Hey Everybody/ Potential for Comms/YCHs
Posted 2 weeks agoHey all! It's me again, Vinny! Sorry I've been away for a while again, I know I tend to come in and out of the fandom pretty frequently, so thank you to everyone that's sticking around and enjoying my pictures ^^! I never really leave, I do still knock around, I just stay quiet for long periods of time. Which stinks because being a part of, and engaging with the fandom brings me a ton of happiness and I'm such a silly fox to ignore it! I tend to slip into depressive states pretty easily, and I've found out that I can easily talk myself out of just about anything, even if I know in my heart it's the right thing to do, even if it's something that I really really wanna do. Lately I have sought out professional help in order to better deal with my depressive states. I can be very prideful, and I wanted to try to tackle my problems my own, but some things are bigger than just you I suppose. I know it's not a quick or overnight fix, but I'm getting to the point where I can keep myself consistently happy and I'm beginning to feel like my old self from years ago. Biggest thing I've achieved so far is significantly reducing the amount that I drink. That specifically has been a nasty little habit that's followed me around for years, and it wasn't until I tapered back bigtime that I realized just how much of a wet blanket that shit can be. Seems fun at first in the moment, but doing it day in and day out for a long time really trashes so much of what made me, me. Not to mention the associated health risks.....Eh I could write a whole journal about just that alone, but we'll move on to happier topics ^^.
Uhm, I really appreciate all the attention you guys have been giving me the last few days, and it's super reinforcing to see how much people like my stuff ^^. Given me enough confidence to take the next step I suppose, and start opening myself up more as an artist for hire. You see, I know times are tough for everybody right now, the dollar just doesn't stretch near as much as it used to. So, while my back isn't exactly against the wall in terms of finances and supporting myself, a little extra really could go a long way in helping me out. So I've been kind of pondering ideas on how to better market myself as an artist. Of course, just being around and consistently churning out art is a great way to build rapport in the community, I've been thinking more about how I could open up for people. Of course, commissions are always an option, and I'm usually always open for those (I am now if anyone is curious)! But I know that YCH's are popular as well so I've been thinking about turning to those more as an option too. Those would be a bit easier I imagine, because there's already an idea presented to anyone interested, and for me as the artist, it would be just plugging in characters to spots and filling in the rest.
So I guess my question is, would anybody be interested in that? I've got a few pictures lined up that I think would make good potential YCH's, kind of like a test run I guess to see if there's interest there. Some of them involving multiple characters, and some one off pictures as well. I'm thinking of doing them just flat priced to start before I try anything like auctions or the such.
Let me know! I'd love to get a little feedback before I jump headlong into it.
Stay safe out there everyone, it's a crazy world!
Uhm, I really appreciate all the attention you guys have been giving me the last few days, and it's super reinforcing to see how much people like my stuff ^^. Given me enough confidence to take the next step I suppose, and start opening myself up more as an artist for hire. You see, I know times are tough for everybody right now, the dollar just doesn't stretch near as much as it used to. So, while my back isn't exactly against the wall in terms of finances and supporting myself, a little extra really could go a long way in helping me out. So I've been kind of pondering ideas on how to better market myself as an artist. Of course, just being around and consistently churning out art is a great way to build rapport in the community, I've been thinking more about how I could open up for people. Of course, commissions are always an option, and I'm usually always open for those (I am now if anyone is curious)! But I know that YCH's are popular as well so I've been thinking about turning to those more as an option too. Those would be a bit easier I imagine, because there's already an idea presented to anyone interested, and for me as the artist, it would be just plugging in characters to spots and filling in the rest.
So I guess my question is, would anybody be interested in that? I've got a few pictures lined up that I think would make good potential YCH's, kind of like a test run I guess to see if there's interest there. Some of them involving multiple characters, and some one off pictures as well. I'm thinking of doing them just flat priced to start before I try anything like auctions or the such.
Let me know! I'd love to get a little feedback before I jump headlong into it.
Stay safe out there everyone, it's a crazy world!
FA Birthday
Posted 4 months agoDidn't even notice until now, but yesterday made it 13 years since I joined FA.
13 years in the fandom baby, and we're just now hitting our stride. Just wait and see what VinnyFox has up his sleeve next, you'll love it I guarantee.
