Update: Rollercoaster of a year
Posted a year ago1) Hey how you doing? Im well
2) So this year I did my first furry con, Scoticon. Was really fun, going back against next year, 10/10
3) Also went to London Fur Meet for the first time, well over due lmao
4) Got several trips to Alton Towers planned along with other theme parks and other attractions, honestly im going to be much more busy this year than last
4.5) Work is going to be more slack so ill have more time off which is play into part 4 perfectly
5) House needs more repairs to make it presentable and sellable
6) Love me friends, love me family, love me furries
7) Ok i dont know what else to say, i usually like to make 10 bullet points but ive run out of steam
8) No seriously you can stop reading now, get out. We're done
9) Go! Leave!
10) GET OUTTA HERE!
2) So this year I did my first furry con, Scoticon. Was really fun, going back against next year, 10/10
3) Also went to London Fur Meet for the first time, well over due lmao
4) Got several trips to Alton Towers planned along with other theme parks and other attractions, honestly im going to be much more busy this year than last
4.5) Work is going to be more slack so ill have more time off which is play into part 4 perfectly
5) House needs more repairs to make it presentable and sellable
6) Love me friends, love me family, love me furries
7) Ok i dont know what else to say, i usually like to make 10 bullet points but ive run out of steam
8) No seriously you can stop reading now, get out. We're done
9) Go! Leave!
10) GET OUTTA HERE!
In regards to "The Bad Guys" A very NSFW post
Posted 2 years agoLook i know whats gonna happen. There's going to be a flood of Mr Wolf art and we're all going to wet our panties. Mine included. But lets get a few things straight!
He's clearly a god damn top, I mean a real aggressive top. Like daddies home type. Also he probably has a foreskin so get that right. Finally if you draw him with that growling smile expect bottom text like "alkdsjflksdjflkasdlkf jjmdalksvjlkawjflkdfjgl;ksadrjfio earwjfioawjfioeajvfgiojeaiogjioar".
Ok we all good now? Right artists, unleash the hounds.
He's clearly a god damn top, I mean a real aggressive top. Like daddies home type. Also he probably has a foreskin so get that right. Finally if you draw him with that growling smile expect bottom text like "alkdsjflksdjflkasdlkf jjmdalksvjlkawjflkdfjgl;ksadrjfio earwjfioawjfioeajvfgiojeaiogjioar".
Ok we all good now? Right artists, unleash the hounds.
Update: Here comes trouble and make mine a double!
Posted 2 years ago1) Hello i hope you are all well. Ive been good, just busy with work and life
2) Spooky time is drawing near. Look out your sweeties and wash your hands
3) After spooky time comes the xmas, god im looking forward to it! Need a nice winter lock in with hot coco and some snacks
4) The Jeb-Alpha rig is working a treat, PC is perfectly opitmized and running high end games! Now if only the games were working properly and not a rushed botch that would be smashing lol
5) Getting some spooky art and then some wholesome xmas stuff
6) Still working on the Fenlands Mythos, our unlucky sub-human Trapper is torturing himself behind the scenes and at this point I think the dude needs a hug
7) You all liked Mai's entrance so our bodybuilding mother is getting more work done
8) My friends are getting some lovin' too. You all make me what I am
9) Second life Jeb? Who knows, I finally learnt how to customize my avatar. Thats a good start. If i now find where to get my own skin and clothes from that would be awesome. Then I just need some wrestling animations/fun poses to hang out with. If I did get into SL I wouldnt just be a wrestler, id be a personality fur. Diving in and out, hanging around all over. Who knows?
10) The discord is running smoothly, we're getting larger and next year we got huge plans for it. If you interested in joining just watch for the link in my twitter or just DM me. Im sure you'll get onboard with it!
2) Spooky time is drawing near. Look out your sweeties and wash your hands
3) After spooky time comes the xmas, god im looking forward to it! Need a nice winter lock in with hot coco and some snacks
4) The Jeb-Alpha rig is working a treat, PC is perfectly opitmized and running high end games! Now if only the games were working properly and not a rushed botch that would be smashing lol
5) Getting some spooky art and then some wholesome xmas stuff
6) Still working on the Fenlands Mythos, our unlucky sub-human Trapper is torturing himself behind the scenes and at this point I think the dude needs a hug
7) You all liked Mai's entrance so our bodybuilding mother is getting more work done
8) My friends are getting some lovin' too. You all make me what I am
9) Second life Jeb? Who knows, I finally learnt how to customize my avatar. Thats a good start. If i now find where to get my own skin and clothes from that would be awesome. Then I just need some wrestling animations/fun poses to hang out with. If I did get into SL I wouldnt just be a wrestler, id be a personality fur. Diving in and out, hanging around all over. Who knows?
