Losing faith in God...
2 weeks ago
Should I honestly believe in God anymore? I've sacrificed so much and pushed myself beyond almost every limit, but yet my prayers for assistance from the lord seemingly get ignored or unanswered by him despite me going through absolute shit in my life! Haven't I already sacrificed enough for my pleas to be heard?
How
The first time i made contact with god was when i was fighting with my mother, and i yelled "god will fed me", after that i received my first ever commission
Just now i was praying to god, my neighbour has been making me lose focus in work, so i told god, dear god, both i and them are your creation, they have hurted me, you are better than me in giving them anything they deserved to get, i merely asked for compensation, and i just got some stuff out of nowhere
Maybe you need to be more specific? God clearly heard you though.
I dont know your religion but maybe you will find this tips helpful in knocking on gods door, maybe you have heard this before
The smallest way to 'make god look towards you': smiling to anyone around you
Bigger than that: be a good samaritan, help people around, something akin to "helping grandma crossing the road" help lift weight without payment, or help cleaning or baby sitting without payment...etc
Biggest way that will totally make god look towards you : is buying someone a lunch. A real lunch, something that is eaten.
There are bigger things than these but these 3 usually works. Do it while saying "hello god" at least 3 times. Actually just smiling to a stranger is already a huge knock on gods door tbh. But the bigger the deed the better.
Usually peoples prayer will be answered, it might depend on the person, sometimes it took a month to be answered, sometimes it's way too quick, got answered in seconds.
From my personal experience, understanding follow later, so doing is best.
I hope god answered your call soon...