I think I burned out
It’s hard to not have a home. Feels like I'm stuck in a void and I have no idea what’s coming next
I’m tired of writing endless emails to lawyers. Tired of them stopping to answer my messages with no explanation or repeating information I already have. Tired of always looking for money. I hate money and hate capitalism.
I’m tired of feeling like this will never end. I’m tired of being afraid. What if I won’t be able to get the money for the lawyer? What if I'm gonna need extra money to put our documents together properly? What if the translation won’t be ready on time or will be composed completely wrong? Oh, I need money to apply for a visa, right. How long it will take to check our case? What if our visa application will be declined? What if they miss our passports?
And if it’s gonna be ok, we need to find a place to live in Vancouver. I already know that it’s really hard to find a home there, even for Ukrainian citizens. And we are Russians (I wish Putin and all his supporters to rot in hell). I’m hoping to find connections inside the LGBTQ+ community, but... I’m not sure about anything at this point
And then it’s gonna be the refugee case, I can't even think about this now
This all is so hard! It’s not even “adult life”. I don't know how to name it, but nobody should experience this.
On top of all, we got sick and my body is itching and I'm sleeping for 16+ hours a day. When I'm awake I’m working. I’m tired of my work and those boring projects, I want to draw furrys on main. But I need money now more than ever. So there is work on top of work on top of stress on top of drawing things for charity. I want to help. But I'm running out of resources.
There are a million little inconveniences that just tearing me apart. Like no water at night or cold meals, because there is no microwave or oven here.
I’m tired. I’m gonna try to get some therapy.
And I can’t imagine how hard it is for people from Ukraine. Please please please donate to organizations that helping them. They need it now even more than at the beginning of all this. People starting to forget that there is a war. But it’s still here.
Please be safe 🖤
💙💛Here are some links:
🌸 Queer Svit
🌸 Rubicus
(I'm personally helping those two organizations, they are amazing. And Queer Svit is helping me as well)
🌸 Pages with TONS of links with information about helping Ukraine:
https://taplink.cc/help_ua
https://ukrainewar.carrd.co/
And btw. I can't be more thankful to my friends and all the new people whom I meet because of all of this. And furry community warmth my heart.
And I love my partner so much, we are great together and will be able to achieve everything 🖤
It’s hard to not have a home. Feels like I'm stuck in a void and I have no idea what’s coming next
I’m tired of writing endless emails to lawyers. Tired of them stopping to answer my messages with no explanation or repeating information I already have. Tired of always looking for money. I hate money and hate capitalism.
I’m tired of feeling like this will never end. I’m tired of being afraid. What if I won’t be able to get the money for the lawyer? What if I'm gonna need extra money to put our documents together properly? What if the translation won’t be ready on time or will be composed completely wrong? Oh, I need money to apply for a visa, right. How long it will take to check our case? What if our visa application will be declined? What if they miss our passports?
And if it’s gonna be ok, we need to find a place to live in Vancouver. I already know that it’s really hard to find a home there, even for Ukrainian citizens. And we are Russians (I wish Putin and all his supporters to rot in hell). I’m hoping to find connections inside the LGBTQ+ community, but... I’m not sure about anything at this point
And then it’s gonna be the refugee case, I can't even think about this now
This all is so hard! It’s not even “adult life”. I don't know how to name it, but nobody should experience this.
On top of all, we got sick and my body is itching and I'm sleeping for 16+ hours a day. When I'm awake I’m working. I’m tired of my work and those boring projects, I want to draw furrys on main. But I need money now more than ever. So there is work on top of work on top of stress on top of drawing things for charity. I want to help. But I'm running out of resources.
There are a million little inconveniences that just tearing me apart. Like no water at night or cold meals, because there is no microwave or oven here.
I’m tired. I’m gonna try to get some therapy.
And I can’t imagine how hard it is for people from Ukraine. Please please please donate to organizations that helping them. They need it now even more than at the beginning of all this. People starting to forget that there is a war. But it’s still here.
Please be safe 🖤
💙💛Here are some links:
🌸 Queer Svit
🌸 Rubicus
(I'm personally helping those two organizations, they are amazing. And Queer Svit is helping me as well)
🌸 Pages with TONS of links with information about helping Ukraine:
https://taplink.cc/help_ua
https://ukrainewar.carrd.co/
And btw. I can't be more thankful to my friends and all the new people whom I meet because of all of this. And furry community warmth my heart.
And I love my partner so much, we are great together and will be able to achieve everything 🖤
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I cannot fathom what you're going through, all my love and support your way. I really hope you can make it through this.
thank you so much!
and yeah, all the kind comments really help my mental state not to fall apart 😭🖤
and yeah, all the kind comments really help my mental state not to fall apart 😭🖤
Hang in there. Your story inspired me to get out of stagnation. Now I'm in another such episode. All states are and were temporary. Your hardships are too. Eventually you will overcome or endure them.
thank you!! yeah, I believe that it'll end and we will be fine more or less... this all situation is just much tougher than I imagined when we started to pack our stuff back in our old place haha
hope your episode will become brighter soon as well!
hug 🖤
hope your episode will become brighter soon as well!
hug 🖤
I'm sorry you are going through all this. It's hard it's terrible and everything brings sadness and pain. But that's not forever things are bleak but you will make it through I'm sure. Keep working keep pushing try to get better and actually rest.
I and I'm sure many others hope you can get to a safe comfortable position again to heal from this terrible time.
If you ever need a friend or someone to talk to my notes and DMs are always open.
I and I'm sure many others hope you can get to a safe comfortable position again to heal from this terrible time.
If you ever need a friend or someone to talk to my notes and DMs are always open.
thank you so much for the kind words! for now, I have no resource for chat, but I will be happy to talk to you when things will became better! 🖤🖤🖤
"Whenever you feel like the world is against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it" -Henry Ford
Much love and support ❤️
Much love and support ❤️
I went and looked it up; apparently they take off against the wind because it increases airflow over the wings as they cut through the current, allowing it to get airborne in a shorter distance
This piece gives me lots of feelings. It is tragic and beautiful.
To the artist, I say I am sorry that I could not help when you might have needed it most. Looking at your gallery, I picked this one out of all your beautiful work because... it is the most beautiful to me.
Judging from your other posts, I hope things have improved since your original posting?
To the artist, I say I am sorry that I could not help when you might have needed it most. Looking at your gallery, I picked this one out of all your beautiful work because... it is the most beautiful to me.
Judging from your other posts, I hope things have improved since your original posting?
ohhh I think I needed your comment rn…
I’m in a similar state now as when I drew this. very lost, confused and tired, but now it expended on my art, it’s hard to see real value in it for me. i’m trying to make people happy with what I draw, but it feels like I lost myself in it
and seeing that you noticed and connected with this pic in particular… it means A LOT
thank you so much 💖
maybe I need to draw and share my own feelings more, at least I definitely need to try this
I’m in a similar state now as when I drew this. very lost, confused and tired, but now it expended on my art, it’s hard to see real value in it for me. i’m trying to make people happy with what I draw, but it feels like I lost myself in it
and seeing that you noticed and connected with this pic in particular… it means A LOT
thank you so much 💖
maybe I need to draw and share my own feelings more, at least I definitely need to try this
:) Yes, please share. I'm confident folks would respond well to it.
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