Hey it's been like 6 months since my last journal and a lot has happened since then. It's been up and down for me but I think I'm beginning to get back on track (I say for the 100th time).

Art wise I've been posting sketches and occasional fanarts on my X/Bluesky accounts. I'm sorry for not posting here, its just a lot easier to post to those sites. I do want to keep active on here though so I will post some new stuff on the occasion again. It's still been difficult for me to make art and I still have commissions in my queue from last November. For those waiting I apologize and I actually have plans on refunding some of my clients. I'm waiting on a payout from my Patreon as I just found out I had A LOT of money just sitting there even though my Patreon is not published anymore and not receiving any subscriptions. For some reason there's an issue with withdrawing and I can't recieve the money :( I'm currently in contact with Patreon support to get it fixed and have waited 2 weeks. Hopefully they say something soon... But if I do get that money I will refund some folk and open up simpler comms like sketches. That way I won't be as stressed and can work on personal projects again. I really want to make comics again.

On a personal note, my trips to therapy have been up and down. I'm stopping again as I don't have the funds to continue but I would like to go back someday, probably to a different therapist. My doctor hasn't been any help really so I'm on my own.

Also if you notice I don't have my fiance on my profile anymore as we broke up. Long story and if your really interested you can DM me but short form: He cheated on me with a coworker during my stay with him. So I've been dealing with those feelings these past few months. I'm alright, I'm happy to have friends to talk to and interact with now compared to years ago where he was my only friend.

So yeah thats pretty much it! Thank you for reading if you did. I hope to move past all these awful feelings and start working on my art more and interacting with the community. If Patreon works I'd like to publish my page from scratch and upload pinups, NSFW and SFW art and commission discounts again + comics and other projects. I'd also like to make a public Discord server to hang out with ya'll. ^^