Depression
13 years ago
Im sooo sick and tired of people and their stuckup attitudes, im always the babysitter/ and or therapist and when my friends feel down or get mad at me i comfort them, but nooooooo when im even slightly upset nobody gives a flying fuck, they just get mad at me or say something stupid like "um. okay." Im just deleting a majority of my friends list because im tired of shallow, fake friends. I wont b
e deleting everyone because I know who my real friends are. Im upset mainly becase of my insomnia medications side effects, but also becase of all the other things wrong in my life, the little things, like the u key on my keyboard that fails, and douchebags on games that think they're good because they can insult you (because everyone knows that will obviously improve your skill).
Im just sick and tired of it. My life is fine, but these people I've led to believe are my "friends" are nothing more than wastes of my own time.
e deleting everyone because I know who my real friends are. Im upset mainly becase of my insomnia medications side effects, but also becase of all the other things wrong in my life, the little things, like the u key on my keyboard that fails, and douchebags on games that think they're good because they can insult you (because everyone knows that will obviously improve your skill).
Im just sick and tired of it. My life is fine, but these people I've led to believe are my "friends" are nothing more than wastes of my own time.
i guess im not a friend even though i've forgiven you for telling you to fuck off, go die etc. But I do have other friends, ones that are depressed too, a lot of them. just because i didnt play a game i despise with you this happens? Sorry then. btw, i actually still love you. Seriously. and i was telling the truth when i said ill never stop being your friend. So if this is goodbye, then just keep in mind that i wont forget you and you will always be my friend. P.S. i sat and wrote this psp sorry 4 errors
pretty sure i made it obvious its everybody, not just one person, but if everything must be about you for you to sleep at night, fine with me.
also. this is nick.
what do you mean? i still have a crush on you which means i certainly dont wanna lose you. selfish, i know.
*hug*