Happy FA Birthday to me ^^
13 years in the fandom baby, and we're just now hitting our stride. Just wait and see what VinnyFox has up his sleeve next, you'll love it I guarantee.
Happy FA Birthday to me ^^
Merry Christmas!
Posted 5 months agoMerry Christmas Everybody! I'm not feeling particularly merry this year, but that's no reason to not spread some good vibes and cheer around!
I hope everyone is having a very happy holiday whether you're with family or friends or partners, or toughing it alone out there! Merry Christmas to YOU, from a very cheerful little red fox! I hope you're all happy, and merry, and that you all got the presents you wanted! My heart goes out to everyone this year, I know I haven't been super active but I appreciate all the attention you guys give me. Next year is gonna be better, just you wait and see!
Merry Christmas everybody, see you soon, and be sure to....
I hope everyone is having a very happy holiday whether you're with family or friends or partners, or toughing it alone out there! Merry Christmas to YOU, from a very cheerful little red fox! I hope you're all happy, and merry, and that you all got the presents you wanted! My heart goes out to everyone this year, I know I haven't been super active but I appreciate all the attention you guys give me. Next year is gonna be better, just you wait and see!
Merry Christmas everybody, see you soon, and be sure to....
New Twitter Account! Please Follow!
Posted 9 months agoHey all, it's been a long time hasn't it? Sorry about that, things have been kind of tough lately, and it's been keeping me away from drawing. I'll keep this short, mostly because I had a nice big journal explaining all that's been going on, just as a way for me to vent, but then FA deleted it right when I went to post so. I'm not typing all that shit again, it took way too long man.
The brief of it is, I've gone and made a new Twitter account (I guess Twitter is called X now? w/e). It's been something I've been meaning to do for a long time, as my old one doesn't feel like a good fit anymore. It's a bit old and it was made by someone that I'm just not anymore. Vinny's a different Vinny now so to say. Anyway, I want to share more of my art with more people and my old account never did feel right, so I think it's best just to start over from square one. So if you like my pictures and you'd like to see even more, I'd really love ya if you'd go follow me on my new account. I'd love to post all of my stupid little doodles and sketches that never see the light of day here due to completeness. It'd be a real confidence booster and give me encouragement to keep going.
My new account is:
https://twitter.com/vinnyfoxarts
Please go follow me there! It'd mean a ton! I'll follow you back ^^
The brief of it is, I've gone and made a new Twitter account (I guess Twitter is called X now? w/e). It's been something I've been meaning to do for a long time, as my old one doesn't feel like a good fit anymore. It's a bit old and it was made by someone that I'm just not anymore. Vinny's a different Vinny now so to say. Anyway, I want to share more of my art with more people and my old account never did feel right, so I think it's best just to start over from square one. So if you like my pictures and you'd like to see even more, I'd really love ya if you'd go follow me on my new account. I'd love to post all of my stupid little doodles and sketches that never see the light of day here due to completeness. It'd be a real confidence booster and give me encouragement to keep going.
My new account is:
https://twitter.com/vinnyfoxarts
Please go follow me there! It'd mean a ton! I'll follow you back ^^
Comms?
Posted a year agoLet's get that old sad journal knocked off the page, and replace it with something a bit more upbeat!
I've had several people over the last month inquire about commissions. I honestly don't have a system in place yet, but money is kind of tight and anything would help. I'd prefer to keep it simple and do things like sketches or linework, as I feel that's what I'm best at, but we can discuss anything you'd want really in terms of completeness. I dont have a price sheet right now, but I'd keep things affordable. So let me know I suppose, because I'm curious myself to see what people think. Thanks guys!
I've had several people over the last month inquire about commissions. I honestly don't have a system in place yet, but money is kind of tight and anything would help. I'd prefer to keep it simple and do things like sketches or linework, as I feel that's what I'm best at, but we can discuss anything you'd want really in terms of completeness. I dont have a price sheet right now, but I'd keep things affordable. So let me know I suppose, because I'm curious myself to see what people think. Thanks guys!
Not feeling too great
Posted a year agoHey all, what's up?
Let me start by saying "thank you" to all who went and gave me a watch on my secondary account goodgollygosh. It means a lot to me that people are willing to take a look at all of my art, instead of just what's here. If you haven't yet, please go give me a watch over there! There's not much there yet, and I don't really have a direction I want to take the account yet, but it's where all my non-kink art is gonna go. Not safe for work mind you, but non-kink.
