Since 2021, I have been dealing with stalking which has greatly impacted me.
To read more about I have made a post on bsky: https://bsky.app/profile/neoncel.bs...../3let527lbps2g

This experience has been unimaginably difficult for me, and I need to take some time to step back and recover. I want to thank everyone who has supported and cared for me throughout these years, you know who you are. If you or someone you know is dealing with a stalker, please don’t hesitate to reach out for help. You don’t have to face it alone.
-Neoncel

I have reached the memory limit on my jotform so the sending in new forms is disabled. Please DM on discord (instructions here: http://goo.gl/bBXg7g) to contact me if you cant open/send the form!

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My page: https://patreon.com/neoncel

Most of my art will roll out the same way as usual. This is mostly for the people who might want give out that extra support! Also I wanted a way to share some of my personal sketches and ideas. Thank you for checking it out! :>

Hey guys

Been awhile since I made one of these general updates. 2020 has been a big roller-coaster ride for me (most likely for all of us). I haven't been drawing/streaming as much as I’ve used to because I've been very tired (+ my living situation has changed and has made my ability to draw NSFW art less frequent). Much has been going on in my personal life.

I've attempted art "breaks" before but I've always turned back on them pretty quick. I might have just changed my mind or I needed money not to drain my savings. The last batch of commissions I opened in September were made pretty much for that. I am now in better standing than before and I am quite happy and proud of the work I've completed this fall.

But I have to admit that I am exhausted. I have felt this way before. I need to make cuts in my life so I can fully focus on myself and most importantly to my studies.

I am going to try to take a break from social media, discord and porn. Porn seems to consume much of my life and thoughts so I really want to try detoxing myself from it and social media.

I really like this community and all my friends who partake in it someway or another. I am grateful for all the nice comments I've gotten and how some of you have given me a generous tip on top of a commission or even a donation. Thank you. I am not going to disappear and never come back. I'll be taking things slowly, drawing porn in my free time, offline.


I've been wanting to work on some personal projects regarding art and possibly some printed zines. I am not really sure where to post and share that art. I’ve only been sharing it on my private discord server. It is very different from my usual work.


I’ve always had bad days when I get depressed and think about these things. When I can’t really handle it all. I wrote the bulk of this update on one of those moments. Now I am a lot better but my opinion is still the same.


I do not know when I am going to open commissions again (I still do have 1 paid commission under the works). I can always add people there for future updates and notices regarding my commissions.


Thank you for all the support. Stay safe.

-Neoncel

Thanks for all the people have ordered one :)

My PCs dead. Will get fixed in time, no idea how long it will take. I refunded couple commissions, might refund few more. I will be able to work on sketches but advanced shading and lining will be left for later.

If you want to check my queue, here it is: https://trello.com/b/hfBWSagk/commission-queue

I've been having issues with stress and anxiety. Schools gonna continue next week. I don't feel like drawing that much. I am working on a album cover for an album that's gonna release next week. I am sorry for not drawing that much anymore.

just curious :3

Hi everybody, hope you are doing great. It has been quiet when it comes to my art. I want to clarify things and tell you about one change what I have decided to do.

I am now in a programming workshop and it has been great. I have found this new interest and I want to focus on learning this new skill. I see myself actually having a job in this field so things are looking more hopeful when it comes to my future. I never intended to be a full-time artist, I am way too spontaneous for that.

The workshop will last to the end of June and I have sent applications to programming schools. If I get chosen to a school I will be going to school full-time from August 2019.

I haven't been feeling like drawing for months. In the light of all these changes I am going to change my commissions to friends only.

At the moment of writing this I have 3 commissions in the queue (link to the queue https://trello.com/b/hfBWSagk/commission-queue) and I will finish these ones at some point, maybe in a week, maybe in a half a year. I want to say sorry to all the people affected. I should have done this years ago. Same thing comes to art trades and requests. Only exception are my stream requests, those will still happen time to time and open for everybody.

I feel like the tumblr purge just really hit me. I only get around 10% of the traffic I used to. I said to myself when the purge came, that I would not give a fuck about it but here we are.

Another thing that has been in my mind is game streaming on twitch. One of my big passions is video games so it would be a dream for me to stream them. What are your opinions?

-Neoncel

Hi everyone!

Hopefully everyone is having a peaceful time waiting for christmas and new years. Things have been little quiet for couple weeks when it comes to my art. I will be making this update post to talk to my fans in more length because I write like this very rarely.

First of all, how’s the tumblr purge? Well I had 1445 followers on my tumblr. My fa, derpi and newgrounds have 784 followers combined so I think I took kinda a big hit. Sadly I might keep my newgrounds inactive. I really hope my fa could garner 1000 followers in the next year. Most important thing for me is that I have friends to talk with on discord and those few people interested in ordering a commission from me.

For the past 2 months I’ve been through a breakup, but everything is alright now, almost better than ever. I’ve been settling to this new life for couple weeks so that’s another reason why art has been slow (+ the tumblr purge has been stressful too) I will be starting on a new programming course on January which will last for 3 months minimum. I still have my weekends to work on my art and afternoons.

At the moment of writing this update I am spending holidays away from my home with my family. I am able to sketch here but I can’t do any further rendering.

About commissions: I want to keep all my commission orders open. What it means is that you will be able to get a spot on my commission queue anytime and when your name comes up I will be contacting you and we will proceed to talk more about the details of the commission order. If you want your order to be ready for a specific date (birthday, valentine’s day etc) please let me know I am more than happy to draw gifts and will prioritize your order.

To add your name to the queue you need to DM me on fa or discord. If you never want to remove your name from the queue you just need to message me the same way. Removing or cancelling your order is never a problem to me so don’t be afraid to DM me.

I will be updating my commission info within christmas break, adjusting some of the prices and adding options.

I think that’s about it. I am going to be designing a reindeer OC for christmas use ;) Stay tuned for that.

Merry Christmas and peaceful New Year!
Hyvää joulua ja rauhallista uutta vuotta!

-Neoncel

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Listening to: Mokoma - Väsynyt Atlas

awesome! warm welcome to all the people from tumblr :3

fa butchers the image quality so i will be hosting the full res versions of the images either on derpi + possibly in some other hosting place, updates soon

wohoo
thank you all, means a lot :3