My little ink monster. I love him.
Also fun fact. This was done with an old fountain pen. Because I ussseddd... to attempt calligraphy. Not so much anymore though. I'm too heavy handed and impatient for that.
I hate how my brain has always processed dreams in a weird way. Most people can just wake up and go "hm. That was a weird dream." And continue with their day, but me on the other hand? No. That's all my brain can focus on all day, trying to make sense of it. Trying to put an ulterior meaning behind it other than just "oh, hey. Dream you got to spend time with someone incredibly important to you" end of story. Yknow? My brain doesn't work like that, not even just with dreams, with everything. I cant take things how they are, I've always had to find the meaning or motive behind every little word, action, or phenomenon. I think that's why natural and psychological science has always fascinated me. It explains things that most people just take for granted. ANYWAY 👏 I'm rambling, that's enough of that kinda mushy stuff here. I'm getting my first covid vaccination on Tuesday and I'm relieved, yet anxious. Relieved because of the obvious, finally have some protection from the v e e d. But anxious because I fucking hate shots and needles. I'm the person who has to close her eyes and dig her nails into her skin to avoid having a panic attack every time I need a shot.. :,) I can't look at needles. It's not even a matter of having to do it right before the shot. I have to so it before my doctor even sets foot in the exam room with the syringe. Seeing the tools makes it all worse. So..let's hope I dont have a panic attack with the covid vaccine :,)
Also fun fact. This was done with an old fountain pen. Because I ussseddd... to attempt calligraphy. Not so much anymore though. I'm too heavy handed and impatient for that.
I hate how my brain has always processed dreams in a weird way. Most people can just wake up and go "hm. That was a weird dream." And continue with their day, but me on the other hand? No. That's all my brain can focus on all day, trying to make sense of it. Trying to put an ulterior meaning behind it other than just "oh, hey. Dream you got to spend time with someone incredibly important to you" end of story. Yknow? My brain doesn't work like that, not even just with dreams, with everything. I cant take things how they are, I've always had to find the meaning or motive behind every little word, action, or phenomenon. I think that's why natural and psychological science has always fascinated me. It explains things that most people just take for granted. ANYWAY 👏 I'm rambling, that's enough of that kinda mushy stuff here. I'm getting my first covid vaccination on Tuesday and I'm relieved, yet anxious. Relieved because of the obvious, finally have some protection from the v e e d. But anxious because I fucking hate shots and needles. I'm the person who has to close her eyes and dig her nails into her skin to avoid having a panic attack every time I need a shot.. :,) I can't look at needles. It's not even a matter of having to do it right before the shot. I have to so it before my doctor even sets foot in the exam room with the syringe. Seeing the tools makes it all worse. So..let's hope I dont have a panic attack with the covid vaccine :,)
Category Artwork (Traditional) / Miscellaneous
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Gender Other / Not Specified
Size 1280 x 960px
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