Secondly, I plan to start using my Twitter more. I want to use twitter to post more sketches and doodles that otherwise just wouldn't fit here in the main gallery, even in scraps. I'll post all my work over there basically, from sketches to finalized pieces. I just think it would be a cool thing to do to let me share my art more frequently, and allow you all to see what images may be coming up in the future. Ulitmately it's just more eye candy for you guys, so if you'd go and follow me there, I'd really appreciate it ^^! My account is: https://twitter.com/CrinkleVins
And now for the meat of the issue and original point of the journal. This whole last month or month-and-a-half really hasn't been going great. Outside stressors (work, finances, familial issues, etc.) have been taking their toll on me and driven me down a dark and bad pathway. Vinny, the character, is an outgoing, exuberant, bombastic little fellow. Vinny, the person, is a grumpy, mean, and sometimes nasty little person who has a tendency to drink way too damn much. It's gone way past the point where it should, and it's caused me to do some awful things to special people and make horrible decisions. There's lots to say there, but ultimately it's feeding into the cycle of misery and making it all the more worse. So I wanna break it. I need to break it, there's no other choice but to break the cycle of misery and become the Vinny that I want to, and I honestly need to be. It's not easy, I think a lot of us can agree we live in a pretty crapsack state of things right now in the US and the world, there's a lot to get sad, upset, angry, and all that about. But my life, personally, isn't that bad off. Good job, good family, an amazing mate, and a roof over my head. There's no reason to feed addictions the way I do, it's just that it's been going on for so long that's it's become and old habit. And those tend to die hard. But they've got to die. Going forward like this isn't much of an option anymore, because I'm just not the Vinny I want to be anymore. I want Vinny the fox and Vinny the person to be one-and-the same, or as close to that as possible. To be the best Vinny I can be so to speak. The Vinny I am now, and have been, needs to go away, so the Vinny I need to be can take his place. The only way to make that happen is to take strides in that direction, things are only going to change whenever I decide they will.
So, you know, one of the things I do turn to to make myself feel better is my pictures, my art. It really does help make me feel better even to just knock a simple 5 minute sketch out. It makes me happy to sit down and draw for hours and hours and hours like I do. I've been really pouring myself into my art over the last couple of months, because I want to see just how good I can become as an artist. Not for anybody else, but for my own personal gain. Just because I want to.It's something I can be passionate about and dump lots of my free time into! However, my bad habits infest my art, as I usually indulge myself while drawing. And sometimes yeah, it helps, but ultimately I've noticed that its become more and more distracting, especially if I've gotten up to drinking. If that happens, my focus and skill shoot through the floor, and I don't really get much done. Just another log to stack onto the "Why Vinny needs to stop" pile. Since that's been going on recently, I haven't had much to share. I've been working on lots, but none of it is really finished or in a state I can really show off you know? Just a bunch of half-finished sketches and projects. But there's a few images I'm polishing up right now that I plan to post in a little bit. About 5 or so images I believe. They all put a smile to my face, and I hope they do to yours as well. I kind of don't want to post them, as I wanted them to be fully completed by the time I posted them, but I enjoy posting when I can, and it's always nice to hear the feedback from people, it really helps pick up my day and keep me motivated! Which is what this journal is about! Motivation and how to keep it chugging along, so that I can start walking down a happier path than the one I'm on. It also goes without saying but "Thank you! From the bottom of my little heart!" for all those watches, and faves, and especially comments on everything! I get a ton of those, so it's hard to get back to everybody! But all the attention is deeply appreciated, and honestly I can't thank you all enough <3
Sorry for the blog, but that's what the journals are for! I don't have many I can talk to about this. It's hard for me to open up, I really don't do it that often. Which is another part of my personality I need to change as well. I was a quiet kid, and now I'm a quiet adult. If I were to open up more emotionally more often, I wouldn't need to turn to such destructive habits to fill a void that honestly has no business being there in the first place.
Anybody who has read this far, thank you so much! It means a ton to me! And lookout in a little for some new pictures I'm going to drop soon. I believe they're some cute little ideas I've come up with, so I hope everyone enjoys! Thank you everybody!
