Yeah... I've been in the shits lately.
Been constantly depressed and feeling lonely about ever finding a lover again. Me playing Jeff Buckley on repeat and moping in bed doesn't help, but I always find music helps me cope with sadness. I also found out I swoon for sensitive, kinda slender tall men with facial hair lol.
But I've been keeping myself busy with work regarding adopts, but I occasionally go on furry dating apps like Barq and Ferzu to just find people and see if anyone seems interesting. I'm almost close to just giving up on dating for now. Guys either want just sex and don't have much else to offer, or they just find my body attractive and won't understand what I'm about. I know I'm not the only one with this problem of course. It's funny, I want to take a break from searching for people to date in the fandom but no matter what I do I'm always hungry for someone's real love, just haven't found the right guy yet.
Someone that's willing to travel to see me, and not just for god damn sex but because they want to see me.
Despite how playful and flirty I am with some people, it's all in good fun, cause what I really want is real love. Not just that but someone from the fandom. I tried dating outside of it once, and personally I'd say never again. I can't really connect with people on a deeper level romantically outside the fandom anyway, that's just how my brain works, but I wouldn't change that for anyone.
Finding real love ain't easy to get of course, but maybe one day it might happen to me.
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