I give up on everything
Posted a week agoi give up. Everything suck.
My oc pony sucks, my drawing and art suck. My fanfic writing sucks and animation suck.
I am just a failure
My oc pony sucks, my drawing and art suck. My fanfic writing sucks and animation suck.
I am just a failure
new username
Posted 2 months agoI have been thinking lately about making a new username or making a whole new account here on FA since it seems not to be possible to change your current username on this site.
Only problem is, doesn't that goes against the TOS? Like having two accounts here?
Only problem is, doesn't that goes against the TOS? Like having two accounts here?
new things to come
Posted a year agoAs some of you my beloved mud loving followers noticed. My muddy pony artworks kinda slacking off alot lately. This is a little bit because of the monochrome works i putted lost of work and time in. But also i'm have plans to draw more stuff with my 3 oc pony characters (Belle Boue, Phosphor Flame and the new oc Oak Wood).
Most of the work wil not be WAM related or anything mud involding. Istead they wil be baed on the my oc's their own life, past life and living together.
That also includes lots more things wil be draw by meand stuff you never seen before of my works.
But don't worry i wil still draw a few messy and muddy artworks.
Most of the work wil not be WAM related or anything mud involding. Istead they wil be baed on the my oc's their own life, past life and living together.
That also includes lots more things wil be draw by meand stuff you never seen before of my works.
But don't worry i wil still draw a few messy and muddy artworks.
My animations
Posted a year agoBesides my drawing i also made small animations. Not necessery WAM (wet and messy) animations or fetish involded.
Most of the animations i made are some way back in 2018 and other recently a few months ago.
I am no profesional artist when it comes to making these animations. Most of the animations are kinda bad or just ot very well animated.
I finally came to the decision to share them and all i can say is simply enjoy.
Ofcourse if that site allowes them.
Most of the animations i made are some way back in 2018 and other recently a few months ago.
I am no profesional artist when it comes to making these animations. Most of the animations are kinda bad or just ot very well animated.
I finally came to the decision to share them and all i can say is simply enjoy.
Ofcourse if that site allowes them.
Request are closed
Posted 2 years agoRequest are now closed. I won't take anymore request.
Those who requested and i said 6 hours ago still get theirs. People who now ask for request i need to tell nope.
There wil be another time my request wil be re-opend. When i don't know.
Those who requested and i said 6 hours ago still get theirs. People who now ask for request i need to tell nope.
There wil be another time my request wil be re-opend. When i don't know.
Requests are open
Posted 2 years agoMy request are open again from 03/04 till 24/03
Moving back to Deviantart? Yes/No?
Posted 2 years agoAfter a while i was thinking to maybe move back to Deviantart and making a new account (again) and post my work their again.
But, what is holding me from DA are the fact i draw alot of NSFW too winch includes some arts that i can better not show their.
Also back when i was posting on DA even some work that where anything but fetish or even 100% SFW got somethimes removed with stupid reasons.
That is what really holding me back going to DA.
What should i do?
But, what is holding me from DA are the fact i draw alot of NSFW too winch includes some arts that i can better not show their.
Also back when i was posting on DA even some work that where anything but fetish or even 100% SFW got somethimes removed with stupid reasons.
That is what really holding me back going to DA.
What should i do?
artblock
Posted 2 years agoAs you noticed nothing new has come from me. No new art or somehting. I have an artblock and can't tell when i have again the mood to draw.
My oc is trash
Posted 3 years agoAfter a long time of thinking i finall made myself my own pony oc named: Belle Boue.
I knew from the start my oc was already trash. I still don't get how other people managed to get their oc's so popular. Is it because of the appearnce of their oc or the oc his/her backstory. OR is it because of all the commisions and request they make with their oc.
I see people making art of other people their oc's even i did the same some canon oc's. Still how and why?
My oc is generally trash because not much people seems to like him and known of it existence. Same as for me.
Often wish someone made art of my oc without i even need to commision or request a person.
I do have a backstory for my oc and alot more to give him character. But till now it seems all pointless and a waist of time.
I sometimes don't know it anymore...Somethimes my other oc was better and had more attention.
I knew from the start my oc was already trash. I still don't get how other people managed to get their oc's so popular. Is it because of the appearnce of their oc or the oc his/her backstory. OR is it because of all the commisions and request they make with their oc.
I see people making art of other people their oc's even i did the same some canon oc's. Still how and why?
My oc is generally trash because not much people seems to like him and known of it existence. Same as for me.
Often wish someone made art of my oc without i even need to commision or request a person.
I do have a backstory for my oc and alot more to give him character. But till now it seems all pointless and a waist of time.
I sometimes don't know it anymore...Somethimes my other oc was better and had more attention.
My art is still shit
Posted 3 years agoI usual don't put vent journals. But this time i really need to lose something. I draw now almost for 6 to 7 years and still my art sucks and doesn't get the attentntion i want.
People still ignoring my art and works. I don't even have many (active) followers to feel statified with.
I always wanted to become a little more known like people can say: hey you know that one artist he is good or look at his art.