Let me start by saying "thank you" to all who went and gave me a watch on my secondary account goodgollygosh. It means a lot to me that people are willing to take a look at all of my art, instead of just what's here. If you haven't yet, please go give me a watch over there! There's not much there yet, and I don't really have a direction I want to take the account yet, but it's where all my non-kink art is gonna go. Not safe for work mind you, but non-kink.
Secondly, I plan to start using my Twitter more. I want to use twitter to post more sketches and doodles that otherwise just wouldn't fit here in the main gallery, even in scraps. I'll post all my work over there basically, from sketches to finalized pieces. I just think it would be a cool thing to do to let me share my art more frequently, and allow you all to see what images may be coming up in the future. Ulitmately it's just more eye candy for you guys, so if you'd go and follow me there, I'd really appreciate it ^^! My account is: https://twitter.com/CrinkleVins
And now for the meat of the issue and original point of the journal. This whole last month or month-and-a-half really hasn't been going great. Outside stressors (work, finances, familial issues, etc.) have been taking their toll on me and driven me down a dark and bad pathway. Vinny, the character, is an outgoing, exuberant, bombastic little fellow. Vinny, the person, is a grumpy, mean, and sometimes nasty little person who has a tendency to drink way too damn much. It's gone way past the point where it should, and it's caused me to do some awful things to special people and make horrible decisions. There's lots to say there, but ultimately it's feeding into the cycle of misery and making it all the more worse. So I wanna break it. I need to break it, there's no other choice but to break the cycle of misery and become the Vinny that I want to, and I honestly need to be. It's not easy, I think a lot of us can agree we live in a pretty crapsack state of things right now in the US and the world, there's a lot to get sad, upset, angry, and all that about. But my life, personally, isn't that bad off. Good job, good family, an amazing mate, and a roof over my head. There's no reason to feed addictions the way I do, it's just that it's been going on for so long that's it's become and old habit. And those tend to die hard. But they've got to die. Going forward like this isn't much of an option anymore, because I'm just not the Vinny I want to be anymore. I want Vinny the fox and Vinny the person to be one-and-the same, or as close to that as possible. To be the best Vinny I can be so to speak. The Vinny I am now, and have been, needs to go away, so the Vinny I need to be can take his place. The only way to make that happen is to take strides in that direction, things are only going to change whenever I decide they will.
So, you know, one of the things I do turn to to make myself feel better is my pictures, my art. It really does help make me feel better even to just knock a simple 5 minute sketch out. It makes me happy to sit down and draw for hours and hours and hours like I do. I've been really pouring myself into my art over the last couple of months, because I want to see just how good I can become as an artist. Not for anybody else, but for my own personal gain. Just because I want to.It's something I can be passionate about and dump lots of my free time into! However, my bad habits infest my art, as I usually indulge myself while drawing. And sometimes yeah, it helps, but ultimately I've noticed that its become more and more distracting, especially if I've gotten up to drinking. If that happens, my focus and skill shoot through the floor, and I don't really get much done. Just another log to stack onto the "Why Vinny needs to stop" pile. Since that's been going on recently, I haven't had much to share. I've been working on lots, but none of it is really finished or in a state I can really show off you know? Just a bunch of half-finished sketches and projects. But there's a few images I'm polishing up right now that I plan to post in a little bit. About 5 or so images I believe. They all put a smile to my face, and I hope they do to yours as well. I kind of don't want to post them, as I wanted them to be fully completed by the time I posted them, but I enjoy posting when I can, and it's always nice to hear the feedback from people, it really helps pick up my day and keep me motivated! Which is what this journal is about! Motivation and how to keep it chugging along, so that I can start walking down a happier path than the one I'm on. It also goes without saying but "Thank you! From the bottom of my little heart!" for all those watches, and faves, and especially comments on everything! I get a ton of those, so it's hard to get back to everybody! But all the attention is deeply appreciated, and honestly I can't thank you all enough <3
Sorry for the blog, but that's what the journals are for! I don't have many I can talk to about this. It's hard for me to open up, I really don't do it that often. Which is another part of my personality I need to change as well. I was a quiet kid, and now I'm a quiet adult. If I were to open up more emotionally more often, I wouldn't need to turn to such destructive habits to fill a void that honestly has no business being there in the first place.
