So right off the bat.

Had a super wild rollercoaster of a series of life events.

Birthday, context for events in my childhood being learned, home condition issues, crazy weather, tons of work events, sudden realization that shits hit the fan and I've been ignoring it.

hooooboy!

So to set expectations: I AM NOT OK, BUT I WILL BE FINE!

I already started shoving things into motion with life and home and work.

Got a week long work vacation set up to fully disconnect from that.

Ripped the breaks off my reluctance to just do certain things, which is why I'm now blasting your inbox with postings. (These are things I've been sitting on for +4 YEAAAARSSS)

Created a website to finally have a centralized location for all my shit. Still working on it but you can check it out over Here at trzdvk.io! I'd love some feedback.

Built a Home NAS and have been doing physical and cloud backups.

Started throwing shit out that's been collecting dust and just writing it off as a loss and moving on.

Organizing my life and plans to stop riding the wind and to start using the rudder.

And the most important part.


**Removing the damn filter I've been using for myself**

I no longer spare any effort or energy that are outside my sphere of control.

Politics, World events, the next drama someone kicks up.

I DO NOT CARE!

I have my own problems to deal with and I need that energy to deal with them.

HOWEVER!

I still stand firm that I will be a good person to those I interact with on the grounds you return the same courtesies. If I'm being an ass, I need to be called out on it by who I am currently interacting with.

So saying that.

There's a lot of people I need to get in touch with and re-establish those bridges.

So be ready for me to kick your door in and start interacting with you if you are on my list >:D



****Please be aware I may shove updates into this journal as I'm full steam and may have forgotten something.****

Another year around that exploading ball of light we call a sun.

I don't really have anything planned for a celebration this year.

I used to just stream games and such and go visit family, but it's been a year of condensing stuff down.

I'm just started dialing back a ton of things I wanted to do because I ran into decision paralysis.

Things like comics, streaming schedules, projects i wanted to start etc.



Which really sucks.l but if I don't then I'll be stuck doing nothing while trying to do everything.


One of the big things I need to do is post more of my stuff I've comm'd.

Animations, drawings, stuff like that.

But always hearing that background noise of "someone is going to steal your stuff or make ai shit"

Which frustrates me because that's just how it is now and it's like whackamole.

Not a fan of ai. There's too many areas people just cross into because they can and don't stop to give a damn.

ELLO!!!

Doing some more cleanup.

Got a ton of stuff to sort through and I only get free time to do this kind of stuff on days I have off that aren't weekends =w=



Anyway.

Tons of things here and there I'm working on.

Tons of things I've worked on that haven't been posted.

Many many things that need to be done.


HOPE YOU ALL ARE HAVING A GOOD HOLIDAY!

Ello!

Still Alive!

On Twitter mostly and doing my own little projects.


Trying to find people versed in making animations in blender. Have models that need use :V