What is to feel completely fucked up, left alone in this world, helpless , hopeless and the sensation that your own existence lost any meaning? Some of you may tell me, other lucky ones maybe not, it depends also in the singular case of each person and the way they see the world, as for me, its to loss that person you loved, appreciated and revered most than anyone or anything, and that was my case a few months ago.

Around half of september of this year, tragedy has hit me harder than never has happen before, all of sudden, in an unexpected health issue and a undesired turn of events, although i defeated death and managed to save him countless of times, finaly my father has left me and so my world and my own escense has gone with his departure.

To cap it all, and as if it wasnt enough, the same day my pc got a short circuit and was left useless, my only consolation is the fact that the hard drive wasnt affected and all the things and work i had in it were saved, but since then, i been without computer and doing my stuff from my phone.

And so while try to cope with my actual situation, fighting my own inner demons, i wasnt in the best of the moods to draw or having too much interaction around here, this was also the main reason why i didnt make any halloween related pic for this year, but decided to make the "halloween 2024 reflections" series now during november

Mostly this journal is to give some relief to the people who participated in the auctions from the event i did recently and paid me already, dont worry, your pictures will be finished and sent to you, i dont like to give excuses or try to get pitty from others, but i been in a deep abyss which was quite hard to pull myself out from these unusual latests months, thanks for understanding
and your patience.

And that would be all for now, i'll give more details later, i'll see you later folks.