10) The discord is running smoothly, we're getting larger and next year we got huge plans for it. If you interested in joining just watch for the link in my twitter or just DM me. Im sure you'll get onboard with it!
Update: Hype Beast of the East
Posted 3 years ago1) Hello I hope you are well
2) Im good, ive been ok since last time. Just busy with work and networking like a boss
3) Yes im eating properly mum
4) Ill be getting more meaningful artwork soon. Stuff thats important to me...and porn
5) Still writing up lore for the Fenlands Mythos. Its gonna be dark and not the normal "Big himbo Jeb" life. But hey its what I like, dread and dispare.
6) Most importantly I want to try and branch out into VRchat and Second Life more. Ive dipped my toe into both and they seem fun but i wanna go deeper. VR Chat is great for talking to people and SL is great for creating content and photos. Also groups like the UWF seem to put on good shows. Not sure if id feel comfortable with that, im just getting my head on straight here. Bare in mind im a dumb wolf, i grow plants for a living.
7) Its been over a year since my big wobbler, also known as my opioid addiction and id like to thank everyone who stuck by me. Friends, family and loved ones. It was a pain but we pulled through. Fuck yeah
8) Covid is looking alot better, I had my first jab a month ago, second in June so hopefully i'll be in the clear. Even the furmeets are back on track now as we have arranged outdoor meets. We will be obeying all covid guidelines of course but im glad there's light at the end of this tunnel
9) Thank you all for your support and love. This has been a wild ride and i wouldnt pass it up for anything else
10) Much love to you all. See you in the discord (My server not like the chaos)
2) Im good, ive been ok since last time. Just busy with work and networking like a boss
3) Yes im eating properly mum
4) Ill be getting more meaningful artwork soon. Stuff thats important to me...and porn
5) Still writing up lore for the Fenlands Mythos. Its gonna be dark and not the normal "Big himbo Jeb" life. But hey its what I like, dread and dispare.
6) Most importantly I want to try and branch out into VRchat and Second Life more. Ive dipped my toe into both and they seem fun but i wanna go deeper. VR Chat is great for talking to people and SL is great for creating content and photos. Also groups like the UWF seem to put on good shows. Not sure if id feel comfortable with that, im just getting my head on straight here. Bare in mind im a dumb wolf, i grow plants for a living.
7) Its been over a year since my big wobbler, also known as my opioid addiction and id like to thank everyone who stuck by me. Friends, family and loved ones. It was a pain but we pulled through. Fuck yeah
8) Covid is looking alot better, I had my first jab a month ago, second in June so hopefully i'll be in the clear. Even the furmeets are back on track now as we have arranged outdoor meets. We will be obeying all covid guidelines of course but im glad there's light at the end of this tunnel
9) Thank you all for your support and love. This has been a wild ride and i wouldnt pass it up for anything else
10) Much love to you all. See you in the discord (My server not like the chaos)
Update: Midnight runs to pick up cat meds
Posted 3 years ago1) Hope 2021 is treating you all well
2) Art will be a bit mixed this year, quantity will drop but ill be getting more variety stuff so keep eyes peeled
3) Alot going on work wise so sorry if I go MIA for a while, this summer might be mad
4) Pandemic is still a thing so keep washing your hands, obey guidelines, get the jab, save lives, we're close to the end now so keep your shit together.
5) Buttz
Love you all
Jeb <3
2) Art will be a bit mixed this year, quantity will drop but ill be getting more variety stuff so keep eyes peeled
3) Alot going on work wise so sorry if I go MIA for a while, this summer might be mad
4) Pandemic is still a thing so keep washing your hands, obey guidelines, get the jab, save lives, we're close to the end now so keep your shit together.
5) Buttz
Love you all
Jeb <3
Update: Meat wagons and disco balls
Posted 3 years ago1: Hi how are you?
2: Im good thanks
3: new art incoming along with some summer stuff. Also himbos, everyone loves those
4: Im starting to creating my new writing/art project. The Fens Mythos. Its a series of art pieces/stories all linked around where I live, the Fenlands. Its a mix between horror and dark comedy and I explore the madness and desperation of a character I both love and tortore.
5: Thats all I have to say. Love you all
2: Im good thanks
3: new art incoming along with some summer stuff. Also himbos, everyone loves those
4: Im starting to creating my new writing/art project. The Fens Mythos. Its a series of art pieces/stories all linked around where I live, the Fenlands. Its a mix between horror and dark comedy and I explore the madness and desperation of a character I both love and tortore.
