Order commission. I can be evicted..
Posted a year agoRemember my messages about the move, about how a friend kicked me out, gaslighted and blamed me for everything? The move took place. I was able to move. And I mentioned another friend with whom I will live together.
In general ... I .... do not understand people from the word at all. This man agreed to rent an apartment in half with me, he constantly lied about the fact that he would now find a job. I didn't trust him for nothing. He found NOTHING. For a month+.
Today he told me that he was leaving for his hometown. He scammed me for money. He owes me about 20,000 rubles (you can live on this for a month)
He didn't pay ONE RUBLE for the whole month of life on my neck. I will never be so kind to anyone again, because any of my friends can be a hypocrite.
And this person used me. He was a hypocrite IN OPEN, when he had already definitely decided to leave.
All. I was left alone.
Please support me. I have NEVER been so lonely in my life as I am now.
Here are all my adopts, new ones coming soon: https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....-and-adoptable
Those who bought from me will say that I always draw high-quality gift art for purchase
Here are my slots for October, which are still not all sorted out :
https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....oved-932482196
Here's my boosty. if you want to leave a donation: https://boosty.to/feurigensatan
Here's how to use boosty. It's easier than it looks https://twitter.com/Ryukiroart/stat.....92013961732096
If someone likes to read me, I can leave the text about this story in full detail to sound more convincing.
But I will do it tomorrow. It will just be necessary to update the magazine so that more people see it in their notifications!
In general ... I .... do not understand people from the word at all. This man agreed to rent an apartment in half with me, he constantly lied about the fact that he would now find a job. I didn't trust him for nothing. He found NOTHING. For a month+.
Today he told me that he was leaving for his hometown. He scammed me for money. He owes me about 20,000 rubles (you can live on this for a month)
He didn't pay ONE RUBLE for the whole month of life on my neck. I will never be so kind to anyone again, because any of my friends can be a hypocrite.
And this person used me. He was a hypocrite IN OPEN, when he had already definitely decided to leave.
All. I was left alone.
Please support me. I have NEVER been so lonely in my life as I am now.
Here are all my adopts, new ones coming soon: https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....-and-adoptable
Those who bought from me will say that I always draw high-quality gift art for purchase
Here are my slots for October, which are still not all sorted out :
https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....oved-932482196
Here's my boosty. if you want to leave a donation: https://boosty.to/feurigensatan
Here's how to use boosty. It's easier than it looks https://twitter.com/Ryukiroart/stat.....92013961732096
If someone likes to read me, I can leave the text about this story in full detail to sound more convincing.
But I will do it tomorrow. It will just be necessary to update the magazine so that more people see it in their notifications!
Opening commission slots!
Posted a year agohttps://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....oved-932482196
Please read! On Deviantart, everything is beautifully designed.
Money is needed LIKE NEVER BEFORE!
Please read! On Deviantart, everything is beautifully designed.
Money is needed LIKE NEVER BEFORE!
Need money. Evicted from home.
Posted a year agoSelf-repeating post. This smells like insanity.
I just want to reiterate that I need help.. (I hate to need)
right down to business: https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....home-930467805
Those who have been watching my art for many years. Know that my life has become hell. Something like a permanent mental state of a patient with Borderline Disorder.
The reason lies in the gaslighting and stressful situations for which I was not quite prepared.
I was evicted from the cozy place where I lived and enjoyed myself.
Details here. I described the situation in detail earlier
There is no money at all. I got into huge debts to rent decent housing.
I do not know what to do. Because of the war, no one buys drawings. The Russian people are treated with disdain, as the Jews used to be.
I'm tired. Tired of complaining. Tired of listening to others complain. My self-confidence is broken. I lost my respect. I want to disappear so as not to torment people with my suffering, who, for some unthinkable reasons, NEED as a person. Does friendship exist? I don't deserve it. But I partly believe that I will return my "former version", which believes in a successful bright and cheerful future.
I just want to reiterate that I need help.. (I hate to need)
right down to business: https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....home-930467805
Those who have been watching my art for many years. Know that my life has become hell. Something like a permanent mental state of a patient with Borderline Disorder.
The reason lies in the gaslighting and stressful situations for which I was not quite prepared.
I was evicted from the cozy place where I lived and enjoyed myself.
Details here. I described the situation in detail earlier
There is no money at all. I got into huge debts to rent decent housing.
I do not know what to do. Because of the war, no one buys drawings. The Russian people are treated with disdain, as the Jews used to be.
