this year is gonna be tiring ;-;
2 months ago
The doctor is here.
Money for food this month : $20/$??
Money for meds for this month : $30/$150
Money for monthly bills: $0/$150
so finally the courses are starting
the school time will consume almost all my week x-x
worst is that is from really early morning too, and i will only have free the Mondays TT^TT
i got too used to having free years after quitting school, that waking up from stupid early to be busy almost all day is something inhumane for me XD
it will chop down my free time for drawing drastically, i guess is not much change since i wasn't drawing much lately either way ;w;''
commissions might take longer too x-x
i think i bit more than what i can chew this year!
at least i will learn 3d modelling/animation , loom weaving, and possibly finish secondary school (maybe?)
yay for acquiring more useless diplomas!
i will update the week schedule when the loom and secondary schools have a defined schedule
i just wanna be lazy forever and be a potato TT^TT
the school time will consume almost all my week x-x
worst is that is from really early morning too, and i will only have free the Mondays TT^TT
i got too used to having free years after quitting school, that waking up from stupid early to be busy almost all day is something inhumane for me XD
it will chop down my free time for drawing drastically, i guess is not much change since i wasn't drawing much lately either way ;w;''
commissions might take longer too x-x
i think i bit more than what i can chew this year!
at least i will learn 3d modelling/animation , loom weaving, and possibly finish secondary school (maybe?)
yay for acquiring more useless diplomas!
i will update the week schedule when the loom and secondary schools have a defined schedule
i just wanna be lazy forever and be a potato TT^TT
i end up being so tired, and groggy and honestly dizzy most of the time, makes me feel like the day takes week to end and when I'm tired enough to sleep, i get stressed because is close to the time i have to get up
only one of the courses started and honestly the course itself isn't very long and is twice a week, but I'm just a bit worried that i might not have enough energy for when all the other start to pile up together on the week
the stress always wake me up around an hour after starting to sleep tho x-x''
weird thing is when i sleep, i sleep so heavy that i start dreaming until whatever is on the dream triggers the stress response and makes me wake up to check the clock. and then I'm not only groggy from the sudden waking up but also confused about the dream being real or not XD
only rarely i let myself to get up from bed again if i get too bored or is taking too long, but I'm doing my best at trying to get decent sleep, maybe eventually i can get used to the new schedules and get some ok sleep