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~Miguelthepuppy
Hey there! You can call me Miguel.
I am an artist, a writer and a game developer. Very proud brazilian! I am currently working on a game about my experiences with addiction and my somewhat turbulent past... I haven't decided on a name yet, I am in a very initial stage.
Miguel is my character... Well... One of the many in game characters that represent me at least, but I am actually reutilizing him from previous accounts. Why? Pay attention and you will find the reason why.
I am autistic and I have ADHD.
I recommend that you read my S.T.O.S before interacting...
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Want art from me? Read my A.T.O.S below
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I think it's time.
2 days agoThe natural second step would probably be: getting my license. However, I live in a city that it's quite literally cut in the middle by a highway. Even if I got my license, it would take me about two years of driving just in my town to even attempt driving on the highway itself. Plus, I don't pay for any kind of public transportation. Basically, for now, I am all set with a bicycle.
Taking all of that in consideration, the natural second step is to... Move out of my mom's house.
Don't get me wrong, I love my mom, Gretel is in fact mostly based on her, but after 12 years living with her, it's about time that I leave the nest. She got particularly annoying after she got her diagnose of autism, which is a good thing, but most of the time it feels like my autism is quicked to a side for her benefit. My mom has a lot of expectations that I don't even know if I will live up to.
One example is the way she is treating my recent changes... Very poor I may add. She always makes damn sure to compare me to past examples, even though I have made damn sure that I am not the same person. Sure, I am still using diapers as an example, but look: I am still essentially fighting an addiction, in what world that will be easy and solved within a month? Also... Again, I was a victim of pedophilia, I had a lot of developmental issues on my childhood. I don't know what the future holds for me, but for now, I don't see a lot of problem on being "a baby" as long I balance out the other areas of my life.
I try to talk to her, but it never feels like it's working even though my mom is very open to dialogue.
So... I feel it would be better, if I just moved to somewhere else. I appreciate all the help that my mom gave, all the care and love, but it's not working out. It definitely beats living with my dad, which is very damn stubborn and arrogant (even though I still love him), but it's time for me to live on my own.
This decision will take some time... There is a lot that I need to do before moving, starting with finishing college, but I am afraid the decision is taken.
User Profile
Accepting Trades
Yes Accepting Commissions
No Character Species
Canine (mutt)
Favorite Music
Some brazilian Rock, Gospel and Pop music
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Scott Pilgrim VS the World, Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs and Captain America: The Winter Soldier
Favorite Games
Uncharted 2
Favorite Gaming Platforms
PS3 Slim (yes really)
Favorite Animals
Dogs are cool, foxes are better, and I love smol rats!
Favorite Site
Meu Game Usado.com (basically, used videogames)
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Italian and mexican food, but a good burger is a good burger...
Favorite Quote
"Sure, humor can hurt, even alienate, but the risk is better than the alternative." - Duckman
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