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I'm a Beagle tho | Registered: Dec 30, 2017 06:51
~~~~=={[ Adam | Beagle | Gay | SysAdmin / Gov't Employee | INFP-T ]}==~~~~
some stuff about me
Central California dog. Explored the fandom in late 2013, joined in 2015
I currently work in the federal civilian service as a "customer service representative" and while I used to hate it, my new outlook on life has changed that.
If you're interested in getting to know me or something, hit me up on TG. I don't respond quickly all the time, fair warning. I also do not RP with people I just met.
I do not normally look at my FA notes so please don't send one (I only have them enabled for artists that don't use other forms of communication)
I play loads of different games, mainly been Squad, No Man's Sky, Ready or Not, Elite Dangerous, Escape from TarkyTark, War Tinder, World of Tanks, and others I haven't mentioned too, check out my Steam games. Always up to play games with people! Lord knows I'm lonely lmao.
More art in scraps
getting art with me
I do not get NSFW art with random people anymore. I see myself as my sona and it is weird to me and as such only get NSFW art with friends.
I might be interested in SFW stuff, but I rarely get art nowadays so it may take 1-2 years or more for that idea to come to reality. If you're still interested then shoot me a message on TG.
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My path to where I am was a long one, originally started as a bottom, then proceeded to be forced (figuratively) into a top, which led to me being a switch,
then from a switch I went to experimenting more with being a top, then at the uh, maybe beginning of 2023 is when I decided, yeah, I'm a top.
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My first and last convention ever attended was FurtherConfusion 2020
Since some people were interested in knowing. I would only ever attend another with friends, you won't ever find me going to one alone, it just isn't my thing to do by myself.
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Featured Journal
Treatment Journal #2
2 months ago
So, it has been over 2 full months since I began receiving IV Ketamine infusions for my treatment-resistant depression. A bunch of things have happened in my life that I could never have fathomed the past 7 years.
I continue to be in full remission of my depression going on the 9th week now. Work has also been very fulfilling for me, despite the intricacies of my sudden return causing me headaches, even though my union chapter president tells me I have nothing to fear in that regard. This situation would have destroyed me in the past. Among other things, it may have been the tipping point for me, again, and that makes me ashamed to admit that.
Plenty of things have changed when it comes to my psyche too. I dare say that my personality has even been changing. I continue to try understanding my emotions, from sadness, anger, fear, love, likeness, dread... the list goes on, since the Ketamine has let me experience them without the ideations that plagued me my life. I'm enjoying the process thus far.
My perception of time and the formulation of memories continues to be difficult, with past events feeling weeks older than they actually are, or how I am able to think about things so quickly that it feels I've been thinking about them for days when it's only been hours. It is getting better though as time goes on, so it is something that I can consider a neutral side effect.
On a happier note, I have formed at least 3 new core memories lmao. And made new friends along the way.
I continue to be in full remission of my depression going on the 9th week now. Work has also been very fulfilling for me, despite the intricacies of my sudden return causing me headaches, even though my union chapter president tells me I have nothing to fear in that regard. This situation would have destroyed me in the past. Among other things, it may have been the tipping point for me, again, and that makes me ashamed to admit that.
Plenty of things have changed when it comes to my psyche too. I dare say that my personality has even been changing. I continue to try understanding my emotions, from sadness, anger, fear, love, likeness, dread... the list goes on, since the Ketamine has let me experience them without the ideations that plagued me my life. I'm enjoying the process thus far.
My perception of time and the formulation of memories continues to be difficult, with past events feeling weeks older than they actually are, or how I am able to think about things so quickly that it feels I've been thinking about them for days when it's only been hours. It is getting better though as time goes on, so it is something that I can consider a neutral side effect.
On a happier note, I have formed at least 3 new core memories lmao. And made new friends along the way.
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Beagle
Favorite Music
Primarily Country but also R&B, Pop, Hip-Hop, Rock.. I like a lot of different genres
Favorite Animals
Dogs, wolves, most canids
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Definitely pizza.
Favorite Quote
"If you buy a bigger bed, you'll have more bed room, but less bedroom."
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