I'm tired. Tired of complaining. Tired of listening to others complain. My self-confidence is broken. I lost my respect. I want to disappear so as not to torment people with my suffering, who, for some unthinkable reasons, NEED as a person. Does friendship exist? I don't deserve it. But I partly believe that I will return my "former version", which believes in a successful bright and cheerful future.
Need money. Evicted from home.
Posted a year agoPlease read this! When I move, I promise you 3 times more content on all social networks! (except for the summer period, I travel)
There's been a problem.
NOT EVEN ABOUT THE PHONE, which I wrote about a couple of months ago. (By the way, Nobody responded to help, because they probably think that I deliberately invent these stories to hit the jackpot. I hope no one thinks so)
It's not the essence. Now a problem has suddenly come upon me, its roots stretch back to 2018. I was in a relationship with one dude. Something like love and friendship, but after 7 months I got to know him too from an unexpected side and everything went downhill. But we went through fire and water, quarreled, fought, reconciled, there were many mutual misunderstandings in communication, many steps towards and again many misunderstandings.
what a santabarbara! Once it got to the point that he ended up in a narcological dispensary, and I rented an apartment from his mother, where this person had previously lived.
And when he returned, we became friends and again came to a standstill, everything by now has become too seriously heated. And I feel deceived. I was promised not to be evicted or evicted UNDER ANY circumstances. he blames me for everything, because he sees the truth from the side that is most likely beneficial to him.
But now, he changed his mind, stopped believing me for some phantom reasons related to my struggle with depression and bad memory (now she is good, but he DOES NOT HELP me remember where I lied to him .. this was not). And he gave me a very tight deadline to collect my belongings and go to all 4 sides. No further communication. By the way, the deadline is September 23rd. I didn't take him too seriously. For there was originally a speech about the fact that he wants to be alone. And now he wants to get rid of me. "You should have listened to me more carefully," he says. The fact that I wasted the time he gave to move was my fault ... and he could have articulated his intention more clearly!
And I'm from Russia, if anyone does not know. And we are at war! All those who are lucky enough to be born male by sex are called to fight. Not life, but a quantum mess! We don't have Paypal, only Boosty. And many hate people and artists from Russia for non-objective reasons!
I confess... that I owe a few commissions, really, not much, only 15 art debts, INCLUDING GIFTS for sold adopters! I can do it, trust me!
I traveled all summer and September and saved up inspiration for the work that is now my hobby.
So. I plan to lower the prices for adopters from these days. Why did I decide so? $130 = 8000 rubles, with this money you can eat normal food for 2 weeks!, $130 = 3-5 hours of work on 1 drawing with an embedded idea. THIS IS NORMAS. What 250-300$, I went crazy to take an example of a price tag from people who are POPULAR AND IN DEMAND IN ART SOO???? UNLIKE ME, WITH 15 FAVES ON FURRAFINITY AND 40 FAVES ON DEVIANTART?????, WITH YOUR MAXIMUM 150 LIKE VKONTAKTE!
As an art dealer, I'm a complete loser and always have been. I have been posting drawings on the Internet for 12 years. I DON'T KNOW AND DON'T UNDERSTAND what I'm doing wrong to make my arts commercially successful. Yes, even with ordinary success. Most of all, I am afraid to lie to myself, drawing what I initially despised.
In general, you heard my next awesome story. This is all true. And many who will confirm this, I am a very sociable irl and online person.
Unless I mentioned 1 detail .. In the apartment from which I was being evicted, 1 more person appeared and it was I who brought him. I believe in him and he is a very good friend to me, but with a lower self-esteem, about the same as I used to, and behavioral flaws in his behavior are expected to be successful. Like my little brother? With mistakes that I have already experienced and corrected them. Core beliefs need to be worked through... but we don't go to psychoanalysts. We do not trust them.
Here is the folder with my adopts. https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....-and-adoptable
PLEASE PM OR COMMENT OFFERING YOUR PRICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR PRICE.
Most likely we will agree!
Commissions are also open. https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....OPEN-621827049
But prices need to be corrected, since the dollar has fallen, and the price of the ruble has not risen in our country. in Russia everything is unfairly expensive
Also, if you just want to support me for whatever reason, then I leave my boosty wallet.
Yes ... Terrible without Paypal.
How to use Boosty:https://twitter.com/Ryukiroart/stat.....92013961732096
There's been a problem.
