The State of Things (update)
a month ago
First - yes I'm back. Idk if I can commit to *being* a babyfur again any time soon as I'm still working on myself and it's something that my GF has expressed her distaste with. I'll go as far to say my inner child is still very present and accounted for, but being a babyfur is off the table for now. I still plan on drawing G-rated art with characters of all ages, but I need to put together an updated Will/Will Not Draw list as well as a DNI. I want y'all to know that I have nothing against the babyfur fandom itself. I just don't want to draw anything that can *obviously* be taken the wrong way.
With that being said - I am very sorry for all the turbulence and turmoil lately. I've been neglectful with taking my medication as of lately - almost went to the psych ward due to a breakdown which could've been avoided had I asked for help finding my medication 5 or so days prior. Things were very good for a period of time, but I felt the need to sabotage myself. I'm trying to stop being a victim and take responsibility for my routine and actions - it's just proving hella difficult.
With that being said, here are some cool things that have been happening as well:
1.) I started getting into making Kandi jewelry!! I'm not great at it yet but I've been working on it. I want to go to a rave eventually - I've had the opportunity but shit happens and we didn't end up going. :(
2.) My GF and I have been producing music. She's into hip-hop and we're developing our style with some country elements. :) We call it "Y'allternative" lol. She does the rapping/singing, and I do the mixing. I use CapCut because it's all I can afford but it does the trick for now!
That's what's been going on. Again, I am genuinely sorry for the strain I've been putting everyone through.
With that being said - I am very sorry for all the turbulence and turmoil lately. I've been neglectful with taking my medication as of lately - almost went to the psych ward due to a breakdown which could've been avoided had I asked for help finding my medication 5 or so days prior. Things were very good for a period of time, but I felt the need to sabotage myself. I'm trying to stop being a victim and take responsibility for my routine and actions - it's just proving hella difficult.
With that being said, here are some cool things that have been happening as well:
1.) I started getting into making Kandi jewelry!! I'm not great at it yet but I've been working on it. I want to go to a rave eventually - I've had the opportunity but shit happens and we didn't end up going. :(
2.) My GF and I have been producing music. She's into hip-hop and we're developing our style with some country elements. :) We call it "Y'allternative" lol. She does the rapping/singing, and I do the mixing. I use CapCut because it's all I can afford but it does the trick for now!
That's what's been going on. Again, I am genuinely sorry for the strain I've been putting everyone through.
I'm glad you're still here, and that you're in a better place than where you were a few years ago. I look forward to seeing your art again. :)
Also having borders and boundaries in art aint nothing to be saying sorry for, don't let no one bully you for it neither. Do your thing and do what you wanna do.
Oh and if you ever want an art trade my doors are always open for you :3