I’m probably gonna go on a slight vacation so to speak. It’s been awkward in my life for the past few days. I just want a break to calm down.

I’m going to announce in this journal that a new friend of mine is joining FA! He wants to be described as a comic enthusiast and wants to eventually make his own. He is also a fan of many things, but the big ones might be things that might not be as popular… I spoke to him on many occasions, and I recommended that he joins. I’m hoping he will make friends on here. He lost all of his after they turned on him… I notified him a surprise too. He and I will be working together! I will remain on this account though to avoid confusion as to who you are talking to.

Now a third user it attacking me... this really adds to my stress...

I apparently am having trouble with the turn around ref… it’s tougher than I thought… any tips?

I’m feeling better finally! It took a while, but it’s over for now… I just hope it doesn’t start again… I’m also going to try something new… Dunno how it will work out but I have been wanting to try to make a character turn around ref sheet. Sounds complicated, but I think I can do it.

Thanks for the get well soon messages! I am glad to feel better. Sorry for the bad start to the year… I hope to maintain a good year… I’m still uneasy though… I feel like some of you don’t care as much after I said who I truly was… I am seeing a counselor tomorrow. I’ll try to get things done too while I’m waiting to see her.

I am beginning the year of 2025 with stomach issues… I didn’t even want to begin this year on a bad note, but I guess it is happening… I’m going to try to get something done, but I don’t know how far I will get on it…

I got notified today that my tablet could not be fixed… so I got a new one. I was thinking though… why not feature Henry and Siggy in something a little bit bigger than a cookout? I’m planning on making a fictional restaurant and I wanted Henry and Siggy to not only join the staff, but have animatronics made of them. There are others I will be making animatronics of, but that will be later… I am working on the flyer for the restaurant next. The name is Labby’s pizzeria and Steakhouse. It serves both pizza and grilled meats. Certain meat can be fried upon request though.

I will make a staff list once the flyer is completed and uploaded.

The animatronics: Labby, Remy, Ripper Roo, Siggy, Henry, Fox Prince, Chester, Zolt

I heard the news about Barry... a blue hippo who i knew long ago... he changed for the worst... I heard that he used people for art slavery, and now he's going after a friend of mine... Barry... what you are doing is wrong... I know people are angry with you for doing what you are doing currently, but me? I'm heartbroken... I knew you as a friend... I trusted you... but what you have done... it's just upsetting... I cry thinking about you back then... who you were... But attacking Henry and using people as art slaves is just awful... while they are angry, I'm sad because of what you have become... I recieved hate too, but I got help to turn my life around...and to realize that there is a second chance... you? You are attacking an innocent user... that's not right Barry... I hope you're happy with what you have done... I was debating on giving you a chance at redemption... but that is no longer an option... I'm sorry... but you need to stay away... goodbye Barry...

I’m sorry I am absent… I am feeling very anxious again, and my luck seems very low… I have been getting errors from my phone too… first I couldn’t get it to connect to the internet, then after that was fixed I couldn’t access this site… now I fixed that too… so I am basically just waiting for my tablet to get fixed, and trying not to lose my mind…

I was going to say this sooner, but I forgot to thanks to getting ready for Christmas... this sucks due to the second part of my gift for Siggy and Henry being halfway complete... I wanted to get it uploaded as soon as possible, but thanks to my grandad I might not get it done for a while... the guy said that it would probably be 2 to 3 weeks to get fixed... I'm sorry for the inconvenience...

The cookout part 2 is planned out finally! I was going slightly insane trying to figure out the scene itself… i also woke up with a headache that has thankfully been getting better as the day goes on. I will begin the drawing process sometime this evening or tomorrow. I dunno yet… I’ve been asked to help with some housekeeping work… so we will see.

I’m very tired now… I can’t sleep in late tomorrow due to taking my dog to the groomer…

I have an announcement!  SiggytheBlackBear is in need of support! He is currently upset and feels like he is not important! I want him to feel welcome! So I am asking you to please support him with kind words and art! I’m doing something for him now. I just hope you can do the same…

8 days remaining until Christmas! I lost track of time… I don’t even know what I want for Christmas… I guess I should just go with the flow this year? Dunno yet…

I’m getting up early to go with my mom to the courthouse… she needs a lawyer due to being charged with DUI… she’s getting fingerprinted too… she got charged due to the officer seeing her medical marijuana card… she “failed” her sobriety test and they found marijuana in her blood… this is upsetting, and I hope that the charges will be dropped…

I had a dream last night that made me question myself... I was confronted by a man with lemon colored skin, red hair, a blue shirt, red shorts, and a disturbing big smile that appeared to be permanently on his face. He said to me the following... "You know exactly who you are. Yet you hide behind a mask. So what will you do now? Run from your problems like you have always done? Or will you confront yourself and remove the mask you wear?" What concerned me was that the voice... was my own... so I want to tell you a story... about a user named fat-labrador. Also called Labby I believe...

