Have you ever been some place with someone you know and they are the only person you know but they know everyone else there? Did you feel so out of place you just wanted to run or crawl into a hole and never come out until you are ready to leave? Well take those feelings and amplify them by 1000 and thats how I feel when I'm on here.

I feel as if I don't belong at all. I feel like I'm a lone ship lost out at sea searching for the smallest hope of finding land. I haven't had my fursona long and I come here and very one around me has 1 and has had them for years so I feel so very out of the loop. I feel like I'm the loser kid who didn't get invited to the huge party. Even if I would've been invited it would've been a joke anyways and no one would've really wanted me there in the first place.

So since I feel so lost and out of place here I'm thinking of abandoning my account for awhile. I'm way too over-protective of Glow for my own good and it's best if I stay away . I'm already the loser who showed up at the party uninvited and everyone got a good laugh out of it.

So long for now until I can feel comfortable returning....if I ever return. I love the pics that Glow had drawn for me and I plan on saving them to my comp just in case I never come back here.

One last thing before I go...if I get any responses to this I will check them and reply if needed. As for everyone else just because I'm gone doesn't mean that you can go hitting on my boyfriend because I will find out and I will get pissed so please keep your distance.

Well this good-bye is long enough and better end it.

BYE EVERYONE. I hope you enjoyed your laugh.

EDIT*****
Just because sex sells doesn't mean you should follow the trend and do it all of the time just so people will comment /fave/watch you. Sex isn't everything but on here people think if you don't draw it or write you'll or they'll die without it. There are a such thing as porn shops for that kind of thing sure it might not be furry porn but if you need a fix there is always the internet I'm sure its on here somewhere.

I'm only doing this little rant because I feel that is why I'm not accepted on here. I love the art of the people I'm watching and I urge them to continue to draw and perfect it. But I'm not going to write sex stories all of the time just to please everyone.