5: Thats all I have to say. Love you all
Update: The shit summer of 2020
Posted 3 years ago1) Yes im drinking
2) I hope you are all well
3) You know that Femboy Hooters meme? Its hot and all but I dont think femboys would make great waiters, idk, i dont think theyd turn half the time. Imagine waiting half an hour for one to take your order because they was too busy sucking some guys dick.
4) Save them pennies
5) Yes my penis really is that big, stop taking photos
6) Theres alot of talk about the UML (Ultimate Mating League). Yes it does seem like a sex fighting group. I dont know much about it, if its RP focused or just art focused but fuck it, now everyone's jumping on the wrestling train, choo choo!
7) What do you get if you cross an Elephant with a Rhino? 'Ell if I know.
8) VR rocks
9) You look lovely, did you do something different with your hair?
10) Eggs
2) I hope you are all well
3) You know that Femboy Hooters meme? Its hot and all but I dont think femboys would make great waiters, idk, i dont think theyd turn half the time. Imagine waiting half an hour for one to take your order because they was too busy sucking some guys dick.
4) Save them pennies
5) Yes my penis really is that big, stop taking photos
6) Theres alot of talk about the UML (Ultimate Mating League). Yes it does seem like a sex fighting group. I dont know much about it, if its RP focused or just art focused but fuck it, now everyone's jumping on the wrestling train, choo choo!
7) What do you get if you cross an Elephant with a Rhino? 'Ell if I know.
8) VR rocks
9) You look lovely, did you do something different with your hair?
10) Eggs
Update: The Great Poney Corony
Posted 4 years ago1) Wash your fucking hands
2) Hope youre all being safe and indoors
3) No im still working, idk how my job is necessary but it is
4) We're getting new stuff on the art front with some fun little stories and jokes, japes and other J words
5) You may have noticed a little shitposting series im calling "Maintenance man" where Trapper gets hit on by buff people in a gym. If you wanna feature in this then let me know. Can be NSFW or just comically flirty, I dont care really.
6) Oh boy am I glad I didnt get Con tickets now
7) I really hope youre all ok, this year is gonna suck and we cant promise 2021 will be any better but keep safe ok little beans
8) Also you all smell
9) Shit! I had a wedding I was going to in July. Bet thats called off now, fucking brill. Was gonna get wasted but now ill just have to sit at home eating Sweet Corn and dying
10) I dont want 2020 added to my age, I didnt use the year
2) Hope youre all being safe and indoors
3) No im still working, idk how my job is necessary but it is
4) We're getting new stuff on the art front with some fun little stories and jokes, japes and other J words
5) You may have noticed a little shitposting series im calling "Maintenance man" where Trapper gets hit on by buff people in a gym. If you wanna feature in this then let me know. Can be NSFW or just comically flirty, I dont care really.
6) Oh boy am I glad I didnt get Con tickets now
7) I really hope youre all ok, this year is gonna suck and we cant promise 2021 will be any better but keep safe ok little beans
8) Also you all smell
9) Shit! I had a wedding I was going to in July. Bet thats called off now, fucking brill. Was gonna get wasted but now ill just have to sit at home eating Sweet Corn and dying
10) I dont want 2020 added to my age, I didnt use the year
Update: Jeffery Dahmer has a Fursona
Posted 4 years ago1) Going in hard now with the first item, who the hell made Jeffery Dahmer a fursona? Who though "Hay you know serial killer Jeffery Dahmer? Yeah lets make him a possom!" like the fuck is that about? Worst of all hes kinda hot! Hes got a twink build but under the bloody shirt he's got muscles too! Who made him into a hunk I wanna blow loads over? Thats right I wanna blow a load inside Jeffery Dahmers fursona and make that a fucking tag away if you want.
2) Yes im fine, how are you?
3) Its been 9 weeks since I started getting help with my codine addiction and ive been off painkillers since then. Thank you all for your support as its helped me come through this, the worst time of my life. So again, you all rock <3
4) Yeah more art coming, gonna trail off now that winter is drawing in. Maybe a Christmas themed thing if I get the funds. If not then oh well
5) Hopefully will be getting VR this winter, depends on if my PC can run it. God know that im crap with PCs so its a wing and a pray
6) My discord! Yeah I made a discord group for myself and youre all invited! Just hit me up on twitter or somehow. Ill send ya a link and we can bork stuff! I made the discord so I can keep in touch with friends, help promote their art and content, help my friends network with people who otherwise would be under their radar. Its a multi purpose platform so I hope you all flock and have fun.
