updates regarding commissions and work and life i guess
hello everyone :] i am feeling much better from last time i blurbed (nothing too terrible to spit out today!) i just wanted, i guess, to give a slight "update" post for now / tap on the shoulder...
i will probably do a big post dump soon (i have like 300 things to post, i'm so sorry), and i would maybe like to branch out a bit more on my own sfw projects and work (similar to the sketch here lol, but probably finished up) and i guess i wonder what the support level is on it? i've been trying to gain the confidence for years to start supporting my actual "work" but it just doesn't give me any drive, especially when i'm unsure of what people might want for... "artist merch"... and so many different levels of "business model" or whatever so i'm just gonna say fuck it, try the pod and see if i can keep the drive up for it lol
i guess a difficult struggle i have with part of the "business" is that i don't really want to meddle too much with my audience... i'll try not to post too many ads and keep it relatively quiet, the same i try to do with my ychs, if anything
so if you see a bunch of new art and backlogged art . that is why
as for the delay on commissions, postings, streams, openings, whatever and all that, i've just felt like shit
thats it, there's no real excuse, i've just simply felt like shit- years and years of abuse and cruddy relationships and poor connections and ongoing / unresolved conflicts- and frankly, my job, furries, this entire community, every experience i've ever had with this community, plays a role in it. i still love my job and the people i talk to and work with and obviously i'm a fucking furry look at my stupid ass (non reality) ears and tail.. but i can't deny the impact it's had on me, my perception of myself and the world, the events i've been put through and some of the people i've had to deal with- i guess over the years it built up (and there's some especially bad shit i cant even talk about quite yet STILL), and, now that i have proper freedom to talk about it, it's all spilling out like beans in a can (plop) and. i guess i gotta deal with this shit now! yay!
the push for "merch" / supportive content so i don't have to take on more and more work is the primary drive for this lol idk just trying different things,,,,
i will probably do a big post dump soon (i have like 300 things to post, i'm so sorry), and i would maybe like to branch out a bit more on my own sfw projects and work (similar to the sketch here lol, but probably finished up) and i guess i wonder what the support level is on it? i've been trying to gain the confidence for years to start supporting my actual "work" but it just doesn't give me any drive, especially when i'm unsure of what people might want for... "artist merch"... and so many different levels of "business model" or whatever so i'm just gonna say fuck it, try the pod and see if i can keep the drive up for it lol
i guess a difficult struggle i have with part of the "business" is that i don't really want to meddle too much with my audience... i'll try not to post too many ads and keep it relatively quiet, the same i try to do with my ychs, if anything
so if you see a bunch of new art and backlogged art . that is why
as for the delay on commissions, postings, streams, openings, whatever and all that, i've just felt like shit
thats it, there's no real excuse, i've just simply felt like shit- years and years of abuse and cruddy relationships and poor connections and ongoing / unresolved conflicts- and frankly, my job, furries, this entire community, every experience i've ever had with this community, plays a role in it. i still love my job and the people i talk to and work with and obviously i'm a fucking furry look at my stupid ass (non reality) ears and tail.. but i can't deny the impact it's had on me, my perception of myself and the world, the events i've been put through and some of the people i've had to deal with- i guess over the years it built up (and there's some especially bad shit i cant even talk about quite yet STILL), and, now that i have proper freedom to talk about it, it's all spilling out like beans in a can (plop) and. i guess i gotta deal with this shit now! yay!
the push for "merch" / supportive content so i don't have to take on more and more work is the primary drive for this lol idk just trying different things,,,,
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I get you, the burnout on NSFW and comm work has been catching up to us too. Personally we're more than happy to continue supporting you with Patreon and whatever levels of commission you feel comfortable doing. We just love your art in general. :3
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