reupload?
Posted 7 months agouhhh so it looks like the whole tos thing ended up being a nothingburger
y'all want me to reupload my commissions and stuff (as well as upload the commissions I've gotten since)?
y'all want me to reupload my commissions and stuff (as well as upload the commissions I've gotten since)?
leaving FA
Posted a year agoHey all.
I'll be wiping this account of its posts. All of them are commissions I've gotten, but with this new information coming to light I don't even want to host these posts anymore. FA can go fuck itself. I'm done here.
Reminder that you can find me at:
https://twitter.com/ShallowYork where I ramble about politics and post comms I've gotten
https://archiveofourown.org/users/Depsurrel where I post all of my stories
I'll be wiping this account of its posts. All of them are commissions I've gotten, but with this new information coming to light I don't even want to host these posts anymore. FA can go fuck itself. I'm done here.
Reminder that you can find me at:
https://twitter.com/ShallowYork where I ramble about politics and post comms I've gotten
https://archiveofourown.org/users/Depsurrel where I post all of my stories
new kinky short story dropped!
Posted a year agoYou can find a new short I wrote for a commission I got a while back (I wrote the short a while back too but due to circumstances I will be unable to upload the commission itself, if you wanna see that it's on my Twitter)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/47591743
A reminder that I am no longer going to be posting my commissions nor stories here until FA reverts the policy change and apologizes to my friends that they've screwed over!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/47591743
A reminder that I am no longer going to be posting my commissions nor stories here until FA reverts the policy change and apologizes to my friends that they've screwed over!
Final post on this stupid policy update
Posted a year agoI know over a dozen different artists who have openly stated they are either quitting the website because of this change or may have to do so in the future. I consider some of those artists to be very close friends of mine. To say I am unhappy to see my friends affected like that is such a massive understatement. So I'll just give you the censored version of my thoughts.
Frankly, I'm done. There are still artists here who want to keep posting and that's the only reason I'm not straight up yeeting this account into the sky. But I myself am no longer posting anything I commission or write to this website. Even if they by some miracle go back on this, it's too late. I'm not going to be forgiving when it's caused so much strife for people I care about.
Sadly, I have no alternatives. And that's probably what hurts me the most about it. There's really nowhere else like FA for me to go. DA? Don't make me laugh. Twitter? Musk-ridden hellscape. Tumblr? lol, lmao.
A lot of the people I've met and befriended due to this website I could likely attribute to my mental health rapidly recovering. I was in a terrible, terrible state from 2020 and 2021. Even after that year ended it didn't feel like I was getting better. But I was, and I attribute a large part of that thanks to the people I've befriended here.
So thanks for ruining this place that I consider having possibly saved my life. I have nothing but very minced words for the people behind this policy change and even then I won't go into detail because I don't want to be that kind of person. I want to be better than that like I said I would long ago.
Also, this website is just no longer viable period. Refer to this tweet.
https://twitter.com/yappybara/statu.....52816551288841
Finally, places to find me:
Twitter: ShallowYork (be warned it's full of politics rants and shitposts)
Archive of Our Own: Depsurrel (I post all of my fanfics there, kinky or not, so if you like my writing check that out!)
Discord: Send me a note or reply below if you want that!
Keep being you.
Frankly, I'm done. There are still artists here who want to keep posting and that's the only reason I'm not straight up yeeting this account into the sky. But I myself am no longer posting anything I commission or write to this website. Even if they by some miracle go back on this, it's too late. I'm not going to be forgiving when it's caused so much strife for people I care about.
Sadly, I have no alternatives. And that's probably what hurts me the most about it. There's really nowhere else like FA for me to go. DA? Don't make me laugh. Twitter? Musk-ridden hellscape. Tumblr? lol, lmao.
A lot of the people I've met and befriended due to this website I could likely attribute to my mental health rapidly recovering. I was in a terrible, terrible state from 2020 and 2021. Even after that year ended it didn't feel like I was getting better. But I was, and I attribute a large part of that thanks to the people I've befriended here.