7) Streaming more on twitch. Mainly on Weekends and it'll be a mixed bag. I dont stream for long depending on the game but its always fun.
8) Still running the Norwich furmeets but we still need a permanent venue. Its hard finding a suitable venue due to pubs and clubs shutting down but we shall keep our eyes and ears open.
9) Brexit can just fuck off, im tired about it
10) UWU
2) Yes im fine, how are you?
3) Its been 9 weeks since I started getting help with my codine addiction and ive been off painkillers since then. Thank you all for your support as its helped me come through this, the worst time of my life. So again, you all rock <3
4) Yeah more art coming, gonna trail off now that winter is drawing in. Maybe a Christmas themed thing if I get the funds. If not then oh well
5) Hopefully will be getting VR this winter, depends on if my PC can run it. God know that im crap with PCs so its a wing and a pray
6) My discord! Yeah I made a discord group for myself and youre all invited! Just hit me up on twitter or somehow. Ill send ya a link and we can bork stuff! I made the discord so I can keep in touch with friends, help promote their art and content, help my friends network with people who otherwise would be under their radar. Its a multi purpose platform so I hope you all flock and have fun.
7) Streaming more on twitch. Mainly on Weekends and it'll be a mixed bag. I dont stream for long depending on the game but its always fun.
8) Still running the Norwich furmeets but we still need a permanent venue. Its hard finding a suitable venue due to pubs and clubs shutting down but we shall keep our eyes and ears open.
9) Brexit can just fuck off, im tired about it
10) UWU
Update: A serious talk
Posted 4 years agoSo I wanted to make a more serious update about things. I know lately ive been rather up and down so ill lay my cards on the table.
Since early April up until Late July Ive been using precipitation painkillers containing Codine. After a while I became addicted to them causing me to feel ill without them. About 3 weeks ago I went to see my GP and told them what was going on and go put on a drug abuse course. Im coming up to my fourth week now going cold turkey and its not be easy but its the most effect way of dealing with the problem. Ive been attending group meetings and seeing professional help. Ive also consoled in close friends and not so close friends who have been a rock to me. I am grateful to everyone for their support though this shitty time.
Im sorry to everyone who ive let down, Im sorry to everyone who i might have upset or drifted from. Im going to work on myself the best I can, i just need time and understanding. Thank you all for all your support over the years and I hope next time I make one of these updates it'll be on a more positive note.
Thank you all again, Im going to try to be the best wolf I can be.
Since early April up until Late July Ive been using precipitation painkillers containing Codine. After a while I became addicted to them causing me to feel ill without them. About 3 weeks ago I went to see my GP and told them what was going on and go put on a drug abuse course. Im coming up to my fourth week now going cold turkey and its not be easy but its the most effect way of dealing with the problem. Ive been attending group meetings and seeing professional help. Ive also consoled in close friends and not so close friends who have been a rock to me. I am grateful to everyone for their support though this shitty time.
Im sorry to everyone who ive let down, Im sorry to everyone who i might have upset or drifted from. Im going to work on myself the best I can, i just need time and understanding. Thank you all for all your support over the years and I hope next time I make one of these updates it'll be on a more positive note.
Thank you all again, Im going to try to be the best wolf I can be.
Update: Whats on the menu?
Posted 4 years ago1) LEGS!
2) More art coming but again, money is tight be bare with me
3) More furmeet stuff coming up too. We have big plans, limited time and limited venues so bare with us ok
4) Youre all smelly
5) More twitter fun with artists, meme lords and popufurs as I harass them
6) Check out my twitch channel. I play games and bork shit. Its gonna be lite fam
7) Yeah still working. Its hot and sucks but that is life
8) Turns out that Pumped Up Kicks is a song about a school shooting....let that sink in
9) Chris Chan watch 2020 will happen next me. Me, Chris and Snek will hide in a bush near his house and document his movements
10) Hay you think Trapper needs a big, strong and scary boyfriend? Like a Sergel business man who's business is actually organ harvesting/modern slavery/ racketeering? Well tough shit, its happening.
2) More art coming but again, money is tight be bare with me
3) More furmeet stuff coming up too. We have big plans, limited time and limited venues so bare with us ok
4) Youre all smelly
5) More twitter fun with artists, meme lords and popufurs as I harass them
6) Check out my twitch channel. I play games and bork shit. Its gonna be lite fam
7) Yeah still working. Its hot and sucks but that is life
8) Turns out that Pumped Up Kicks is a song about a school shooting....let that sink in
9) Chris Chan watch 2020 will happen next me. Me, Chris and Snek will hide in a bush near his house and document his movements
10) Hay you think Trapper needs a big, strong and scary boyfriend? Like a Sergel business man who's business is actually organ harvesting/modern slavery/ racketeering? Well tough shit, its happening.
