Views: 1876
Submissions: 16
Favs: 30
~maggieannescott
Not Available...
Stats
Comments Earned: 569
Comments Made: 882
Journals: 2
Comments Made: 882
Journals: 2
Recent Journal
A friend who is sorry and just wants to be happy and loved
9 years ago
Hi I know I am very rarely on here now I am easy were. But my friend Danthehorseman sad he was sorry and I have told him there is nothing to be sorry for.
Dan and I were boy friend and girl friend for while but now we are just friends.. I am never on here one I have been ill for long while and my dad is very ill and has been for some time too,
Dan and I were collage students and Hougall Farm Collage in Durham. I am now full time carer of my dad.
But it must be hard for Daniel being disabled and having more issues then most humans can get. like AS ADD ADHD depression Dyslexic and dyspraxia I think that how your spell it. But has OCD and hording issues and like most dose not have many friends.
in fact dan works hard at Disabled riding school as Volunteer and has been for some time, he went to Houghall to get more education in farm like stables and farms to get a job with the RDA (riding for the disabled) but Dan loved anthro cows and horses and bovines. but when I first I know him in 2009 dan did not know how to say nice things. he dose know.
but in 2009 he say wow nice cow that be good in some kind of odd situation whichs sounds fucked up or freaky or mad. but he said in his mind wow sexy good detail or nice colours and stuff.
but the artist hears wow that cow be good in this or that, he getting better but sadly he up set some fa artists and he is feeling bad for years of wrong that he felt he done and he dose not like hurting people but some people freaked out.
and blocked him he sorry and I love him for being loving kind caring soul but dose not know how to say things that are normal in Dans defence I too thought fa was for fetishes and porn and stuff that drove me and Dan here. but there are monsters on here which why I left. But Dan was a lover and still a good friend. but dan is not one of the monsters dan lives in care with one other disabled female groom and lives in a home with 3 to 4 staff not far from the stables. it is were he keeps is horses.
but dan never would dream or hurting them or do stuff which fa is know for. but dan never hurt me either did he do shit to me while we were boy friend and girl friend but now we live could 90 mins away I just came out of hospital in the last month from my own demon's and I too have trying killing my self this year. but we both know love family and friends keeps us strong but dan dose not want to lose any more.
but he fears he done wrong I said say sorry and be strong and never do it again. he is learning bit time but hard lessons on his road he said this below. I said you don't need to be forgive but people need to know dan has more issues then most not close family in the area but 5 hours by train, but he feels lost and alone and lost and he is going throw hell and I am trying he is trying but I think he deserves a second chance if those are willing to give me one, you can always block him again if he fails to keep is word.
any way Thanks for reading Maggie Anne Scott
QUOTE, DANTHEHORSEMAN
Hi everyone. I am here to say sorry to everyone I may have hurt or up set. I have not been my self for while now. I left collage in 2011 but started in 2005 I have not found work. I been very low for some time. And lately I have been faving some dark art. but it is not want I am into, but what I am feeling.
I think it has pushed some friends or watchers away, I think I have up set some FA members which I love and I do care for them but some words came out wrong and due to meds and health issues and my interest have mad some people sad and I think I hurt them. So have told me not to worry some have blocked me. I been on FA 4 years. I have learnt a lot. But I think feel I need to say sorry for all the wrong I have weather these people will unblock me in time. I can only say time will tell but I try to learn from my Human error and I do have my illness and problems.
But lately I been feeling like the pictures I have faved, and it has taken a toll on some watchers and friends. but this year I have already tried to do some thing which dose not come easy to do. nore do I wish to continue doing or trying to. well the pictures will explain why.
but I don't have many friends nore do I have close family I live half a country away from my close family, and with no job I just cant go and see them every time I feel like the pictures nore do I want to burden them every time I feel like well. I do think it Is right to say,.
But I been doing volunteer work from 2003 to 2014 and I think I had anoth with given even if I still believe that volunteer is good for the local people and business.
