A much needed journal
6 years ago
It's dark out there,
Even the bravest of souls have been swallowed by it.
There's a reason to fear the great beyond.
Been a long time since I've made one of these, and while this is mostly just to clear off what was on my page, it's to just type out alot of things.
Been three years, so alot has happened. Dropped out of aerospace engineering. Wasted a year on doing nothing, and now started a new course in games computing. So far it's been sitting well with me, despite my worries. Gone through a few groups of friends, lost touch with one mostly, but the ones I have make me feel all warm and fuzzy. All the while there's been alot of introspection, particularly of things that clearly others think about far earlier than I have. Those I talk to regularly will know what that is in particular. And now at the age of 25, in this new year, I feel confident in those feelings I've found about myself to try to act on them... if my own self doubt and procrastination caused by it doesn't keep me from it.
So.. Wish me luck, as I do to you in 2018, and beyond.
Been three years, so alot has happened. Dropped out of aerospace engineering. Wasted a year on doing nothing, and now started a new course in games computing. So far it's been sitting well with me, despite my worries. Gone through a few groups of friends, lost touch with one mostly, but the ones I have make me feel all warm and fuzzy. All the while there's been alot of introspection, particularly of things that clearly others think about far earlier than I have. Those I talk to regularly will know what that is in particular. And now at the age of 25, in this new year, I feel confident in those feelings I've found about myself to try to act on them... if my own self doubt and procrastination caused by it doesn't keep me from it.
So.. Wish me luck, as I do to you in 2018, and beyond.