I don't know why or understand, I've been feeling so lonely/jealous for long, mean I can understand that because I'm low level, and still in Story, not max level or beat the game FFXIV yet, but it's not that, it's about my Friend...but I kind feeling like I'm a ghost to them...I don't know why, but hard to say or how to understand, I mean I have not hear or get any message from My Good/Close Friend in Discord...

I always message text first to them many time, but I just want to know if they would message me before I do...but can to wait or...? I don't know, but is it normal to feeling that around people and in game online in my live? The Reason that I has muted in discord with our FC because it's gave me some jealous that they already has or other stuff that i don't have yet, I understand that, I'm still in SHB and not beat the EndWalker yet, but all I want to talk them...but I just want to know that some of they would message me before I do...and I hate to send a message double if still no reply from them for more days, I don't know if what i can say again, maybe they busy or play on his own or whatever is it, i understand, but all i want to know,

i just want to chat and enjoy with them, but hard to talk in VC because i don't speak or hear, i doubt they would to typewrite up in discord, but i know there's nothing i can do, but i do not want to hurt them feeling, but all i want to talk with them, so help me to understand or to make a better way with my close Friend/Brother I have, please and Thank for reading, I just don't want to lose them good/close Friend, but I just want to know if...they would care, sometime I hate to be ignored in the game or discord, but is that always normal lots?