But I just feel lost and alone in the dark world. I been quite down and depressed no right to what I have done or doing,
Those I am saying sorry for all the wrong I have done are.
DustyTheMare
Eggplantman
Moonfeather
Nakoo
Egyptfreak1
purplepardus
ShinigamiGirl
Quakehoof
xxlarkxx
and due to I have no money and this year is far worst then any other year, I been hit with vet bills weddings new boiler and I still owe this fa members money which are.
Eggplantman
Quakehoof
the friends which have excepted my apology are
DustyTheMare
Eggplantman
Moonfeather
Nakoo?
Egyptfreak1
purplepardus
ShinigamiGirl
Quakehoof
xxlarkxx?
Maggieannescott
some of these issues go back before I came onto FA, so again I am sorry for bringing up and sorry for the resent issues a caused by my new health and dayly battles of soul and mind and life issues and aloness
the friends which help me over this year are.
Egyptfreak1
purplepardus
Maggieannescott
Quakehoof
xxlarkxx I think we are getting to be friends but I up set her recently and I feel like oh my god not another one, I might be over acting but I don't want another person whos art I live but rarely comment any more because my words come out wrong or rude. so I sorry for that issues I caused dayly.
I hope your all well and in good health, I hope your helloween went well. I wish you a happy new year and merry Christmas. I want to say sorry in case of my death,
The three out four people I have named are aware of my health and know my battle to say in control is failing but friends will keep you strong as long as your friend in return and I have not which is why I am saying sorry to those who I hurt in past or present I don't want to make people sad or angry or hurt them it is just I am fucking up my owe life and theres right now. sorry again Danny,
Please forgive me and I try to learn from my errors best I can. Thanks again every one for your help kind words and your friendship. I hope I can get my self sorted if you think I desire a second chance. I do my best not to disappoint you Danny neigh and moo.
I love and appreciated art and members and friends sorry for being a love mussle (dick) and sorry for being evil and mean recently love your all with all my heart sorry to any watchers who did not approve of my recent faving dark and sick art but it is how I feel I will remove when times are better. Thanks again for understanding. xxx Danny.
Dan and I were boy friend and girl friend for while but now we are just friends.. I am never on here one I have been ill for long while and my dad is very ill and has been for some time too,
Dan and I were collage students and Hougall Farm Collage in Durham. I am now full time carer of my dad.
But it must be hard for Daniel being disabled and having more issues then most humans can get. like AS ADD ADHD depression Dyslexic and dyspraxia I think that how your spell it. But has OCD and hording issues and like most dose not have many friends.
in fact dan works hard at Disabled riding school as Volunteer and has been for some time, he went to Houghall to get more education in farm like stables and farms to get a job with the RDA (riding for the disabled) but Dan loved anthro cows and horses and bovines. but when I first I know him in 2009 dan did not know how to say nice things. he dose know.
but in 2009 he say wow nice cow that be good in some kind of odd situation whichs sounds fucked up or freaky or mad. but he said in his mind wow sexy good detail or nice colours and stuff.
but the artist hears wow that cow be good in this or that, he getting better but sadly he up set some fa artists and he is feeling bad for years of wrong that he felt he done and he dose not like hurting people but some people freaked out.
and blocked him he sorry and I love him for being loving kind caring soul but dose not know how to say things that are normal in Dans defence I too thought fa was for fetishes and porn and stuff that drove me and Dan here. but there are monsters on here which why I left. But Dan was a lover and still a good friend. but dan is not one of the monsters dan lives in care with one other disabled female groom and lives in a home with 3 to 4 staff not far from the stables. it is were he keeps is horses.
but dan never would dream or hurting them or do stuff which fa is know for. but dan never hurt me either did he do shit to me while we were boy friend and girl friend but now we live could 90 mins away I just came out of hospital in the last month from my own demon's and I too have trying killing my self this year. but we both know love family and friends keeps us strong but dan dose not want to lose any more.
