Nice
Posted 5 months agoNice quantity of watch
also if you happen to stumble on it would any of you tell me what or why you decided to watch me ?
also if you happen to stumble on it would any of you tell me what or why you decided to watch me ?
Polymanga 2023
Posted a year agoScared, stressed and frightened
I had all that on Friday when I went to try to sleep because the next day I was going to meet some french furry for the first time
The reason why it made me so stressed is that it was last year also in polymanga where I told myself that I had to start moving especially after meeting tachmallow
All day long I was stressed out but despite everything I kept on talking and interacting with everyone
And to see everyone listening to each other, talking, dancing, just interacting made me feel so much better
The day ends I go back with my friends and then finally alone at home I collapse in tears
of joy, of relief, filled with hope
In general I know that some people have post-convention depression but I don't have the depression of having to wait for the next opportunity, on the contrary I am full of hope to know why I keep going
Again this is extremely personal but posting this here as I know I will not lose this memory
I had all that on Friday when I went to try to sleep because the next day I was going to meet some french furry for the first time
The reason why it made me so stressed is that it was last year also in polymanga where I told myself that I had to start moving especially after meeting tachmallow
All day long I was stressed out but despite everything I kept on talking and interacting with everyone
And to see everyone listening to each other, talking, dancing, just interacting made me feel so much better
The day ends I go back with my friends and then finally alone at home I collapse in tears
of joy, of relief, filled with hope
In general I know that some people have post-convention depression but I don't have the depression of having to wait for the next opportunity, on the contrary I am full of hope to know why I keep going
Again this is extremely personal but posting this here as I know I will not lose this memory
First journal for a souvenir
Posted 2 years agoThis is a note to myself 15.07.2021 00:28
24 hours from when i finish this text i actually said to my friends that I'm a furry and that I'm part of the "weird" ones.
I never slept so well in a long time they probably have a lot of questions and I too :
What will happen with my relation with them
How will they act with me
Will they keep talking about furries as a disease
Is there other like me in my group of friends
how many did i lost by saying that
I always think of the worst possible outcome and i really hope especially this time that I'm wrong for all the answers
For anyone that might find this I don't know why but i needed to write about this to make a point and to write all my concerns question
24 hours from when i finish this text i actually said to my friends that I'm a furry and that I'm part of the "weird" ones.
I never slept so well in a long time they probably have a lot of questions and I too :
What will happen with my relation with them
How will they act with me
Will they keep talking about furries as a disease
Is there other like me in my group of friends
how many did i lost by saying that
I always think of the worst possible outcome and i really hope especially this time that I'm wrong for all the answers
For anyone that might find this I don't know why but i needed to write about this to make a point and to write all my concerns question