Anybody who has read this far, thank you so much! It means a ton to me! And lookout in a little for some new pictures I'm going to drop soon. I believe they're some cute little ideas I've come up with, so I hope everyone enjoys! Thank you everybody!
New Account
Posted a year agoSo before anybody gets scared, let me preface with this:
I'M NOT LEAVING THIS ACCOUNT
However, it's come to my attention that it's necessary to open up a second gallery for artworks of mine that don't cater to the kinkier side of the fandom that I'm used to catering to. As I grow and develop as an artist, I find that I like to draw more and more things outside of what this account usually deals with. Until now, this account has been a dumping ground for everything I draw, but as I try to develop myself more professionally, I'd like to separate my two galleries, that way I can help to satisfy two sides of the fandom without having to worry about scaring people away with diapers and shit and diaper shit.
My new account is here: goodgollygosh. There's nothing there yet, but I intend to make its gallery just as populated and popular as the one here. Just with not kink art. I intend to develop and post more there, as things go along.
That's about it! All I ask is that if you really like my art, and you want to see more, please go follow me at goodgollygosh. It's my new account for ""safer"" style art. I'll be posting there soon, I promise! I just set it up 5 minutes ago haha
Stay tooned everyone!
I'M NOT LEAVING THIS ACCOUNT
However, it's come to my attention that it's necessary to open up a second gallery for artworks of mine that don't cater to the kinkier side of the fandom that I'm used to catering to. As I grow and develop as an artist, I find that I like to draw more and more things outside of what this account usually deals with. Until now, this account has been a dumping ground for everything I draw, but as I try to develop myself more professionally, I'd like to separate my two galleries, that way I can help to satisfy two sides of the fandom without having to worry about scaring people away with diapers and shit and diaper shit.
My new account is here: goodgollygosh. There's nothing there yet, but I intend to make its gallery just as populated and popular as the one here. Just with not kink art. I intend to develop and post more there, as things go along.
That's about it! All I ask is that if you really like my art, and you want to see more, please go follow me at goodgollygosh. It's my new account for ""safer"" style art. I'll be posting there soon, I promise! I just set it up 5 minutes ago haha
Stay tooned everyone!
Dilemma
Posted a year agoFirst of all, Merry Christmas everybody!
Second of all, after posting my recent set of pictures, I gained a small handful of watchers, and after looking through those profiles, it seems some people may not have realized that this IS/ a fetish/kink account. Featuring primarily, omorashi, watersports, scat, and most of all, diapers. This is of course, not everybody's cup of tea, and when I DO post that kind of stuff, like I'm going to do in a little bit, I expect to lose a fair amount of them. I'll get more I know, but it hurts to see people go.
I certainly do appreciate it whenever I get a watch, it means a ton to me that you hit that button. It's the "I want to see more of your shit" button. As I post more and grow as an artist, I do find myself wanting to draw stuff outside of the realm of this account. Stuff that's not kinky. And of course what I draw I'd like to share. So, within the week or so, I'll probably open up a second gallery for my more "normal" art. While not always SFW, it will be free of the kinds of things that usually turn folks away. That way I can hopefully open up another avenue to showcase my stuff without having to worry about it. I'll hold this account of course, but it'll become the dedicated kink account.
Other than that, I'm gonna be posting in a few minutes, so stay tooned!
Second of all, after posting my recent set of pictures, I gained a small handful of watchers, and after looking through those profiles, it seems some people may not have realized that this IS/ a fetish/kink account. Featuring primarily, omorashi, watersports, scat, and most of all, diapers. This is of course, not everybody's cup of tea, and when I DO post that kind of stuff, like I'm going to do in a little bit, I expect to lose a fair amount of them. I'll get more I know, but it hurts to see people go.
I certainly do appreciate it whenever I get a watch, it means a ton to me that you hit that button. It's the "I want to see more of your shit" button. As I post more and grow as an artist, I do find myself wanting to draw stuff outside of the realm of this account. Stuff that's not kinky. And of course what I draw I'd like to share. So, within the week or so, I'll probably open up a second gallery for my more "normal" art. While not always SFW, it will be free of the kinds of things that usually turn folks away. That way I can hopefully open up another avenue to showcase my stuff without having to worry about it. I'll hold this account of course, but it'll become the dedicated kink account.
Other than that, I'm gonna be posting in a few minutes, so stay tooned!