So thanks for ruining this place that I consider having possibly saved my life. I have nothing but very minced words for the people behind this policy change and even then I won't go into detail because I don't want to be that kind of person. I want to be better than that like I said I would long ago.
Also, this website is just no longer viable period. Refer to this tweet.
https://twitter.com/yappybara/statu.....52816551288841
Finally, places to find me:
Twitter: ShallowYork (be warned it's full of politics rants and shitposts)
Archive of Our Own: Depsurrel (I post all of my fanfics there, kinky or not, so if you like my writing check that out!)
Discord: Send me a note or reply below if you want that!
Keep being you.
Update on this change
Posted a year agoWow, it sucks even more!
Pretty sure that for me personally, the Nikki and Grovyle pieces I got from Mettle violate this stupid rule, as does the Huac piece I got from Halloway that I absolutely adore. I'm not taking them down, so go ahead and ban me you bloody cowards.
Then again apparently drawing minors in fetish content is A-OKAY! But don't you dare even THINK about drawing that Eevee with a dick!
Other places you can find me:
Twitter: ShallowYork (be warned it's full of politics rants and shitposts)
Archive of Our Own: Depsurrel (I post all of my fanfics there, kinky or not, so if you like my writing check that out!)
Discord: Send me a note or reply below if you want that!
aaaand that's basically it I don't have any other websites or things that I'm on so uhhh like yeah.
Pretty sure that for me personally, the Nikki and Grovyle pieces I got from Mettle violate this stupid rule, as does the Huac piece I got from Halloway that I absolutely adore. I'm not taking them down, so go ahead and ban me you bloody cowards.
Then again apparently drawing minors in fetish content is A-OKAY! But don't you dare even THINK about drawing that Eevee with a dick!
Other places you can find me:
Twitter: ShallowYork (be warned it's full of politics rants and shitposts)
Archive of Our Own: Depsurrel (I post all of my fanfics there, kinky or not, so if you like my writing check that out!)
Discord: Send me a note or reply below if you want that!
aaaand that's basically it I don't have any other websites or things that I'm on so uhhh like yeah.
This change sucks
Posted a year agoI don't need to say anything else this change sucks donkey dick
Writing Commissions Open
Posted a year agoMy sheet with prices and terms and stuff can be found here:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....Ka_RTOHVfbIx_M
Regardless of if you decide to commission me or not, I appreciate you for watching me anyways!
This'll go up before it goes up on my Twitter account so don't tell those guys yet, it'll be our mutual secret.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....Ka_RTOHVfbIx_M
Regardless of if you decide to commission me or not, I appreciate you for watching me anyways!
This'll go up before it goes up on my Twitter account so don't tell those guys yet, it'll be our mutual secret.
More deleted stuff
Posted a year agoHeya.
Much like clockwork I've had another falling out that was also a long time coming and as before I'm not comfortable keeping the artwork on this account, just wanted to let y'all know again lol
Much like clockwork I've had another falling out that was also a long time coming and as before I'm not comfortable keeping the artwork on this account, just wanted to let y'all know again lol
HATCHDAY
Posted a year agowooooooo guess who turned older today
it's me, it's the big monster fan
it's me, it's the big monster fan
Oop deleted stuff
Posted 2 years agoHello,
I've had a falling out with the artist of some of my uploads, including my sona's design. I don't feel comfortable continuing to have them on my page nor do I feel comfortable keeping my sona, so I've deleted them. I resume sonaless behaviour. Please do not go after the artist, I am not naming them intentionally, this fallout was honestly a long time coming. And I'm fine, don't worry, I just wanted to clear things up.
I've had a falling out with the artist of some of my uploads, including my sona's design. I don't feel comfortable continuing to have them on my page nor do I feel comfortable keeping my sona, so I've deleted them. I resume sonaless behaviour. Please do not go after the artist, I am not naming them intentionally, this fallout was honestly a long time coming. And I'm fine, don't worry, I just wanted to clear things up.
