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~Esmahasakazoo
Heya! I'm Bralene, but feel free to call me Esma or Kazoo!
22 | They/Them
I'm a digital artist who has been drawing since I could hold a crayon, but started taking art and drawing seriously about 8 years ago.
I am an SFW artist that specialized in furry art (duh!) and fanart!
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Comments Earned: 104
Comments Made: 81
Journals: 35
Comments Made: 81
Journals: 35
Featured Journal
life update
10 months ago
HI HELLO
Sooo a lot has kind of happened since my last journal. I'm gonna try to break this up to make it an easier read.
Health
So I've been dealing with a lot of mental health stuff lately. I was recently hit like a truck all of the stuff I went through in my last relationship and it's been really hard. I'm trying to heal from the trauma now and it has been extremely difficult. It's been hard socializing with my own friends and family members. My physical health isn't great either. I have been showing diabetic symptoms, but I'm too afraid to get diagnosed. I also recently had a tooth removed since I didn't take care of myself and now I have 8 cavities. Getting the tooth removed was a small wakeup call and I'm doing my best, but it's still difficult. Outside of my body and mind crumbling in real time, I think i'm okay? Some days are better than others.
Financial Situation
Money is still pretty not amazing. I still get paid like shit and i'm overworked at my job. Everything keeps breaking on me and I keep having to spend more and more and more. I owe over $800 on my credit cards and I recieved the worst paycheck of my life on Tuesday. Our cooler broke down at work so everyone was out of work for 4 days. I only made $271 on Tuesday and that is already long gone. I'm good on rent and my bills for now. I'm okay on food for now as well, so i'm not worried about that. My phone decided that it no longer wants to work for me so I started financing a newer, better phone. The phone costs me $800 not including my phone service. I have started a goal on Ko-Fi to help pay for my phone.
Speaking of Ko-Fi, I am trying to use it more! I have added some of my commissions on there and I'm looking to move most of my posting there as well as my discord server (discord server is still semi private, it will be available on Ko-Fi soon)
Other Stuff?
Outside of everthing I mentioned above, i've been okay. I've been keeping myself busy with artwork for my next upcoming convention. My F-ZERO items and my Pokemon buttons are coming in either today or Monday, so I will be getting pictures of those and updating my shop when I can. I still need to get my other stuff ordered, but it's been difficult since I already owe so much money from other purchases that I put on credit. Everything is just AAAAAAAAA rn if that makes sense.
Sooo a lot has kind of happened since my last journal. I'm gonna try to break this up to make it an easier read.
Health
So I've been dealing with a lot of mental health stuff lately. I was recently hit like a truck all of the stuff I went through in my last relationship and it's been really hard. I'm trying to heal from the trauma now and it has been extremely difficult. It's been hard socializing with my own friends and family members. My physical health isn't great either. I have been showing diabetic symptoms, but I'm too afraid to get diagnosed. I also recently had a tooth removed since I didn't take care of myself and now I have 8 cavities. Getting the tooth removed was a small wakeup call and I'm doing my best, but it's still difficult. Outside of my body and mind crumbling in real time, I think i'm okay? Some days are better than others.
Financial Situation
Money is still pretty not amazing. I still get paid like shit and i'm overworked at my job. Everything keeps breaking on me and I keep having to spend more and more and more. I owe over $800 on my credit cards and I recieved the worst paycheck of my life on Tuesday. Our cooler broke down at work so everyone was out of work for 4 days. I only made $271 on Tuesday and that is already long gone. I'm good on rent and my bills for now. I'm okay on food for now as well, so i'm not worried about that. My phone decided that it no longer wants to work for me so I started financing a newer, better phone. The phone costs me $800 not including my phone service. I have started a goal on Ko-Fi to help pay for my phone.
Speaking of Ko-Fi, I am trying to use it more! I have added some of my commissions on there and I'm looking to move most of my posting there as well as my discord server (discord server is still semi private, it will be available on Ko-Fi soon)
Other Stuff?
Outside of everthing I mentioned above, i've been okay. I've been keeping myself busy with artwork for my next upcoming convention. My F-ZERO items and my Pokemon buttons are coming in either today or Monday, so I will be getting pictures of those and updating my shop when I can. I still need to get my other stuff ordered, but it's been difficult since I already owe so much money from other purchases that I put on credit. Everything is just AAAAAAAAA rn if that makes sense.
User Profile
Accepting Trades
No Accepting Commissions
Yes Character Species
Deer/Wolf
Favorite Music
classic rock, electro swing, lofi, and (even tho it is not necessarily a genre) Vocaloid!
Favorite Games
Basically all Nintendo, all rhythm games, Jet Set Radio, Stardew Valley, and Undertale/Deltarune
Favorite Gaming Platforms
Switch and PC
Favorite Animals
Deer
Favorite Site
Jetsetradio.live (music) and youtube
Favorite Foods & Drinks
I'm not picky ;p
Favorite Quote
" Nothing shredded, Nothing gained. "- K.K. Slider
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