But no i have been visiting alot of WAM, quicksand and even scat and poop servers and i have never ever seen any of my works appear in one of them.
So that means people ignore my art.
All i see are many other artist their works and mostly the best ones.
I still draw for fame and not for fun. Cause here is the point why i draw for fame and a name. I wanna do commisions but if no one likes my art i can't do commisions cause people ignore me or go to a better artist.
Also i am not planning to draw other things than only mud and scat.
I am not planning to draw other than ponies. Maybe here and there i do some furries or Sonic or others. But not much.
Somethimes i still wonder why i ever started drawing in the first place. It is still one of my iggest mysteries i have and never found the answer for.
Somethimes i can better go back. Back too...something...
Back then people atleast noticed me.
People still ignoring my art and works. I don't even have many (active) followers to feel statified with.
I always wanted to become a little more known like people can say: hey you know that one artist he is good or look at his art.
But no i have been visiting alot of WAM, quicksand and even scat and poop servers and i have never ever seen any of my works appear in one of them.
So that means people ignore my art.
All i see are many other artist their works and mostly the best ones.
I still draw for fame and not for fun. Cause here is the point why i draw for fame and a name. I wanna do commisions but if no one likes my art i can't do commisions cause people ignore me or go to a better artist.
Also i am not planning to draw other things than only mud and scat.
I am not planning to draw other than ponies. Maybe here and there i do some furries or Sonic or others. But not much.
Somethimes i still wonder why i ever started drawing in the first place. It is still one of my iggest mysteries i have and never found the answer for.
Somethimes i can better go back. Back too...something...
Back then people atleast noticed me.
Something new
Posted 3 years agoI am about to do something brand new. I gonna draw mud edits of Equestria Girls (only for now) because it is so much easier and less waste of time. And the end result is still very nice.
I never thought to actually give it a try. It looked mostly a bit silly to me.
Hopefully i can work with this new way of drawing.
I never thought to actually give it a try. It looked mostly a bit silly to me.
Hopefully i can work with this new way of drawing.
Requests closed
Posted 3 years agoRequests are closed
Request closed
Posted 3 years agoI wil close my request soon so if you wanna have a request send me now. I wil not take any request anymore on the annouced date you see here.
Request wil be closed at 25/12/2020
Request wil be closed at 25/12/2020
request rules
Posted 3 years agoHere are the rules for requests.
Request rules:
1. Only (can be updated) ponies and MLP FIM characters.
2. No blood, gore, torture, murder
3. No too much detailed clothing
4. I am a WAM artist this means i only draw (MLP) characters all covered messy or filthy.
5. If you request pls be no anon or background pony
Why not staying anon: I don't draw request for people if i dont know who they are. If you ask request in anon or background pony pls send me a PM.
Second reason is i like to stay in touch with those who asked request. I can't contact you if you are anon.
6. Foalcon is allowed
7. Do not keep asking me if your request is finished.
8. Keep in mind i'm still an amateur artist. The pony propotions wil not be 100% correct.
This request rules can be updated anytime.
Request rules:
1. Only (can be updated) ponies and MLP FIM characters.
2. No blood, gore, torture, murder
3. No too much detailed clothing
4. I am a WAM artist this means i only draw (MLP) characters all covered messy or filthy.
5. If you request pls be no anon or background pony
Why not staying anon: I don't draw request for people if i dont know who they are. If you ask request in anon or background pony pls send me a PM.
Second reason is i like to stay in touch with those who asked request. I can't contact you if you are anon.
6. Foalcon is allowed
7. Do not keep asking me if your request is finished.
8. Keep in mind i'm still an amateur artist. The pony propotions wil not be 100% correct.
This request rules can be updated anytime.
Back in action
Posted 3 years agoMy monthly break is finally over. This means back to drawing.
I might going to draw more than only ponies this time. And for those who like to request or art trades.
My request are back open.
I might going to draw more than only ponies this time. And for those who like to request or art trades.
My request are back open.
Big break
Posted 3 years agoI have decided i going to take a big break from all the drawing. You won't see any new works from me till then. Can't tell when i wil jump back in action but don't worry i wil be back with new messy, muddy filthy and maybe new drawings and things.
Request closed
Posted 3 years agoRequest are closed.
Those who asked requested me are still on my drawing list.
Those who asked requested me are still on my drawing list.
Hot wheather
Posted 6 years agoI can't draw a single thing in this heat it is not even summer yet and i'm almost melting of the heat.
Worser i can't concentrate with this hot wheather so you won't see not much of me if this keeps continue.
Unless it cools of or i buy myself a mobile airco.
Worser i can't concentrate with this hot wheather so you won't see not much of me if this keeps continue.
Unless it cools of or i buy myself a mobile airco.
A little bit dead but feeling alright
Posted 6 years agoI am allitle bit dead when it comes to drawing. I haven't draw a single thing and don't really feeling the urge to draw. Not i gonna quit but i feel much better.
It feels like no more depression and shit moments like: Why does no one likes my drawings or why does everyone ignore my work.
Or jelous feels like i see other here messy muddy works and i getting very jelous on them.