Opening Writing Requests
Posted 2 years agooops well would you look at that
As the title implies, I'm tentatively opening writing requests. I want to practice writing more but I'm nowhere near confident enough to open commissions for it, so this is a good middle ground for me at the time.
I'm willing to write most things. Obviously, I have a preference for bondaging monsters and being a meaniehead to them but if you want me to write a serious character piece I'm very much down for that. If you want to see the things I enjoy writing, look through the art in my gallery, even if most of them don't have stories attached, they follow the same general themes I enjoy.
Will NOT do
1. Filth of any kind in any context. I'm not going to judge but I'm easily grossed out by stuff like that.
2. Sex. I'm not even remotely capable in my ability to write sex period, let alone write it at all. Note that this applies to pretty much anything involving genitalia or stuff down there. I'm sorry, I just don't feel comfortable writing it and I don't want to disappoint.
3. Gore in sexual/kinky concepts. I'm a rabid horror fan and I do love a good gore party but I don't like it in these contexts. I'm fine with general torture in kinky stories, though, and fine with gore in any otheqr context.
If you're unsure if I'll be okay with something, don't hesitate to ask. I'll be upfront and honest, these are the three things I just need to get out of the way right now
If you're interested, hit me up on either my Twitter (@DepsurrelAD) or send me a note.
I reserve the right to cancel or reject a request at any time for any reason but if I do so I'll make sure to tell you.
As the title implies, I'm tentatively opening writing requests. I want to practice writing more but I'm nowhere near confident enough to open commissions for it, so this is a good middle ground for me at the time.
I'm willing to write most things. Obviously, I have a preference for bondaging monsters and being a meaniehead to them but if you want me to write a serious character piece I'm very much down for that. If you want to see the things I enjoy writing, look through the art in my gallery, even if most of them don't have stories attached, they follow the same general themes I enjoy.
Will NOT do
1. Filth of any kind in any context. I'm not going to judge but I'm easily grossed out by stuff like that.
2. Sex. I'm not even remotely capable in my ability to write sex period, let alone write it at all. Note that this applies to pretty much anything involving genitalia or stuff down there. I'm sorry, I just don't feel comfortable writing it and I don't want to disappoint.
3. Gore in sexual/kinky concepts. I'm a rabid horror fan and I do love a good gore party but I don't like it in these contexts. I'm fine with general torture in kinky stories, though, and fine with gore in any otheqr context.
If you're unsure if I'll be okay with something, don't hesitate to ask. I'll be upfront and honest, these are the three things I just need to get out of the way right now
If you're interested, hit me up on either my Twitter (@DepsurrelAD) or send me a note.
I reserve the right to cancel or reject a request at any time for any reason but if I do so I'll make sure to tell you.
Extent of content
Posted 2 years agoI wrote a story (quite a long one haha) and, while I'd love to share it with you all, it involves some pretty heavy themes (drowning, torture, HEAVY non-con) that may be uncomfortable for some people. I really want to post it, though, as I'm quite proud of it.
So, I have two ideas. I can make an alt account for the heavier, darker topics I enjoy, or I can just post them here. I don't want to do the latter unless I know people watching me won't mind if I post those things.
If you'd rather I make an alt for it, I'll do that instead.
Made a poll over on my Twitter.
https://twitter.com/DepsurrelAD/sta.....vDIEw&s=19
Thanks, y'all!
So, I have two ideas. I can make an alt account for the heavier, darker topics I enjoy, or I can just post them here. I don't want to do the latter unless I know people watching me won't mind if I post those things.
If you'd rather I make an alt for it, I'll do that instead.
Made a poll over on my Twitter.
https://twitter.com/DepsurrelAD/sta.....vDIEw&s=19
Thanks, y'all!
heads up
Posted 2 years agohey I deleted the spinogator endurance testing image because of some stuff I've learned related to my own boundaries and what I'm comfortable with and I'm not really comfortable with bondage and stuff involving my sona
that's all thanks have a good day and hug your nearest monster
that's all thanks have a good day and hug your nearest monster