NOT EVEN ABOUT THE PHONE, which I wrote about a couple of months ago. (By the way, Nobody responded to help, because they probably think that I deliberately invent these stories to hit the jackpot. I hope no one thinks so)
It's not the essence. Now a problem has suddenly come upon me, its roots stretch back to 2018. I was in a relationship with one dude. Something like love and friendship, but after 7 months I got to know him too from an unexpected side and everything went downhill. But we went through fire and water, quarreled, fought, reconciled, there were many mutual misunderstandings in communication, many steps towards and again many misunderstandings.
what a santabarbara! Once it got to the point that he ended up in a narcological dispensary, and I rented an apartment from his mother, where this person had previously lived.
And when he returned, we became friends and again came to a standstill, everything by now has become too seriously heated. And I feel deceived. I was promised not to be evicted or evicted UNDER ANY circumstances. he blames me for everything, because he sees the truth from the side that is most likely beneficial to him.
But now, he changed his mind, stopped believing me for some phantom reasons related to my struggle with depression and bad memory (now she is good, but he DOES NOT HELP me remember where I lied to him .. this was not). And he gave me a very tight deadline to collect my belongings and go to all 4 sides. No further communication. By the way, the deadline is September 23rd. I didn't take him too seriously. For there was originally a speech about the fact that he wants to be alone. And now he wants to get rid of me. "You should have listened to me more carefully," he says. The fact that I wasted the time he gave to move was my fault ... and he could have articulated his intention more clearly!
And I'm from Russia, if anyone does not know. And we are at war! All those who are lucky enough to be born male by sex are called to fight. Not life, but a quantum mess! We don't have Paypal, only Boosty. And many hate people and artists from Russia for non-objective reasons!
I confess... that I owe a few commissions, really, not much, only 15 art debts, INCLUDING GIFTS for sold adopters! I can do it, trust me!
I traveled all summer and September and saved up inspiration for the work that is now my hobby.
So. I plan to lower the prices for adopters from these days. Why did I decide so? $130 = 8000 rubles, with this money you can eat normal food for 2 weeks!, $130 = 3-5 hours of work on 1 drawing with an embedded idea. THIS IS NORMAS. What 250-300$, I went crazy to take an example of a price tag from people who are POPULAR AND IN DEMAND IN ART SOO???? UNLIKE ME, WITH 15 FAVES ON FURRAFINITY AND 40 FAVES ON DEVIANTART?????, WITH YOUR MAXIMUM 150 LIKE VKONTAKTE!
As an art dealer, I'm a complete loser and always have been. I have been posting drawings on the Internet for 12 years. I DON'T KNOW AND DON'T UNDERSTAND what I'm doing wrong to make my arts commercially successful. Yes, even with ordinary success. Most of all, I am afraid to lie to myself, drawing what I initially despised.
In general, you heard my next awesome story. This is all true. And many who will confirm this, I am a very sociable irl and online person.
Unless I mentioned 1 detail .. In the apartment from which I was being evicted, 1 more person appeared and it was I who brought him. I believe in him and he is a very good friend to me, but with a lower self-esteem, about the same as I used to, and behavioral flaws in his behavior are expected to be successful. Like my little brother? With mistakes that I have already experienced and corrected them. Core beliefs need to be worked through... but we don't go to psychoanalysts. We do not trust them.
Here is the folder with my adopts. https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....-and-adoptable
PLEASE PM OR COMMENT OFFERING YOUR PRICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR PRICE.
Most likely we will agree!
Commissions are also open. https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....OPEN-621827049
But prices need to be corrected, since the dollar has fallen, and the price of the ruble has not risen in our country. in Russia everything is unfairly expensive
Also, if you just want to support me for whatever reason, then I leave my boosty wallet.
Yes ... Terrible without Paypal.
How to use Boosty:https://twitter.com/Ryukiroart/stat.....92013961732096
The phone broke. Open commissions.
Posted a year agoMy phone broke and I urgently need to save up for a new one. Its price starts from $450, Because if you buy something, it must be of high quality. Made with integrity. May it serve for many, many years. Sorry for my English.........
I don't have much time to draw right now because I'm traveling. I am saving up inspiration for the coming drawing winter.
You can place an order and I will draw it in September! Probably earlier! https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....OPEN-621827049
Here is another catalog of unsold adopts: https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....-and-adoptable
Payment, unfortunately, only in rubles and only on boosty, including 10% taxes. Because I'm from russia((((
I really urgently need a phone, without it it is generally impossible to survive now.
If it’s not difficult for you, please order a drawing, or purchase an adopt, I beg you!
Here is my boosty account if you want to donate: https://boosty.to/feurigensatan
I'm not asking for anything, don't think about it. I'm just trying my luck, nothing more
All the best!
I don't have much time to draw right now because I'm traveling. I am saving up inspiration for the coming drawing winter.
