Last place to sign off of. Starting over, tired of hurting myself with mistakes and hurting others around me as well. Over and over i lose control and how i keep comfortable an calm hurts people around me and when i hurt others it hurts me and just spirals out of control. I’ve only told a few people this has been in debate with the wish no one stops me. I am not harming myself im simply not going to be hyper anymore. If you find me elsewhere i wont turn you away just i will not be talking. Im done with this. To all my close friends i do honestly love you to death thank you for making life bearable, but as so many have told me i need to act for myself for once and not do everything for others. This is just that. Being selfish.