When I thought it was all done.. (Version 2 Dark Colored)
Same thing as the other one.. but different color
I've been struggling with depression for the past.. few days among other things that just came down with it. Yesterday.. I was FINALLY getting out of that funk.. but then something had to happen making me go right back down into it.
For the love of god.. I just want it to STOP... please.. for once.. can it just.. go away and never come back. I hate having all these emotions go through me all at once.. making me feel like I am nothing but a grain of dirt.
Just.. please.. go away..
Depression struggles are real.. if you don't like me expressing how I feel.. or it disgusts you then you don't belong here or on my page.
I've been struggling with depression for the past.. few days among other things that just came down with it. Yesterday.. I was FINALLY getting out of that funk.. but then something had to happen making me go right back down into it.
For the love of god.. I just want it to STOP... please.. for once.. can it just.. go away and never come back. I hate having all these emotions go through me all at once.. making me feel like I am nothing but a grain of dirt.
Just.. please.. go away..
Depression struggles are real.. if you don't like me expressing how I feel.. or it disgusts you then you don't belong here or on my page.
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the only thing that disgusts here is the fact depression drives another person down to feel they are disgusting
the worst thing a person with depression can do is think that they are alone or not worth anyones time when it gets bad...seek your best of friends and hug them.
the worst thing a person with depression can do is think that they are alone or not worth anyones time when it gets bad...seek your best of friends and hug them.
How the hell does depression drive another down and make them feel disgusting and what if it had nothing to do with anyone else but them self? Also sometimes.. others don't have those 'best friends' you speak of. I know I don't as my best friends moved away in rl.. and there are some I though were friends but no they turn around and just hurt me more. I do have some that I do go to but they even have their own issues as well so I try not to bring my problems to them. Sometimes I just also like to express myself.. through photos and I don't see an issue with it either. I am not harming anyone or myself. Matter of fact sometimes doing photos actually drive my mind away from thoughts I don't want to be around.
sorry, I didn't see your response for well..till now and I feel I might have come across the wrong way.
I meant depression is disgusting...and the fact it was driving another person down being you...I didn't mean "you were disgusting for posting this" I am severely sorry it came across as such
expression is a form of getting it out and it IS something that should be let instead of letting it fester within you. As for friends and having their problems, yea that's true everyone has their issues and demons but that doesn't mean your worth any less.....the worst thing you can feel is "I'm not worthy" or "I am alone". Nothing is ever wrong with asking for a touch of help when you're feeling down.
I also suffer from that terrible demon for most of my life...I just figured I'd voice some of the life lessons I've learned and fought through. Once again incredibly sorry for not seeing your response and worse not speaking clearly enough causing my message to sound nasty.
I meant depression is disgusting...and the fact it was driving another person down being you...I didn't mean "you were disgusting for posting this" I am severely sorry it came across as such
expression is a form of getting it out and it IS something that should be let instead of letting it fester within you. As for friends and having their problems, yea that's true everyone has their issues and demons but that doesn't mean your worth any less.....the worst thing you can feel is "I'm not worthy" or "I am alone". Nothing is ever wrong with asking for a touch of help when you're feeling down.
I also suffer from that terrible demon for most of my life...I just figured I'd voice some of the life lessons I've learned and fought through. Once again incredibly sorry for not seeing your response and worse not speaking clearly enough causing my message to sound nasty.
Ah, That is quite alright. I also tend to not understand things being said to me at times. So, thank you for clearing things up. I do talk to some people about my issues but I just feel like it can be just to much and that they can't even help.
no prob...sometimes my writting and grammer makes things screwy.
and its not talking about your issues being able to is great of course but in the end its understanding "Oh i'm having an episode....I know this isnt me but right now I need somone to squeeze" I've found personally it can be a bit of a rollercoaster..it shakes and tosses you about but episodes do eventually end and you can get off for a time and always better knowing you can grab and squeeze the person (a friend or even a caring person) when the "ride" gets bad
Best of luck and don't let it defeat cha...you've already taken stances to show it won't, keep it up hehe.
and its not talking about your issues being able to is great of course but in the end its understanding "Oh i'm having an episode....I know this isnt me but right now I need somone to squeeze" I've found personally it can be a bit of a rollercoaster..it shakes and tosses you about but episodes do eventually end and you can get off for a time and always better knowing you can grab and squeeze the person (a friend or even a caring person) when the "ride" gets bad
Best of luck and don't let it defeat cha...you've already taken stances to show it won't, keep it up hehe.
I appreciate your kind and insightful words, it means alot.. I don't think there are some people out there that can understand how it can be when your demons "depression" and overpower you and knock you down to you knee and try to defeat you. It's not that simple to get out of such of a rut, like the phrases I get all the time. "Oh you'll get over it...", "Oh, sucks to be you.." or even "Then get out of that mood.." I do have some understanding people.. as I will help them or try to help them get out of their funk as well.
I do my very best.. I've received notes over these photos.. because they're disruptive/disturbing or just saying go admit myself for a help. Nah.. I am strong and I will continue to fight. I do these photos to express how I feel and plus most of the time I do enjoy doing the photo. They even help me distract my mind from other things that could be bothering me.
I do my very best.. I've received notes over these photos.. because they're disruptive/disturbing or just saying go admit myself for a help. Nah.. I am strong and I will continue to fight. I do these photos to express how I feel and plus most of the time I do enjoy doing the photo. They even help me distract my mind from other things that could be bothering me.
Then you are doing just fine in your battle..its true not everyone is the same. We are not all from ikea...where a single allen key builds a couch. Im glad you found your personal tools.
Keep up good fight and hey feel free to poke me if you need a shoulder to borrow.
Keep up good fight and hey feel free to poke me if you need a shoulder to borrow.
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