Drop the bombs
Posted a year agoYeah I have a lot of art to add, but I have to go and get FA links for everything as some of them are pretty big pieces, and some need resized, Please bare with me while I install more art in the future
Job Related Stress is Killer
Posted 4 years agoOkay so a bit of backstory. I was raised to never give up and to never lie. Both of those things I am glad my parents taught me to do and right now it sucks. My current work has me pinned in a bad spot as I am finding out. This past monday I suffered a mild concussion at work and did not think anything of it due to no immediate signs of a concussion nor immediate effects. Anyways didn't say anything to the company. left that day, went home and laid down till waking up at about 8:50 PM or so with a splitting headache and severe nausea. In any case now I have to file workman's comp for it, my boss is treating me like an absolute prick saying I'm trying to pull one over on him even though I've been there for over 2 years with no such accidents what so ever...
This whole ordeal is fucking killing me mentally and I just can't seem to catch a break with him or in general. Stress is through the roof, this persistent headache sucks, I can't really do anything for long periods of time and all around the whole week has just been killing me inside and out.
This whole ordeal is fucking killing me mentally and I just can't seem to catch a break with him or in general. Stress is through the roof, this persistent headache sucks, I can't really do anything for long periods of time and all around the whole week has just been killing me inside and out.
Isn't it odd
Posted 6 years agoI've been in an odd limbo of wanting to post a lot of random builds up on FA from games but at the same time I'm also not sure what to really do. Any ideas what people might want to see ( asides from porn? :P )
ART
Posted 6 years agoNew art on the way the wait how ever might be a while so Surprise when it does come around.
HealthCare
Posted 7 years agoBra... Are we fucking serious. The US government made the new "trumpcare" and it can basically leave me in a worse situation than I'm already in for health coverage... THE FUCK!... When did America turn to the piece of rancid shit that it is now?
Characters
Posted 7 years agoSo, I know it's really odd, but I want to make an aeromorph, or more mechanical anthro or something... It's more so I want to test my abilities in creativity, but I have no artistic skils and time to do such drawings. .3. Also, I've noticed a lot of really nice characters, but it's the way I want to do it, and I have no real way to draw it out because I have no scanner... Plus art programs are not my strongsuit...
A little about Me
Posted 7 years agoSo, I've never really been the kid who was liked. I was always the quiet one, had older, more "dull" interests and never really had many friends. Another thing, I've surprisingly only have had around 5 relationships as to compare to some others I know who have had like 20+. I've only ever had sex once, surprisingly, and that was with my current boyfriend. I've never drank, done drugs or smoked anything. I've nearly died and if I wasn't as heavy set and big boned like I am I wouldn't be here right now. I suppose I've always wanted a True Middle class child's life but realization has shown I've lived in poverty all my life and that I still do.
I have no idea...
Posted 7 years agoMEATLOAF with CHEESE and PIZZA SAUCE!!!...
Friends
Posted 7 years agoWhen you just wanna talk and hang out and your friends have someone else they'd rather be with... * heartbreak, then patchjob on heartbreak * I find them and annoy them in the best of ways...
Canada
Posted 7 years agoOkay, so we all know, those of us in the US and probably other countries around the world, that Trump has won the election. Yes it's a massive blow to those of us who really didn't want him, but my issue comes with the fact that I have a boyfriend who lives in Canada; yes it's far and yes it's expensive to go. My issues I see, in case I have to leave the US for reasons unknown currently, are that I have no passport, which is expensive considering I live in a commonwealth state. On the next part, moving all my stuff on a plane to Canada would cost at least $1000 or more. I suppose if nukes fall I may have to suffer for it...
Icon?
Posted 7 years agoThe longer I'm on FA, the more I'm realizing that I just need a damned Icon... The worst part is I just glance at works people do and it's a little too much for budget right now, so I'm kinda between a rock and a hard place right now... Meh, It should work out... eventually... hopefully later than never...
Musical Potato
Posted 7 years agoForgive earlier journal, I vent a lot... Anyways, heat + Humidity + good digital hardcore = lazy potato me... jk I'm just tired and music is keeping me wired right
Fun and Confusion?
Posted 7 years agoso, recently I've been on a watching binge, some for reasons not needing to be known, others are more for comic relief to my boring life. Though I also know I need to do a lot more with my page, this is really all I can do, mainly because I am not very good at art ( traditional ) and that i don't have any special programs for art at all. I have no skills with it, or really any format systems like music makers or flash, what so be it... I also tend to be reclusive, and not say much, and to the people, and or person who liked literally the only thing I made, thanks. Right now I just don't really know what to do, because of the issues going on right now with finances and not having a job, which fucking sucks, I really don't have much I can do. So, I am kinda wondering, if anyone sees this at all, what should I do? I am lost and I see everything and it's like I feel like, a small, microscopic spec on the face of the sun. I don't mean to be depressing. I feel camping may help with some kind of mental block I have, but I'm not entirely sure of what to really do...
Just kinda here
Posted 7 years agoI figure there's not much to be done here as I have more or less to start getting my life in order while also trying to get back into my art and such, though a good bit of it is not going to always be furry based, most is back-drop or action scene type stuff, even then not always that great. Also, do know that I will be using the Amorous Team's fursona maker to just put my characters out there, or versions of such there of ( this being I can not draw for the life of me anatomy or have the proper computer to run the programs for things as such ). so yeah, I figured I'd put this in for now so that anyone can know really that I am kinda just here. like a ghost for the time being...