A social experiment
Posted 5 years agoOk so I want to do a thing. Youre all gonna help me.
You know that cringy bulgy wulgy song? It goes "Rawr pounces on you uwu you so warm". I want people to flood my shouts section with a line from it. First person puts the first line, second does the second line and so on until we have the whole damn song on my shout section. Just do it, itll be funny.
Thanks fams
You know that cringy bulgy wulgy song? It goes "Rawr pounces on you uwu you so warm". I want people to flood my shouts section with a line from it. First person puts the first line, second does the second line and so on until we have the whole damn song on my shout section. Just do it, itll be funny.
Thanks fams
Update: Bulgy Wulgy
Posted 5 years ago1) Hope youre all ok
2) Yes christmas was long this year but im over the magic now
3) Youre looking well, did you lose weight?
4) Gots lots on this year what with the furmeets, my new twitch channel im starting up and loads of stuff. Busy busy busy wuffer
5) Fuck this Brexit bullshit
6) On a serious note this year im looking to reduce the amount of art I get. Im trying to save money up now for important things so ill be cutting back on expenses like comfort foods, bills and other shit. Sorry to any regular artist I use but April will be costly what with Tax, MOT, Insurance, bills apon bills. Im gonna need to adult properly
7) As I mentioned before I have a twitch channel ill be streaming on. Look in the bio for it or look me up under Jebadia101.
8) Ill also be working hard at my job this year before it all falls apart, not sure how much longer that place has got if im honest
9) Thats all I got
10) UwU
2) Yes christmas was long this year but im over the magic now
3) Youre looking well, did you lose weight?
4) Gots lots on this year what with the furmeets, my new twitch channel im starting up and loads of stuff. Busy busy busy wuffer
5) Fuck this Brexit bullshit
6) On a serious note this year im looking to reduce the amount of art I get. Im trying to save money up now for important things so ill be cutting back on expenses like comfort foods, bills and other shit. Sorry to any regular artist I use but April will be costly what with Tax, MOT, Insurance, bills apon bills. Im gonna need to adult properly
7) As I mentioned before I have a twitch channel ill be streaming on. Look in the bio for it or look me up under Jebadia101.
8) Ill also be working hard at my job this year before it all falls apart, not sure how much longer that place has got if im honest
9) Thats all I got
10) UwU
Jeb made a mistake
Posted 5 years agoOk so in the last hour we had a little oopsie moment.
A friend of mine was getting rid of a lot of his OCs for free, ones I assumed he drew. I took 6 pieces off him glady. I recently uploaded them and soon after got bombarded with messages from the actual artist who drew it. I took the art before he could report me and Ive tried to make amends. Im the first to admit to my mistakes and I wear them as a lesson to others. I hate art thieves, its sickening and hurts artists. So im hoping we can just move on from this. Im sorry to the people Ive let down and will try harder next time
Love Jebadia Blackwater
A friend of mine was getting rid of a lot of his OCs for free, ones I assumed he drew. I took 6 pieces off him glady. I recently uploaded them and soon after got bombarded with messages from the actual artist who drew it. I took the art before he could report me and Ive tried to make amends. Im the first to admit to my mistakes and I wear them as a lesson to others. I hate art thieves, its sickening and hurts artists. So im hoping we can just move on from this. Im sorry to the people Ive let down and will try harder next time
Love Jebadia Blackwater
Update: christmas time is coming
Posted 5 years ago1) hello losers, you look ugly as fuck
2) Why yes I did get that PC I always wanted, its flashy and goes woosh
3) Going to have a lot of time off soon so will be playing steam and Fallout 76
4) Yes Fallout 76 does have its flaws but at this point its either this or nothing
5) Get ready for Yiffmass and Happy Nude Deer
6) THESE COUNTRY ROADS TAKE ME HOME TO A PLACE WHERE I BELONG!
7) Bye
2) Why yes I did get that PC I always wanted, its flashy and goes woosh
3) Going to have a lot of time off soon so will be playing steam and Fallout 76
4) Yes Fallout 76 does have its flaws but at this point its either this or nothing
5) Get ready for Yiffmass and Happy Nude Deer
6) THESE COUNTRY ROADS TAKE ME HOME TO A PLACE WHERE I BELONG!