You can place an order and I will draw it in September! Probably earlier! https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....OPEN-621827049
Here is another catalog of unsold adopts: https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....-and-adoptable
Payment, unfortunately, only in rubles and only on boosty, including 10% taxes. Because I'm from russia((((
I really urgently need a phone, without it it is generally impossible to survive now.
If it’s not difficult for you, please order a drawing, or purchase an adopt, I beg you!
Here is my boosty account if you want to donate: https://boosty.to/feurigensatan
I'm not asking for anything, don't think about it. I'm just trying my luck, nothing more
All the best!
!!!Last chance to buy adopts
Posted 2 years agoAttention! Paypal will soon stop working in my country. But for now, you have a chance to snatch adopters, then there may not be an opportunity to buy them.
Here is a link to all of them, choose any: https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....-and-adoptable
The same goes for commissions. If you have long wanted, but put off buying art from me, then here it is, the last chance. Paypal will stop working on March 22, but before that time there is a chance to have time to withdraw money. (and given that I can still use deviantart, furafinity and twitter, you will 100% get a drawing)
Here is the price list: http://fav.me/daa7wtl
Well, if you just want to support me, I leave the details here. My paypal: cadaavre[at]gmail.com
I'm not implying or demanding anything. You are my best audience, 95% of all orders and purchases I received on these platforms.
I really hope in my heart that everything works out. That it would be unprofitable for Paypal to stop cooperating with my country! But still, I preferred to write this post just in case, because this may indeed be the last chance to make good money before a huge crisis.
Don't miss the opportunity to jump on the last carriage...
This world has gone crazy again.
Here is a link to all of them, choose any: https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....-and-adoptable
The same goes for commissions. If you have long wanted, but put off buying art from me, then here it is, the last chance. Paypal will stop working on March 22, but before that time there is a chance to have time to withdraw money. (and given that I can still use deviantart, furafinity and twitter, you will 100% get a drawing)
Here is the price list: http://fav.me/daa7wtl
Well, if you just want to support me, I leave the details here. My paypal: cadaavre[at]gmail.com
I'm not implying or demanding anything. You are my best audience, 95% of all orders and purchases I received on these platforms.
I really hope in my heart that everything works out. That it would be unprofitable for Paypal to stop cooperating with my country! But still, I preferred to write this post just in case, because this may indeed be the last chance to make good money before a huge crisis.
Don't miss the opportunity to jump on the last carriage...
This world has gone crazy again.
Hey .. read this post. This is important to me ..
Posted 3 years agoHello everyone.. I have not been on the site for a long time, as you might have noticed... Unfortunately, I am now experiencing not the best period of my life. To begin with, a very conflict situation arose with the person with whom I rented the apartments where I lived, which only got worse over time, sometimes escalating into a fight or almost leading to the destruction of my possessions. Also, I have a terrarium with lizards, whose life I value very much.
In such conditions, I do not have the slightest opportunity for self-development. Every day in such conditions is a lot of stress. We have too many misunderstandings. Too many....
Unfortunately, all the money that I earned was very unstable and had already been spent on living and other needs, at the moment I have almost no money saved. In order for me to be able to more or less live a stable life, I need about $ 350 a month.
Having moved to another rented apartment, having gained my personal space, I will no longer be in this constant stress, I will have free time to fulfill old orders. I have a huge number of unrealized ideas that I would finally be able to embody into my future projects.
I come to you, as it is hard for me to get out of this situation by myself. If you have the opportunity to help me with money, I would be extremely grateful to you
My orders are open, you can see the price list http://fav.me/daa7wtl, any order will help me a lot! and also here is my paypal: cadaavre[at]gmail.com
help me please. I am very embarrassed to ask for this, but the life that I have come to leaves me no choice.
Thanks for reading. This is important for me~~~
In such conditions, I do not have the slightest opportunity for self-development. Every day in such conditions is a lot of stress. We have too many misunderstandings. Too many....
Unfortunately, all the money that I earned was very unstable and had already been spent on living and other needs, at the moment I have almost no money saved. In order for me to be able to more or less live a stable life, I need about $ 350 a month.
Having moved to another rented apartment, having gained my personal space, I will no longer be in this constant stress, I will have free time to fulfill old orders. I have a huge number of unrealized ideas that I would finally be able to embody into my future projects.
I come to you, as it is hard for me to get out of this situation by myself. If you have the opportunity to help me with money, I would be extremely grateful to you
My orders are open, you can see the price list http://fav.me/daa7wtl, any order will help me a lot! and also here is my paypal: cadaavre[at]gmail.com
help me please. I am very embarrassed to ask for this, but the life that I have come to leaves me no choice.
