Hooked On Rock n' Roll ! ~
Bit of a personal achievement artwork for me!
I finally beat my fear of getting behind the drum kit again. (Long story, Abusive tutor.)
I've been sat behind a mental wall for 10-12 years, if not more.
Drumming was my whole life, so, when I was picked apart by my tutor mentally, I lost everything, I feared my drum kit, and any kit.
I was so scared of playing drums, it would set off PTSD attacks and panic the likes i've never had in my life.
Also, some of you know I lost my cousin, Martin 'Kiddie' Kearns , who was the drummer for Bolt Thrower for many years.
I got back in touch with my inner self, the band and my fear melted away. I can't play at the moment cuz of Lockdown.
BUT.
I bought new drum sticks, a new practice pad and got the stand ready for it. I'm going to get fit and get back behind the drums!
I'm so happy I could cry! ~
Thrasher ©
Art ©
I finally beat my fear of getting behind the drum kit again. (Long story, Abusive tutor.)
I've been sat behind a mental wall for 10-12 years, if not more.
Drumming was my whole life, so, when I was picked apart by my tutor mentally, I lost everything, I feared my drum kit, and any kit.
I was so scared of playing drums, it would set off PTSD attacks and panic the likes i've never had in my life.
Also, some of you know I lost my cousin, Martin 'Kiddie' Kearns , who was the drummer for Bolt Thrower for many years.
I got back in touch with my inner self, the band and my fear melted away. I can't play at the moment cuz of Lockdown.
BUT.
I bought new drum sticks, a new practice pad and got the stand ready for it. I'm going to get fit and get back behind the drums!
I'm so happy I could cry! ~
Thrasher ©
Art ©
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Congrats on getting past your fear!
I'm sorry that happened to you, and that you lost your cousin.
I'm sorry that happened to you, and that you lost your cousin.
Hell yeah! Congrats <3 You are going to be awesome at it!
Yeah! You'll be great! Awesome job conquering your fears!
That's awesome! Glad you were able to get past your fears. ^^
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