7) Bye
Update: Jeb needs money
Posted 6 years ago1) so after 10 years of using smart phones and an old iPad I've decided to save up for a PC. I got a friend who'll make it from scratch but the total is looking at £750 which is a fuck ton. So if you want to help out consider donating to my PayPal. Just ask in the notes section. Thanks if you do, I owe you a blowjob.
2) I'm also doing free crude child like drawings, send me a note and let's chat if you want one. Again, they're free but donations would be nice, even just a pound.
3) you all look lovely :)
2) I'm also doing free crude child like drawings, send me a note and let's chat if you want one. Again, they're free but donations would be nice, even just a pound.
3) you all look lovely :)
Update: summer is coming
Posted 6 years ago1) hello my children, please drink this Koolaid
2) working my butt off lately but will bring more furry nonessential madness coming your way
3) more buff Jebby art and wrestling stuff
4) More Jen stuff too! You might see her in the ring too, out off the office
5) hope you like Trapper because he got stuff too!
5.5) if not then suck my nuts
6) thanks to everyone for helping me these last few months
7) I'm now a apart of the NSFW Wrestling group! More coming later about it
8) no Kanya slavery is not a choice....
9) when did Africa by Tanto become such a huge me Every?
10) the Koolaid was poisoned....bye
2) working my butt off lately but will bring more furry nonessential madness coming your way
3) more buff Jebby art and wrestling stuff
4) More Jen stuff too! You might see her in the ring too, out off the office
5) hope you like Trapper because he got stuff too!
5.5) if not then suck my nuts
6) thanks to everyone for helping me these last few months
7) I'm now a apart of the NSFW Wrestling group! More coming later about it
8) no Kanya slavery is not a choice....
9) when did Africa by Tanto become such a huge me Every?
10) the Koolaid was poisoned....bye
The lie of family
Posted 6 years agoSo recently things IRL arent too great regarding my family. Ive been trying to come to terms with things but I know some of you have been asking about my recent attitudes and changes ive gone through so I though I'd give you all a little life lesson with a story. The lesson is this: family is a 6 letter word that doesnt mean shit.
Lets go back to the 80's, my father proposes to my mother. Now his mother, my grandmother Annie (who recently died) objects to the wedding. She literally rips the ring off her finger in protest. My granny never liked my mother but the wedding goes forward, 30 years later they have 3 boys, me being the youngest.
3 years ago grans health starts to go downhill, being 90 and riddled with cancer. On her last year her mind starts to break down too. She sees things, gets upset, delusions. My father is visiting her at her bungalow 4 times a day, more than her other children. My mother even visits her thinking she has finally accepted her as a daughter inlaw.
Then things get tense as my aunts begin accusing my mother (their sister in law) of threatening gran with talks of care homes and carers. Mum gets nasty texts about harrassement and police action over things that never happened.
Nan then goes to hospital for a month where shes told she cant be left alone and needs constant care. This is when she snapped and became afraid of death. She hated the home we put her in. She wanted to stay with us but my father said he couldnt work and care for her, it was impossible. Her other children couldnt make the commitments either. So she stayed in a home for 3 months. We visited her constantly. Then came the final nail.
Once she pasted away my grandmothers supposedly said that my mother threatened her in the home. "Im taking your son away from you, hes mine now" was what she apparently said. Obviously mum denied it and I trust her, shes not that sort of person. I firmly believe that nans mind went back to when mum and dad got married. However everyone else believed my gran and caused a massive rift. It tore our family apart from the funeral to the will reading. Even selling the house is like walking on egg shells.
My poor mother also has had her reputation destroyed and her marriage in question as now half the village seems to be questioning her relationship with my grandmother, a woman who I worshipped, a woman who showed me nothing but love. A woman who stabbed my own mother in the back for revenage.
So that's where im at now. A family ripped apart, a lie that will never be washed and a mother burnt by another mother. I can live not speaking to my cousins anymore if they'll be fake fools but this has taught me that family arent your friends.
My nans headstone is up now, and I dont know if Ill ever visit it
Lets go back to the 80's, my father proposes to my mother. Now his mother, my grandmother Annie (who recently died) objects to the wedding. She literally rips the ring off her finger in protest. My granny never liked my mother but the wedding goes forward, 30 years later they have 3 boys, me being the youngest.
3 years ago grans health starts to go downhill, being 90 and riddled with cancer. On her last year her mind starts to break down too. She sees things, gets upset, delusions. My father is visiting her at her bungalow 4 times a day, more than her other children. My mother even visits her thinking she has finally accepted her as a daughter inlaw.