Thanks for reading. This is important for me~~~
Check out my friend's art
Posted 3 years agoI need your help..
Posted 4 years agoRight now I am really in need of money, so I can pay housing bills and buy the food. Not talking about giving a proper care and treatment for my terrarium pets. There is not that much of income on russian platforms, or there is none at all. People don't want to commission me, because my prices are too expensive for them! When at the same time I'm unable to pull myself together and find a work as a normal human. I don't have sufficient education for having a normal job and I don't want to kill more nerves by wearing thousands of false masks, interacting with completely uncreative people, who don't even tries to understand their surrounding..
My psychologist says, that I'm having psychological disorders, neurosis is one of them. He wrote out presctiptions on medications, that costs more, than me..
I know, that I'm drawing not bad, but russian platforms can't afford to pay as much, as how in common sense my finished drawings worth, on which I have spent an insane amount of effort in the current state of living. I am already in debt and owe more than 250$ for communal bills, but I have nothing to pay with. In Russian even on 250$ you are able to live for one month, or even more. That's how big difference in standarts of living we have here.
My reptiles are getting sick, because I'm feeding them with the same food, which is wrong. What to say, my ration not varied too, which is not really healthy...
Generally speaking... I'm really hoping that you will feel my situation and understand me, and maybe commission me on something from this pricelist: https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....OPEN-621827049
Write me in PM. Amount of the slots on each commission style is unlimited. But realism ones may take me a long time to draw, because there are very many details..
I will try to finish the drawings in the following month. There are listed a lot of examples. Mostly I give my preference to laconic characters with natural or fantasy colorsheme, any races. I'm drawing everything. Dragons, horses, birds, rats.. wolves, of course... I draw humans too, but they turn out kinda specific, like in a Jo-Jo anime (omg)
I appreciate and thankful you for your time and attention
My psychologist says, that I'm having psychological disorders, neurosis is one of them. He wrote out presctiptions on medications, that costs more, than me..
I know, that I'm drawing not bad, but russian platforms can't afford to pay as much, as how in common sense my finished drawings worth, on which I have spent an insane amount of effort in the current state of living. I am already in debt and owe more than 250$ for communal bills, but I have nothing to pay with. In Russian even on 250$ you are able to live for one month, or even more. That's how big difference in standarts of living we have here.
My reptiles are getting sick, because I'm feeding them with the same food, which is wrong. What to say, my ration not varied too, which is not really healthy...
Generally speaking... I'm really hoping that you will feel my situation and understand me, and maybe commission me on something from this pricelist: https://www.deviantart.com/feurigen.....OPEN-621827049
Write me in PM. Amount of the slots on each commission style is unlimited. But realism ones may take me a long time to draw, because there are very many details..
I will try to finish the drawings in the following month. There are listed a lot of examples. Mostly I give my preference to laconic characters with natural or fantasy colorsheme, any races. I'm drawing everything. Dragons, horses, birds, rats.. wolves, of course... I draw humans too, but they turn out kinda specific, like in a Jo-Jo anime (omg)
I appreciate and thankful you for your time and attention
commissions
Posted 6 years agoI accept commissions! All info about the prices is in the Commission Info :) (http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....daemonamadare/ )
Send me a note and we will discuss the final price, because in the Commission Info are only approximate prices
I can draw any type of animals, but I would prefer horses, felines, mustelidaes (weasels) and rodents, because I've got tired from canines (but you still can order them too).
Any subjects and themes are welcomed, even porn: but only guro and necro ones - these are my favorite. Any type of gender (hetero is not preferable, because it's boring).
I also draw crossovers with OC from Naruto and Skyrim fandoms (that's a mixture of hell xD)
Send me a note and we will discuss the final price, because in the Commission Info are only approximate prices
I can draw any type of animals, but I would prefer horses, felines, mustelidaes (weasels) and rodents, because I've got tired from canines (but you still can order them too).
Any subjects and themes are welcomed, even porn: but only guro and necro ones - these are my favorite. Any type of gender (hetero is not preferable, because it's boring).
I also draw crossovers with OC from Naruto and Skyrim fandoms (that's a mixture of hell xD)
Multiple YCH
Posted 7 years agoMaybe you will be interested in them, so I'll post information here too.
Link:http://feurigensatan.deviantart.com.....-Pac-669712572
Link:http://feurigensatan.deviantart.com.....-Pac-669712572
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Posted 7 years agohttp://feurigensatan.deviantart.com.....OPEN-621827049 <--- Price list.