Labby was a user with dreams... dreams to make people happy... then some things went on in his life that changed him... He experienced multiple deaths in his family... people who he was very close to... Then he found someone he thought would love him and gave this person one of his main characters... soon this other guy cheated on him with another man... i suppose you will know him as Freddy... things were rough for Labby in his life, and he wanted to try to forget everything... he was so upset that he became clingy, irrational, and soon faked his own death... the thing he should have done was to just deactivate his account, but he was too upset to listen to reason... he received backlash for doing this, and this backlash spread over to his ex boyfriend... His ex ended up committing suicide because of it... He didn't want to give up his dream of art, so he created a fake identity to draw more without being detected... until now...

How do I know this? Well... I'm sorry... I am fat-labrador... I didn't want to relive any of this, but guilt finally won... I had lost everything because of what i have done... I will most certainly lose it all again... don't blame Brendan for my disappearance... he deserves none of it... I was depressed, and didn't think twice... it's a mistake that i now have to live with... I am cancelling Sea Dragon Studios... i deserve no friends after this... as for the yellow figure in my dream... that was my original depiction of my human form... I'm probably going to leave permanently... i don't belong here... Goodbye...

I'm now on playstation! My username is Shyshark39

I'm cloudstreaming from the playstation portal though. If I get a ps5, I'll tell you the moment it happens.

I apologize for the lack of art. My nerves are all over the place, and im trying not to get an aneurism from trying too hard... I want to work on my art, but i dunno if i will accomplish that goal... so i may need a tiny bit more time...

Ok! I am making an RPG... But I'm not a sea dragon in it! I'm instead going to be a fox! There will be 3 new characters i haven't drawn yet who are as follows:
Lizz the Lizardman
George the Dog
Tony jr. the Tiger

Story preview: A human named Duncan was captured by scientist and was transformed into a fox. He now plans to escape the lab with his three roommates Lizz, George, and Tony Jr. However, they do not know the task ahead of them... A task to save the universe from destruction. Also unknown to the party is that Duncan's human form took a mind of it's own and proceeds to attack a nearby village. There were very few survivors... Could this be an ill omen, or would the awakening of the four elementals be the ill omen?

I will be drawing most of the sprites since i am limited to what i can do without doing so... I might also change the story as i develop things.

The elementals will be as follows
Alexander the rat= earth
Daniel the mutant grape nerd= water
Arthur the Mutant goat= wind
Freddy the turtle= fire

more updates will come as development continues, but there will be spoilers... I will be uploading my drawn enemy sprites... sorry, but i gotta upload soething...

Apparently a friend I met on email got a few friends together and agree to let me use their characters... Now they want to work with me on creating art! So... I guess I can say I got a business going? The main contact who started this is named Daniel. I found him and asked to watch him, but he said that it was ok if I didn't. I'm confused, but I hope this entirely free business works. Daniel did say he is working with another studio as well. So we'll see...

I might get put in the bullseye for harassment because of this, but here I go... I became curious after seeing a character in Siggy's gallery belonging to another user known as fat labrador. So I did some research on fat labrador and I find it strange... He done something to anger a lot of users yes, but I don't know if the hate was necessary... In fact I don't know what to believe... I did find his OC cute though... So I might adopt him... But I know that by doing so will open the gates to bullies who hated this user... So I need to ask for opinions, and protection... I really like his OC, but I need to know more about the user himself... Is he as bad as others say, or is this an illusion created by his enemies?

I got two needles today... One for the flu and the other one is for COVID... My arm is sore, but I will not let it stop me! I'm currently working on a series that was dropped on me by Daniel called Blizzard's Wooly Adventures. At least that's the name he gave me. When I'm done that, I have a gift to make for  Shiyamasaleem100

I finally got a chance to order my suit! It should arrive soon. In the meantime... I subscribed to flip a clip. Daniel requested me to do it in order to take over a project for him. It will take time, but I am excited to help him out.

My new drawing tablet is here! It was expensive, but I think it was worth it!