Then things get tense as my aunts begin accusing my mother (their sister in law) of threatening gran with talks of care homes and carers. Mum gets nasty texts about harrassement and police action over things that never happened.
Nan then goes to hospital for a month where shes told she cant be left alone and needs constant care. This is when she snapped and became afraid of death. She hated the home we put her in. She wanted to stay with us but my father said he couldnt work and care for her, it was impossible. Her other children couldnt make the commitments either. So she stayed in a home for 3 months. We visited her constantly. Then came the final nail.
Once she pasted away my grandmothers supposedly said that my mother threatened her in the home. "Im taking your son away from you, hes mine now" was what she apparently said. Obviously mum denied it and I trust her, shes not that sort of person. I firmly believe that nans mind went back to when mum and dad got married. However everyone else believed my gran and caused a massive rift. It tore our family apart from the funeral to the will reading. Even selling the house is like walking on egg shells.
My poor mother also has had her reputation destroyed and her marriage in question as now half the village seems to be questioning her relationship with my grandmother, a woman who I worshipped, a woman who showed me nothing but love. A woman who stabbed my own mother in the back for revenage.
So that's where im at now. A family ripped apart, a lie that will never be washed and a mother burnt by another mother. I can live not speaking to my cousins anymore if they'll be fake fools but this has taught me that family arent your friends.
My nans headstone is up now, and I dont know if Ill ever visit it
Update: Walk into the garden of Edan and wash the sins
Posted 6 years ago1) hello my children, are you all full of sin?
2) yeah lots been going on, life is busy
3) networking more irl with friends as I grow out my furry paws
4) online I'm moving out too. I recently joined the NSWF wreslting group along with FWAR so will try to keep both parties happy and make new friends
5) imma sprayer operative now, so more work for me
6) I hate marmite
7) hopefully will be building a pc to do podcast on, stay tuned
8) hope you like seeing Trapper because he's gonna be in art too
9) more wrestling gay art too, chill out
10) Walk in the path of our Lord and feel his love wash over you my child
2) yeah lots been going on, life is busy
3) networking more irl with friends as I grow out my furry paws
4) online I'm moving out too. I recently joined the NSWF wreslting group along with FWAR so will try to keep both parties happy and make new friends
5) imma sprayer operative now, so more work for me
6) I hate marmite
7) hopefully will be building a pc to do podcast on, stay tuned
8) hope you like seeing Trapper because he's gonna be in art too
9) more wrestling gay art too, chill out
10) Walk in the path of our Lord and feel his love wash over you my child
Update: lambrini nights
Posted 6 years ago1: Hi everyone
2: Hope you all are well
3: Thanks for your support during my grandmothers passing. The funeral was fairly painful even though dad picked the saddest irish song in the world
4: Your mum looks nice
5: Im getting my PA1 and PA6. That means I can spray harmful chemicals at you all >:3
6: Im going to try and be more social in the fandom. I want to make calls too, get my voice out there
7: Stop calling me a popfur
8: Stop!
9: Im drinking right now
10: Bye Dotards
2: Hope you all are well
3: Thanks for your support during my grandmothers passing. The funeral was fairly painful even though dad picked the saddest irish song in the world
4: Your mum looks nice
5: Im getting my PA1 and PA6. That means I can spray harmful chemicals at you all >:3
6: Im going to try and be more social in the fandom. I want to make calls too, get my voice out there
7: Stop calling me a popfur
8: Stop!
9: Im drinking right now
10: Bye Dotards
Update: emotional clusterfuck
Posted 6 years ago1) sadly my beloved grandmother passed away on the 27-1-18 aaaaand I'm taking it a little badly. So I'm going to be a bit of an emotion clusterfuck for a while. Please bare with me, I'll stop crying like a baby sometime.
2) yeah yeah more art and porn. What's new
3) works fine stop asking
4) stop asking if I'm fine
5) gonna drive more and surround myself with friends
6) eat less junk food
7) I'm looking at far cry 5 and I look alot like the main villain....
8) might get a Nintendo switch
9) That wanker from school, he loves in Dubai now. You know him. You all had one
10) thank you. See you all later
2) yeah yeah more art and porn. What's new
3) works fine stop asking
4) stop asking if I'm fine
5) gonna drive more and surround myself with friends
6) eat less junk food
7) I'm looking at far cry 5 and I look alot like the main villain....
8) might get a Nintendo switch
9) That wanker from school, he loves in Dubai now. You know him. You all had one
10) thank you. See you all later
The passing of a loved one
Posted 6 years agoI'm sorry to say but on 27th of January 2018 my grandmother Annie passed away at the age of 90. She has been through alot, seen alot and battled alot but sadly she passed away surround by family in her sleep.