Hey Everybody
Posted a year agoHey guys and girls, what's up?
I just want to take a second to thank all of you that take the time to favorite, watch, and comment my stuff. Most of the stuff I upload is sketches and drawings I've drawn over the last 2-3 years but I've never had the confidence to post, because I felt my art was lacking in quality. But now I feel like I've advanced past that worry, my art is finally good enough to show out. (self confidence issues, yeah?) For me, inking is the next logical step after sketching, and I enjoy it immensely. It's the first part of the picture where everything really starts coming together, and it's a good point to draw motivation from. I like all of the pictures that I draw, but only some will advance to full render stage, ya know?
I hope you guys don't mind if I upload uncolored, unfinished sketches and pictures. Most of the artwork I post I want to color, but not all will make the cut. I've literally got thousands images to choose from
I can already tell you guys and gals enjoy what I post, so all I can say is...
Stay tooned, and just enjoy!
I just want to take a second to thank all of you that take the time to favorite, watch, and comment my stuff. Most of the stuff I upload is sketches and drawings I've drawn over the last 2-3 years but I've never had the confidence to post, because I felt my art was lacking in quality. But now I feel like I've advanced past that worry, my art is finally good enough to show out. (self confidence issues, yeah?) For me, inking is the next logical step after sketching, and I enjoy it immensely. It's the first part of the picture where everything really starts coming together, and it's a good point to draw motivation from. I like all of the pictures that I draw, but only some will advance to full render stage, ya know?
I hope you guys don't mind if I upload uncolored, unfinished sketches and pictures. Most of the artwork I post I want to color, but not all will make the cut. I've literally got thousands images to choose from
I can already tell you guys and gals enjoy what I post, so all I can say is...
Stay tooned, and just enjoy!
I've got a Twitter account that I'd love to gain some more traction on. Since I've been posting again, I've found a whole bunch of drawings and sketches that have no realistic expectation of being finished (or being finished soon) but ones that I'd still like to show. I'm going to use FA here to upload finalized pieces, while on Twitter you'll find more sketches, WIPS, and other ideas I've had that I don't think really fit here. Finalized pieces will go there too, but ya know. My account is here, if anyone would like to follow me over there.
https://twitter.com/CrinkleVins
https://twitter.com/CrinkleVins
Messaging
Posted a year agoHey if anyone ever wants to talk to me, I'm pretty bored most of the time, and I don't have many friends. Send me a hoot on telegram sometime if you want to talk, I promise I don't bite c:. Just don't be too creepy and we should get along pretty well ^^
Hey everybody
Posted a year agoHey, it's been a while. I'm going to start posting my art here again, because it's grown to the point where I can feel confident in sharing what I've drawn. I have a tremendous backlog of images I'll be posting from sporadically, as well as new drawings. Most everything is going to be AB/DL and omorashi themed just so you know. You were warned at least. Most everything I've got is unfinished sketches or linework with few colored pictures, but I'm looking to work on some of that. Regardless, I feel like what I already have is still good enough to be posted.
That's kind of it I guess. I hope everyone enjoys
That's kind of it I guess. I hope everyone enjoys
Why does this keep happening?
Posted 11 years agoSo for the past two weeks or so, nearly every time I sleep, in my dreams I always imagine this one part where something horrible or I do something horrible to either one of my parents.
It's rather disturbing, because the other night I dreamed where my father had died. I don't recall how exactly, but nevertheless, it still shocked me so much that I woke up in a cold sweat. Of course when morning came my dad was just fine, but still...
And just last night I had a dream where I was at my mother's house and we had just gotten back from town and I don't remember exactly what happened, but what I do remember is that I was a huge fucking ass towards my mother so much that I made her start bawling her eyes out. I felt absolutely awful, and once again I woke up.
Now I know in the past me and my mother haven't really seen eye to eye, but in the past three months we've rebuilt the bridges between us, and haven't had any hostile relations since. So I don't know if these dreams are the result of stress, some latent hate that I'm unaware of or if it's just some late teen angst. Since most of these dreams involve my mother in some way, I imagine it's all of the drama that happened three months ago that my subconscious just hasn't dealt with. That's my guess anyway.
And I don't think this would be such a big deal if it didn't happen as often as it is. Sure we have bad dreams every now and again, but they usually get outweighed by the good ones. But this has been going on for nearly two weeks now, and I just don't know why.
