Goodbye Heavybear.. Best friend..
9 months ago
Hey everyone, I'm sorry to inform, that our friend heavybear is no longer with us..
I'm devastated by the news.. You were such a dear friend to me.. we played games and draw together.. had laughs.. you were so supportive too..
A friend that knew him in person came to me with the news today... i was in shock when i heard it..
He passed away at 3 AM Last night.. He was in comma.. and he didn't wake up.. the doctors tried his best but he didn't make it.. he passed away....
He has been feeling sick for over a month.. He was missing 1 million red blood cells.. And a few weeks ago.. he even told me..
"I lost another million, I'm dying."
After hearing that from him.. i just felt useless that i couldn't help any more..
He told me he wanted to return all the money i've sent to him to help him.. which i rejected.. and i've been extremely worried or him.. he matters so much to me that seeing him in this state.. it hurts me..
i tried to be positive and tell him he's gonna recover soon..
But the thoughts still lingered in my head... of him being gone.. i didn't want to lose him.. i just felt so useless that i couldn't do anything to help..
He said.. "Heh.. i'll always be here, Even if you don't see me. Because i love you."
And i just melt in tears..
I'm gonna miss you so much.. thank you so much for all the good times and memories we've made.. for all the laughs.. for everything.. i'm not ever gonna forget you.. May you rest in peace.. heavybear
I'm devastated by the news.. You were such a dear friend to me.. we played games and draw together.. had laughs.. you were so supportive too..
A friend that knew him in person came to me with the news today... i was in shock when i heard it..
He passed away at 3 AM Last night.. He was in comma.. and he didn't wake up.. the doctors tried his best but he didn't make it.. he passed away....
He has been feeling sick for over a month.. He was missing 1 million red blood cells.. And a few weeks ago.. he even told me..
"I lost another million, I'm dying."
After hearing that from him.. i just felt useless that i couldn't help any more..
He told me he wanted to return all the money i've sent to him to help him.. which i rejected.. and i've been extremely worried or him.. he matters so much to me that seeing him in this state.. it hurts me..
i tried to be positive and tell him he's gonna recover soon..
But the thoughts still lingered in my head... of him being gone.. i didn't want to lose him.. i just felt so useless that i couldn't do anything to help..
He said.. "Heh.. i'll always be here, Even if you don't see me. Because i love you."
And i just melt in tears..
I'm gonna miss you so much.. thank you so much for all the good times and memories we've made.. for all the laughs.. for everything.. i'm not ever gonna forget you.. May you rest in peace.. heavybear
I'm really sorry for your loss.... :(
*Hugs you*
*hugs*
I'd only recently gotten to see them too thanks to the picture they did for you of them and raymond.