Life.
Posted 7 months ago I'm learning more and more about how people like to treat other people like me. My dad's in the hospital, and yet not a single person is interested in chatting or talking to me. My own brother turned my dog prideful and my brother is the reason my dad is in the hospital. Oh yeah. I'm learning so much about human beings. Even though I'm human, I look human, smell like a human, and I bleed. No one gives a crap. Years I tried to build bonds and make connections, but what do I get, people ghosting me, pretending I don't exist. Seeing me as a clingy nuisance. The only reason I'm not hating humanity all together is because I know there's kind and better people living and changing my life for the better. I don't know if I can say that for the rest of humanity, but it's a miracle that good people exist.
Time Away.
Posted a year agoI'm going to Take some time off from FA it's the New Year and yet all I'm getting is the same treatment. I wrote Great stories but no one seems to care, so I'm just going to take some time off. I'm not feeling motivated to write. I'm not expecting a lot of people to care because I know they're not, but to those who do care. I appreciate you and You have my gratitude for caring for me. I'm just tired of dealing with the same crap even in this new year when it's supposed to be a new beginning on my part. So do those who truly care for me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
And to those who don't give a care about me
<Thanks for teaching me what I can expect.>
And to those who don't give a care about me
<Thanks for teaching me what I can expect.>
Does anyone appreciate my work
Posted a year agoI've been on furaffinity for a long time, and I've written countless stories in one profile and many enjoy them. Yet, in my new profile I'm not seeing anyone appreciate what I'm doing. I've always enjoyed doing things to make others happy, not because I'm trying to get people to be my friends or to have them do something for me. No. The reason I'm doing things for others is because I want too. I want others to enjoy what I've worked so hard to write, but again and again I'm witnessing proof that no one gives a crap about my actions. So I ask myself what's the point of making others happy when they don't even appreciate my hard work? I'm gonna take a break from FA...but I'll still finish writing stories and chatting...but I'm done trying to make humans happy, when I know that they'll never appreciate or accept me
Going off...
Posted 2 years ago2022 has been horrible to say the least. I'm learning more and more that humans are so frustrating!
I know I'm human but I'm frustrated with myself as well, but nothing is more frustrating than seeing proof of people letting demons tell them what to do. The shooting at the elementary school here in Texas is proof of that! Then some parasites ransacked my dad's brand new company truck just as we were preparing to go on our first delivery drive! I'm going off FA...probably for a while. Its not like I'll miss anything. Users on here brought just as much bad experience way before 2022. One user, who shall remain nameless, tells me that he doesn't think that he'll be the friend I want him to be. It's not a matter of what I wanted but mostly needed. Then One nameless user who I use to role play with online blocked me and betrayed me.
I'm not in the mood to write stories right now, but once I'm feeling okay I'll continue...
For now, I'm off
I know I'm human but I'm frustrated with myself as well, but nothing is more frustrating than seeing proof of people letting demons tell them what to do. The shooting at the elementary school here in Texas is proof of that! Then some parasites ransacked my dad's brand new company truck just as we were preparing to go on our first delivery drive! I'm going off FA...probably for a while. Its not like I'll miss anything. Users on here brought just as much bad experience way before 2022. One user, who shall remain nameless, tells me that he doesn't think that he'll be the friend I want him to be. It's not a matter of what I wanted but mostly needed. Then One nameless user who I use to role play with online blocked me and betrayed me.
I'm not in the mood to write stories right now, but once I'm feeling okay I'll continue...
For now, I'm off
2022
Posted 2 years agoHappy New Year to all users, hopefully this will be a new year of change. Last year, what's the same as the other years, no one bothered to socialize except a few. And when I have friends online some barely said hi or greeted me. I know I'm not the center of anything, but hopefully communication will improve this year. I don't want to stop writing stories, but if this year turns out to be the same and users don't appreciate what I do, then I'm shutting everything down
Away for a bit
Posted 2 years agoI'm taking a break from Discord, I'm starting to feel the same feeling I felt on Facebook. I try to open up to others but they just leave me hanging or don't seem interested in opening up to me. I know I'm not the center of the universe, and I know people are living different lives, but I'm being told that I have to communicate and be social. How can I communicate if no one else is going to communicate. So I'm just going to be off Discord, I'll still write stories, and if anyone really wants to chat just find me on Telegram
Birthday in solitude
Posted 2 years agoToday I'm 25 years old, things are good so far, but lately online, I feel like I'm the third wheel. I've had fun role-playing with a user whom I'm keeping secret, and chatting, but no one communicates. For example: when I'm chatting and being social, the person I'm chatting with just leaves/go offline without saying anything. My parents always tell me "you gotta communicate with people" but people don't do that online or in real life. One user was obsessed with role-playing, but he didn't want to finish and was unappreciative when I wrote stories. Other users just rejected me as always. I'm going to get use to it eventually, but I'm going to make my birthday meaningful and enjoyable
Happy New Year 🎆 🎊 🍾
Posted 3 years agoHappy New Year everyone! This is a new beginning, and I would like to say Thank you to my friends on Discord and Telegram! Thank you all for making last year special despite the chaos! May 2021 be the best year in the world 🌍
Should I stop?