Don't feel those things anymore and i feel much better. The main reason is still 2 things:
1. inspiration
2. motivation (cause i'm a lazy ass)
3. time (Because drawing art cost time of your life)
But i din't quit i am just a little bit dead for now.
I wil draw again but not today or next week or evenn next month but someday.
ofcourse there is no one who is waiting for drawings from me or Someone who is asking himself: where is Nightdinner?
Or where he could be or when does he draw again and more...
But for now i feel good.
It feels like no more depression and shit moments like: Why does no one likes my drawings or why does everyone ignore my work.
Or jelous feels like i see other here messy muddy works and i getting very jelous on them.
Don't feel those things anymore and i feel much better. The main reason is still 2 things:
1. inspiration
2. motivation (cause i'm a lazy ass)
3. time (Because drawing art cost time of your life)
But i din't quit i am just a little bit dead for now.
I wil draw again but not today or next week or evenn next month but someday.
ofcourse there is no one who is waiting for drawings from me or Someone who is asking himself: where is Nightdinner?
Or where he could be or when does he draw again and more...
But for now i feel good.
Inspiration
Posted 6 years agoI am not dead or not quited messy artworks just out of ideas. I need inspiration but can't find any of it.
I did alot but everything looks the same. I still wanna stick with the messy ponies but after a while i made also my choice.
I wanted to focus on something new and i choose to focus on humans/anime characters getting muddy and messy but i have no inspiration.
I saw alot of works and drawings of other WAM artist and now i can't find myslef inspiration or ideas to draw humans or ponies all muddy.
It's like i am burned out from WAM ideas.
Maybe later i hopefully find some ideas and inspiration
Unless there are people who having some ideas to draw pm me.
I did alot but everything looks the same. I still wanna stick with the messy ponies but after a while i made also my choice.
I wanted to focus on something new and i choose to focus on humans/anime characters getting muddy and messy but i have no inspiration.
I saw alot of works and drawings of other WAM artist and now i can't find myslef inspiration or ideas to draw humans or ponies all muddy.
It's like i am burned out from WAM ideas.
Maybe later i hopefully find some ideas and inspiration
Unless there are people who having some ideas to draw pm me.
new focus
Posted 6 years agoI really got the feeling people are not intrested into seeing ponies getting muddy or messy. Most times i see people having more intrest in furries getting messy or humans or others. I see people having more intrest in seeing characters sinking away in quicksand or tar and just desapearing.
I don't like it that way not much. I rather seeing getting rescued out of the quicksand or tar. And i love to seeing them coming back out all coated up in mud or tar.
Everyone has ofcourse his intrests.
But here is my question: Should i qiut drawing ponies getting covered in mud and muck and focus more on furries and humans?
And more focus on qiucksand instead just drawing them in mud?
Maybe people wil notice me more cause i get the point my artworks getting ignored or hated.
Let me know?
I don't like it that way not much. I rather seeing getting rescued out of the quicksand or tar. And i love to seeing them coming back out all coated up in mud or tar.
Everyone has ofcourse his intrests.
But here is my question: Should i qiut drawing ponies getting covered in mud and muck and focus more on furries and humans?
And more focus on qiucksand instead just drawing them in mud?
Maybe people wil notice me more cause i get the point my artworks getting ignored or hated.
Let me know?
Winter break
Posted 6 years agoI gonna take a big break. I losing my intrest in WAM and get intrest in other things. But i might start back drawing after winter or not.
Back
Posted 6 years agoI am back. Got a while to think and to getting things done. Now i am back.
I stop drawing
Posted 6 years agoI think i made my final decesion i quit drawing. I can't take it anymore all the thing i draw or do are not good.
I made my choice for now i won't draw anymore anything.
I made my choice for now i won't draw anymore anything.
No more motivation
Posted 6 years agoI have no motivation anymore to draw a single thing. Why do i have no motivation. Here is why:
1. nobody seems to like my artwork
2. I am getting tired all my works (only wam) works getting downvoted on derpibooru.
3. Nobody supports me when i can use some.
4. I try and try to get it right and i try to improve but it seems nothing is perfect what i do.
5. I don't get when other people draw ponies in mud or all covered in mud they really like those and not my works.
6. If i ask for some help i get never get help.
7. If i ask for critisme i would like it very well you tell me what are your thoughts about my work and just no fave it.
8. I getting tired to vent and making myself angry all the time.
9. I maybe realize myself drawing is not my thing even i came so far it seems my ponies still suck.
10. I might be just lazy too draw.
1. nobody seems to like my artwork
2. I am getting tired all my works (only wam) works getting downvoted on derpibooru.
3. Nobody supports me when i can use some.
4. I try and try to get it right and i try to improve but it seems nothing is perfect what i do.
5. I don't get when other people draw ponies in mud or all covered in mud they really like those and not my works.
6. If i ask for some help i get never get help.
7. If i ask for critisme i would like it very well you tell me what are your thoughts about my work and just no fave it.
8. I getting tired to vent and making myself angry all the time.
9. I maybe realize myself drawing is not my thing even i came so far it seems my ponies still suck.
10. I might be just lazy too draw.