The past few months have been rough for us and your support during this time is that what kept me going. I'd like to thank you all and hope you can still be there for me during this sensitive time. I won't be as active for a little while so bear with me. Emotionally speaking I'm not even grieving that much
This has been something we all have been preparing for so I don't know. Maybe it will hit me out of nowhere.
Anyway thanks again.
Rest in peace Annie....you was a saint to us all
The past few months have been rough for us and your support during this time is that what kept me going. I'd like to thank you all and hope you can still be there for me during this sensitive time. I won't be as active for a little while so bear with me. Emotionally speaking I'm not even grieving that much
This has been something we all have been preparing for so I don't know. Maybe it will hit me out of nowhere.
Anyway thanks again.
Rest in peace Annie....you was a saint to us all
2017 in a nutshell
Posted 6 years ago1: Had some dank memes. Popular culture went down the shitter as our film stars were exposed as sexual predators and video game companies tried to fucked us like a pig in David Cameron's private quaters. It got so bad EA got their wrists slapped by Disney of all people.
2: Brexit pushed its way through like a turd stuck in my colon at boxing day but slowly it's making progress. What isn't however is Donald Trump as he quickly picks up the award for worst first day at a new job. After attacking everyone in power and firing more people than a canibal bbq his cabinet consists of him, a card board cut out of Mike Pence and the tea lady.
3: Some bad things happened as Isis scaled up their attacks but we stode strong. They can attack us all they want but we'll never be broken. Speaking of broken North Korea looks like it's breaking up as their leader looks like he's melting day by day.
And that's about it. I could talk about other stuff like MMF or climate change but for now this will do. Hope you all have a great 2018, you are the survivors now. Good luck
2: Brexit pushed its way through like a turd stuck in my colon at boxing day but slowly it's making progress. What isn't however is Donald Trump as he quickly picks up the award for worst first day at a new job. After attacking everyone in power and firing more people than a canibal bbq his cabinet consists of him, a card board cut out of Mike Pence and the tea lady.
3: Some bad things happened as Isis scaled up their attacks but we stode strong. They can attack us all they want but we'll never be broken. Speaking of broken North Korea looks like it's breaking up as their leader looks like he's melting day by day.
And that's about it. I could talk about other stuff like MMF or climate change but for now this will do. Hope you all have a great 2018, you are the survivors now. Good luck
Update: murry yiffmass 2017
Posted 6 years ago1. Hay hope Christmas went well. I ate too much and died
2. Got a cat now. Like a real one, not an OC or fuck slave. No a pet cat
3. Life is good. Hope your life is good
4. Stop crying
5. Lots of things planned. More art, hopefully suit for 2018 and more shameless smut and hook ups....im a white
6. Making big decisions in 2018 about friends, groups and loved ones. Won't all be good but needs to be done as my life is a mess
7. Always eat your greens
8. Love you all and this fandom
9. Be good
10. Choo Choo here comes the cuck train!
2. Got a cat now. Like a real one, not an OC or fuck slave. No a pet cat
3. Life is good. Hope your life is good
4. Stop crying
5. Lots of things planned. More art, hopefully suit for 2018 and more shameless smut and hook ups....im a white
6. Making big decisions in 2018 about friends, groups and loved ones. Won't all be good but needs to be done as my life is a mess
7. Always eat your greens
8. Love you all and this fandom
9. Be good
10. Choo Choo here comes the cuck train!
Update: I got bake off blues
Posted 6 years ago1) Hello again. Hope you're all getting spooky for Halloween and celebrating Jocktober
2) Liam left the bake off and now it's not worth watching. End off
3) Recently my work place got bought out by a huge origination but so far job cuts are the last thing they want to do. Hopefully my new overlords will be kinder than the last
4) Cuphead is pretty neat
5) Flex and work out more. Winter is coming so keep warm
6) Scary times are ahead
7) maybe more art is coming but not sure
8) Fursuit is in pipeline but I need a new shower and got bills to pay
9) Family wedding is coming up, send for help
10) love you all....except you
2) Liam left the bake off and now it's not worth watching. End off
3) Recently my work place got bought out by a huge origination but so far job cuts are the last thing they want to do. Hopefully my new overlords will be kinder than the last
4) Cuphead is pretty neat
5) Flex and work out more. Winter is coming so keep warm
6) Scary times are ahead
7) maybe more art is coming but not sure
8) Fursuit is in pipeline but I need a new shower and got bills to pay
9) Family wedding is coming up, send for help
10) love you all....except you