Mentally Drained And Tired.. (READ)
18 days ago
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Should i even bother doing art anymore?
Kinda tired of trying and trying and nothing- i know i aint perfect but some people make you feel like a shitty artist and tbh they be right sometimes but shit happens i guess.
After i get done with owed art for others and get the rest of owed art for me..
I might stop doing digital art all together and just be one of those "only buys art" account type of person cause seems like people like that more than my art idk lol.
Tired of trying tbh its mentally exhausting and not doing me good..just dont wanna bother.
Might make a brand new account to start fresh and only post owed art that i get for me and just keep this up idk yet but might happen.
Sure some like my art and some are "alive" on here but..just..idk lol i lost friends that i thought was real, then drama happened, then more bs happen, commission business is dead, half accounts on here are inactive or deactivated, just..alot of things.
I might just sell all my ocs from toyhouse or some of them but doubt they will sell lmao people will just back out or ghost me like always.
Shit happens it is what it is some artists will understand some wont..*shrugs*
But i apreciate everyone that supported me and stayed around and actually put effort into talking to me and such means alot.
Ill give updates if anyone cares or not just..please understand if i do choose..
Ima have comments turned off for this journal but if you wanna contact me feel free to note me or ask for my discord thanks.
Thanks for reading.
Kinda tired of trying and trying and nothing- i know i aint perfect but some people make you feel like a shitty artist and tbh they be right sometimes but shit happens i guess.
After i get done with owed art for others and get the rest of owed art for me..
I might stop doing digital art all together and just be one of those "only buys art" account type of person cause seems like people like that more than my art idk lol.
Tired of trying tbh its mentally exhausting and not doing me good..just dont wanna bother.
Might make a brand new account to start fresh and only post owed art that i get for me and just keep this up idk yet but might happen.
Sure some like my art and some are "alive" on here but..just..idk lol i lost friends that i thought was real, then drama happened, then more bs happen, commission business is dead, half accounts on here are inactive or deactivated, just..alot of things.
I might just sell all my ocs from toyhouse or some of them but doubt they will sell lmao people will just back out or ghost me like always.
Shit happens it is what it is some artists will understand some wont..*shrugs*
But i apreciate everyone that supported me and stayed around and actually put effort into talking to me and such means alot.
Ill give updates if anyone cares or not just..please understand if i do choose..
Ima have comments turned off for this journal but if you wanna contact me feel free to note me or ask for my discord thanks.
Thanks for reading.
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