Posted 3 years agoI really like Furaffinity, the artist is incredible and the story writers are talented. All I wanted to do was get to know these amazing individuals that every single time I asked if they had Discord or Telegram all I get is I rather send notes on here or they just won't share it at all. Plus when it comes to role-playing, I'm excited to have people RP with me. However, every single time during roleplay folk just disappear without saying anything and then they go away for a long distance of time without saying anything. Not to mention folks want to role-playing then they went away. I've been left hanging for so many years I should be getting used to it, but It's getting old and it's annoying. So I have this question,
Should I stop trying to get to know these amazing people?
Should I stop trying to get to know these amazing people?
I'm off
Posted 3 years ago I'm going to be off Discord for a little while, and I'm taking a break from role playing. I've noticed that some users have been thinking of committing suicide and I've tried everything and I tried talking sense into them, but it's like they just allowed to come back. I'm just going to pray for them, and I'm going to keep writing. I've also noticed that someone has been removing favorites from my post, whoever's doing it comment below and explain why out of curiosity
Looking for Pokémon role-players
Posted 3 years agoI'm having so much fun Rping on Discord, I have done Pokémon in a long time, so I'm looking for a player who's interested in light/medium bondage, tickling, and PG/PG-13 play.
If anyone is interested, leave a comment with discord gamer tag or find me and add me
@Lucky777#5008
If anyone is interested, leave a comment with discord gamer tag or find me and add me
@Lucky777#5008
Bondage Battle Royale
Posted 3 years agoSo many good people have been great to me on furaffinity, most of the users are great role players as well. So as a token of my gratitude,
I would like to get permission from you guys to include characters in a story where they compete in a shady competition.
Similar to the Hunger Games movie, except there is no death, no one gets hurt and everything goes.
The characters will be in a building and sitting in a waiting room, but they'll be knocked unconscious.
Next, they will be in a jungle like environment and a touchscreen pad will be given to each of them.
On the pad is a list of tools they have to find like Soft rope, oil slick duct tape, and various unique items.
Once they found what is on their lists, all they have to do is hunt down the other contestants.
The characters kidnap the contestants, tie them up and gag them as they see fit.
They contestants can team up, but the winner will be one kidnapper and the reward is ownership of a uninhabited island and 30,000 dollars (in the story, not in real life), not to mention they can keep the contestants who were kidnapped.
Comment below if you're interested
I would like to get permission from you guys to include characters in a story where they compete in a shady competition.
Similar to the Hunger Games movie, except there is no death, no one gets hurt and everything goes.
The characters will be in a building and sitting in a waiting room, but they'll be knocked unconscious.
Next, they will be in a jungle like environment and a touchscreen pad will be given to each of them.
On the pad is a list of tools they have to find like Soft rope, oil slick duct tape, and various unique items.
Once they found what is on their lists, all they have to do is hunt down the other contestants.
The characters kidnap the contestants, tie them up and gag them as they see fit.
They contestants can team up, but the winner will be one kidnapper and the reward is ownership of a uninhabited island and 30,000 dollars (in the story, not in real life), not to mention they can keep the contestants who were kidnapped.
Comment below if you're interested
Birthday in Quarantine
Posted 3 years agoWell today is my birthday and now I'm 24 years old, and Mankind still can't go out because of this virus. I know there's one person to blame for all this and he's still in the White House. I definitely know that he won't be there for long, when this is all over he's going to suck for all this dispare he caused. I guess on my birthday I'll be staying indoors, nothing I can do about this epidemic. Plus I don't have friends to invite and a couple of my family are scattered. Happy birthday me...