I wish FA had tag filters ngl
7 months ago
In all honesty, I really wish I could block certain tags on this site because (mainly visual) artworks that depict those keywords nauseate and disturb me so gosh darn hard because I've already been traumatised quite often by seeing those details in real life.
One important example of this is scat. Messy nappies (for I'm an ABDL) are okay, for in most visual arts that feature it (including some of my own), it's just a heavily sagged nappy with the usual colour of feces shown on the outside, which often arouses me and secretly makes me wish it was me in my own messy nappy, for I'm completely comfortable with (the concept of) my very own bodily fluids.
But directly visible defecation? Please banish that from my search and generic home feeds once and for all! My trauma of seeing organisms defecate directly first came approximately 14 years ago because of a trashy animal that they call a pigeon that necessarily had to do it right in front of me while I was in public, and it became even worse approximately 11 years ago when my biological family exposed me to an uncensored teaser of an animal hoarding show on TV and forced me to keep looking at it, and I literally reacted to both of those events the same way as how Bill Murphy from F Is For Family reacted to the disturbingly gross through-style toilets in the football/rugby stadium, as well as how Frank Murphy (Bill's father) reacted to the end of the Lamaze video that he and his pregnant wife Sue watched in a later episode of the same show. (Just pretend that Bill is me and the through/his parents having sexual intercourse is anything that I find disturbing, including scat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGxZL_GxwTs)
To cut to the chase: no, but seriously, FurAffinity should introduce a feature that allows us to block our own unlimited selection of tags so that we can all have a safer and less traumatising, nauseating, disturbing, etc. browsing experience here. Call me petty or over-sensitive (or what the damn ever) all you wish, but none of you knows how it is to have a phobia-like trauma of directly visible feces and defecation, which is very likely part of my PTSD, too.
One important example of this is scat. Messy nappies (for I'm an ABDL) are okay, for in most visual arts that feature it (including some of my own), it's just a heavily sagged nappy with the usual colour of feces shown on the outside, which often arouses me and secretly makes me wish it was me in my own messy nappy, for I'm completely comfortable with (the concept of) my very own bodily fluids.
But directly visible defecation? Please banish that from my search and generic home feeds once and for all! My trauma of seeing organisms defecate directly first came approximately 14 years ago because of a trashy animal that they call a pigeon that necessarily had to do it right in front of me while I was in public, and it became even worse approximately 11 years ago when my biological family exposed me to an uncensored teaser of an animal hoarding show on TV and forced me to keep looking at it, and I literally reacted to both of those events the same way as how Bill Murphy from F Is For Family reacted to the disturbingly gross through-style toilets in the football/rugby stadium, as well as how Frank Murphy (Bill's father) reacted to the end of the Lamaze video that he and his pregnant wife Sue watched in a later episode of the same show. (Just pretend that Bill is me and the through/his parents having sexual intercourse is anything that I find disturbing, including scat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGxZL_GxwTs)
To cut to the chase: no, but seriously, FurAffinity should introduce a feature that allows us to block our own unlimited selection of tags so that we can all have a safer and less traumatising, nauseating, disturbing, etc. browsing experience here. Call me petty or over-sensitive (or what the damn ever) all you wish, but none of you knows how it is to have a phobia-like trauma of directly visible feces and defecation, which is very likely part of my PTSD, too.