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I am 17, and I will be 18 a year from now
I am a nerd, and geek with having the jack of all trades
I have a Journalist hobby along with aiding and giving courage to the people who trouble themselves and struggle with matter. I also love telling events that happened in my life that has given a good smile!
I work with special need people and the elder
I am from Minnesota And I am Indigenous-American
Two-Spirit!
He/They/Them
I am Bisexual, whoohoo
I am a sagittarius ♐︎
Dedicating this all for the people who I love dearly.
Your voice matters, and your spirit is loved! Be proud of who you are today my friends!
More about me
Send a note if youd want to catch up, or talk to! Im all ears to listen and to socialize!
I am 17, and I will be 18 a year from now
I am a nerd, and geek with having the jack of all trades
I have a Journalist hobby along with aiding and giving courage to the people who trouble themselves and struggle with matter. I also love telling events that happened in my life that has given a good smile!
I work with special need people and the elder
I am from Minnesota And I am Indigenous-American
Two-Spirit!
He/They/Them
I am Bisexual, whoohoo
I am a sagittarius ♐︎
Dedicating this all for the people who I love dearly.
Your voice matters, and your spirit is loved! Be proud of who you are today my friends!
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Recent Journal
Identity, and Crisis..? [Journal blog #4]
3 months ago
Hello again. I think I make confession today eh? Well.. let's first discuss a few things, to say the elephant in the room; Having family problems, and PTSD panic attacks, I come to realize I am not really in the best mental health state, after realizing what my mother has done to me, we argued and heckled each other once I told them about my past and my problems with depression and lack of sleep. I've ran away from home, and was put into a crisis shelter.
After a few days of arriving at the shelter, I've been assigned a caseworker who has helped and reviewed my files, along with my history of family issues and trauma. Couple weeks after, he told me "I can't do much more to figure out what's really going on, but the best thing for you is to go back home and be put into counseling with your mother, and yourself." I agreed to this for good reasons, and so be it.
The next day I see my mother again, she had regret on her face. I think she finally understood what she did wrong, after talking with my caseworker, and her. Along with a spiritual counselor, we had agreed on Therapy, and making more bonds together while doing what we can to help fix our estrangement. Fastfoward to today, I'm back home now, feeling more safe and trusting. I'm doing fine to say, and we are making a healthy bond now. She's finally listening and hearing me without questioning me, or verbally attacking. Were both respecting each others spaces and even better, fixing a broken relationship.
I am also currently in Therapy too for my PTSD, and depression, while having it every Tuesday I'm also feeling more confident and slowly regrowing my mental health state.
But what made me understand myself truely, is coming out.. as Two-Spirit. That's right. you heard right. If you're still confused, I'm basically "Nonbinary" but still prefer masculine view & wisdom, and feminist trait, & personality. So I am now He/They/Them, but I'm glad for it. I feel like I'm more understanding and accepting of myself, I'm not beating myself up for simple mistakes, or accidents. Meanwhile still getting therapy, I'm more at peace with myself, and working to fix my mental health.
A bit personal, but I just want to get that off my chest, whoever reads this: Thank you.
After a few days of arriving at the shelter, I've been assigned a caseworker who has helped and reviewed my files, along with my history of family issues and trauma. Couple weeks after, he told me "I can't do much more to figure out what's really going on, but the best thing for you is to go back home and be put into counseling with your mother, and yourself." I agreed to this for good reasons, and so be it.
The next day I see my mother again, she had regret on her face. I think she finally understood what she did wrong, after talking with my caseworker, and her. Along with a spiritual counselor, we had agreed on Therapy, and making more bonds together while doing what we can to help fix our estrangement. Fastfoward to today, I'm back home now, feeling more safe and trusting. I'm doing fine to say, and we are making a healthy bond now. She's finally listening and hearing me without questioning me, or verbally attacking. Were both respecting each others spaces and even better, fixing a broken relationship.
I am also currently in Therapy too for my PTSD, and depression, while having it every Tuesday I'm also feeling more confident and slowly regrowing my mental health state.
But what made me understand myself truely, is coming out.. as Two-Spirit. That's right. you heard right. If you're still confused, I'm basically "Nonbinary" but still prefer masculine view & wisdom, and feminist trait, & personality. So I am now He/They/Them, but I'm glad for it. I feel like I'm more understanding and accepting of myself, I'm not beating myself up for simple mistakes, or accidents. Meanwhile still getting therapy, I'm more at peace with myself, and working to fix my mental health.
A bit personal, but I just want to get that off my chest, whoever reads this: Thank you.
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Favorite Music
Classic rock, Pop, New-Age, Country (Yeehaw) And traditional music
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
lord of the Rings, Four sheets of the wind, The Giver, Twister, And Marvel
Favorite Games
FPS, Adventure, Simulator, Action
Favorite Gaming Platforms
Xbox One, Windows 10/11, And PC
Favorite Animals
Wolves, foxes, bears, and hybrids
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This one! Along with X, YouTube, and Telegram!
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Midwestern/Southern culture food along with northern and traditional dishes
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I am said to be a leader, even leaders show mistakes but learn from them
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