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~LadyVenomMyotismon
Hello, I'm Vempy.
She/her || Single (not looking) || Aromantic
I am not a furry, myself, but I am furry-friendly.
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I am a VARIETY artist. I draw HUMANS and FURRIES!
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Requests: No | Trades: Yes, quality equivalent
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Slot 1 - Talonblaze
Slot 2 - Completed
Slot 3 - Completed
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7 months agoBut, I've had depression. For a very long time. I feel like it's gotten worse to the point where it's hit the anhedonia mark. (That is where you've lost pleasure in things that you used to enjoy)
Every time I think I'll open up commissions, excited for it, excited to be able to draw something new... that excitement just fades, I can't force myself to do any art, and then I just have to stop.
It's frustrating as hell and I can't help but reel back in shame and in isolation. I just can't enjoy art right now.
And that's really devastating to me, because I want to love it. I still do. There's a lot of things I still want to draw.
No, I'm not going to give up with it. But at the moment, I'm not entirely sure how to combat "anhedonia". I've read a few solutions; one involving trying out a different hobby. Hell if I know what else I'd like.
I'd like to try and do Twitch streaming. Why? I'm not a social person. I hate socializing.
As a teeny weenie kid, I used to force my brother to watch me play video games. I couldn't play anything without him watching me. It made me so happy. So I'd like to try and see if that would help any, or at all. Heck, it might even motivate me to draw little doodles on stream every now and again. (Actually, if I can get to affiliate, that's one of my points rewards; forcing me to do some kind of in-stream doodle)
If you want... it'd mean a lot.
https://www.twitch.tv/vempyremon
I don't know, it's an attempt. I'm trying. I don't know how to do things to feel happy right now.
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Digimon
Favorite Music
Power metal, Retrowave, Industrial
Favorite Games
Digimon, World of Warcraft, Borderlands, Guild Wars 2
Favorite Gaming Platforms
Steam, PS4, Switch
Favorite Animals
VenomMyotismon, Bats, Long haired guys with goatees and black lips FFF
Favorite Quote
Function over form.
Someonne