'm getting in the mood and goals in front of me again, and I want to try a lot of new things with my art. I also found a hobby in the form of flowers (*˘︶˘*) , which was a surprise to me.
I try very hard to hold myself together and do the best I can, but my body and my mental state are letting me down. I am trying very hard really.
I decided to write this here because I feel terrible guilt about the way I work for so long and wanted to explain why this is happening.
I would like to thank you for your patience and waiting for commissions ♥ Thank you so much! It means a lot to me ♡( ◡‿◡ )
I love you all very much ♥
Last year I started seeing a psychiatrist when things started to get completely chaotic around me. I was already in a terrible state and could barely stand on my feet. All of this completely overwhelmed me, and I had to see a psychiatrist in another city. I visit him now every month and we are still picking up treatment. At the moment I have been diagnosed with anxiety-depressive disorder. I have been prescribed treatment in the form of two medications to stop my anxiety state. But I sacrifice my physical condition, I am very lethargic and always want to sleep.
On top of that, I went to an endocrinologist and was diagnosed with manifest hypothyroidism, which means that my thyroid gland is working very poorly and also affects my condition. I haven't had a chance to see any other doctors yet. But I had some tests and the therapist said that I have iron deficiency anemia μ_μ The more I go to the doctors, the more scared I become that they will find more.
But I can also note the positive aspects of treatment with a psychiatrist. The pills made me feel less anxious, my performance has improved last month, which I am very happy about. But there is still a lot to work on and I am sure that I will succeed. I'm getting in the mood and goals in front of me again, and I want to try a lot of new things with my art. I also found a hobby in the form of flowers (*˘︶˘*) , which was a surprise to me.
I try very hard to hold myself together and do the best I can, but my body and my mental state are letting me down. I am trying very hard really.
I decided to write this here because I feel terrible guilt about the way I work for so long and wanted to explain why this is happening.
I would like to thank you for your patience and waiting for commissions ♥ Thank you so much! It means a lot to me ♡( ◡‿◡ )
I love you all very much ♥
▶ ▶ You can watch the process commissions here ◀ ◀
My Trello
And I am very pleased to know that you continue to follow me, I appreciate it very much and I am incredibly grateful to you! (´ ω `♡)
Обычно когда организму чего-то не хватает, прописывают витамины, в Вашем случае это будет железо, если я всё правильно поняла из журнала. Должно быть не так страшно, обычно витамины быстро начинают действовать. Поправляйтесь!
Как я поняла, витамины железа конкретно мне не помогут, тут проблемы с ферритином который усваивает само железо и нужно будет проставлять его через капельницы. И тут еще щитовидка играет роль, так как при ее нарушении также усвоение железа страдает. Сейчас уже пропиваю гормон щитовидки и надеюсь что это как-то поможет исправить ситуацию ^^
Your words are very inspiring and mean a lot! It helps me a lot to keep trying and keep living and going towards my goals ♥