but he fears he done wrong I said say sorry and be strong and never do it again. he is learning bit time but hard lessons on his road he said this below. I said you don't need to be forgive but people need to know dan has more issues then most not close family in the area but 5 hours by train, but he feels lost and alone and lost and he is going throw hell and I am trying he is trying but I think he deserves a second chance if those are willing to give me one, you can always block him again if he fails to keep is word.
any way Thanks for reading Maggie Anne Scott
QUOTE, DANTHEHORSEMAN
Hi everyone. I am here to say sorry to everyone I may have hurt or up set. I have not been my self for while now. I left collage in 2011 but started in 2005 I have not found work. I been very low for some time. And lately I have been faving some dark art. but it is not want I am into, but what I am feeling.
I think it has pushed some friends or watchers away, I think I have up set some FA members which I love and I do care for them but some words came out wrong and due to meds and health issues and my interest have mad some people sad and I think I hurt them. So have told me not to worry some have blocked me. I been on FA 4 years. I have learnt a lot. But I think feel I need to say sorry for all the wrong I have weather these people will unblock me in time. I can only say time will tell but I try to learn from my Human error and I do have my illness and problems.
But lately I been feeling like the pictures I have faved, and it has taken a toll on some watchers and friends. but this year I have already tried to do some thing which dose not come easy to do. nore do I wish to continue doing or trying to. well the pictures will explain why.
but I don't have many friends nore do I have close family I live half a country away from my close family, and with no job I just cant go and see them every time I feel like the pictures nore do I want to burden them every time I feel like well. I do think it Is right to say,.
But I been doing volunteer work from 2003 to 2014 and I think I had anoth with given even if I still believe that volunteer is good for the local people and business.
But I just feel lost and alone in the dark world. I been quite down and depressed no right to what I have done or doing,
Those I am saying sorry for all the wrong I have done are.
DustyTheMare
Eggplantman
Moonfeather
Nakoo
Egyptfreak1
purplepardus
ShinigamiGirl
Quakehoof
xxlarkxx
and due to I have no money and this year is far worst then any other year, I been hit with vet bills weddings new boiler and I still owe this fa members money which are.
Eggplantman
Quakehoof
the friends which have excepted my apology are
DustyTheMare
Eggplantman
Moonfeather
Nakoo?
Egyptfreak1
purplepardus
ShinigamiGirl
Quakehoof
xxlarkxx?
Maggieannescott
some of these issues go back before I came onto FA, so again I am sorry for bringing up and sorry for the resent issues a caused by my new health and dayly battles of soul and mind and life issues and aloness
the friends which help me over this year are.
Egyptfreak1
purplepardus
Maggieannescott
Quakehoof
xxlarkxx I think we are getting to be friends but I up set her recently and I feel like oh my god not another one, I might be over acting but I don't want another person whos art I live but rarely comment any more because my words come out wrong or rude. so I sorry for that issues I caused dayly.
I hope your all well and in good health, I hope your helloween went well. I wish you a happy new year and merry Christmas. I want to say sorry in case of my death,
The three out four people I have named are aware of my health and know my battle to say in control is failing but friends will keep you strong as long as your friend in return and I have not which is why I am saying sorry to those who I hurt in past or present I don't want to make people sad or angry or hurt them it is just I am fucking up my owe life and theres right now. sorry again Danny,
Please forgive me and I try to learn from my errors best I can. Thanks again every one for your help kind words and your friendship. I hope I can get my self sorted if you think I desire a second chance. I do my best not to disappoint you Danny neigh and moo.
I love and appreciated art and members and friends sorry for being a love mussle (dick) and sorry for being evil and mean recently love your all with all my heart sorry to any watchers who did not approve of my recent faving dark and sick art but it is how I feel I will remove when times are better. Thanks again for understanding. xxx Danny.
User Profile
Accepting Trades
No Accepting Commissions
No
This user has not added any information to their profile.
Zirah