I really do love both of my parents despite the differences we may have, hell I still visit my mom at least once a week even though she lives two hours away; and me and my dad are going on a trip this weekend, so it doesn't make sense. I would be devastated if anything happened to either one of my parents, or god forbid the both of them; especially if I was the one causing the torment, so I really don't have any idea what's going on.
If anyone has any experience with psychology and would like to take a crack at my psyche right now by all means go ahead.
Well Dimmadangit
Posted 12 years agoI can't draw worth a goddamn right now, and this is pisses me off because I have good ideas bumping around in my head that I want to draw, buuuuuut I can't.
Maybe I just need to sleep on it. Problem is, I don't feel like sleeping.
Uhg, I hate this time of night...
Maybe I just need to sleep on it. Problem is, I don't feel like sleeping.
Uhg, I hate this time of night...
Yay Birthday!
Posted 11 years agoSo it's my birthday today, I'm 18, the age at which I'm supposed to 'officially' become and adult.
That's funny, I don't feel any different at all.
That's funny, I don't feel any different at all.
Stream Over
Posted 11 years agoStream over because I got tired.
I'll do it again tomorrow
I'll do it again tomorrow
Streaming Now!
Posted 11 years agoCome and join, talk, and have fun!
https://join.me/714-197-768
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Streaming tonight
Posted 11 years agoSo I got to thinking that I'd like to do my first stream ever tonight since, well since I can now. I just figured I'd see how many people would be interested in watching.
It'll probably be a late stream around 11 CMT, since I've got work and crap around the house to attend to between now and then.
It'll probably be a late stream around 11 CMT, since I've got work and crap around the house to attend to between now and then.
New toys!
Posted 11 years agoGuess who got a brand new laptop? I just got a brand new laptop! And it's nice. And I can get internet from anywhere in my house, it's wonderful! For the past few years I've had to share computers with my family, but now I finally have one that's mine all mine muhuahahahahahah!
*coughs*
Sorry about that, just got carried away.
I also got a brand new tablet, like I've wanted for so long. Now I can finally stop uploading crappy pictures from my phone, and I can now just start drawing digitally.
I am a very happy fox right now!
PS. Also all requests are done! (finally)
New Job
Posted 11 years ago It sure has been a while hasn't it? Bah, I'm bad at journals...
Anyway, like the title says, I have a brand spanking new job in the wonderful world of...being a cashier. :/
It's not the most glamorous job, but hey, it's money! And in my four days of working I've run across most of the crazy shit I'm going to have to put up with in the future so the learning curve isn't bad either. I also realize now that many people in my town are complete asshats and need to stay inside or go on vacation.
In better news, with this new influx of money, I'll be able to get a tablet so I can do digital pictures rather than take snapshots of my traditional works. Or maybe just a scanner. Or maybe both.
In unrelated news, last week physicist discovered the long theorized Higgs boson, which is a particle that exists for a fraction of a second only to disintegrate and give other subatomic particles their mass. HIGGS TEAM RULES!
PS, I know I haven't been posting a lot recently, but I've been too busy and lazy to do anything. I feel an art phase coming on though, so don't count me out yet!
PPS, If any of you have signed up for the Experience Project, feel free to note or link me to your account. I just signed up yesterday, and I'm loving the hell out of it, but I'd like more friends C:
Mrph
Posted 12 years agoOh jeez it's been two weeks since my last journal? Time to fix that.
So anyway, I know it's been a while since I've posted anything, but I've had my time occupied by moving houses, trying to get a job, and helping one of my mother move out of her house. With all of that going on I have had time to art, but I just didn't feel like it. I guess it was everything just being out of whack I suppose, I just didn't feel right whenever I tried to draw. But now everything has returned to some sort of normalcy if that makes since, and I'm working on churning out the last of the requests and other things. Sorry for the length of time it's taking me to do the final two req's, I greatly apologize for that.
P.S. I managed to slice my big toe open last night and had to go to the ER to get stitches. Isn't life grand? ^_^
So I got kicked out today...
Posted 12 years agoYup. Dear old mom came home today in a bad mood as usual, and decided as usual, to be a huge bitch. Apparently I didn't run the dryer at a high enough setting or whatever and the clothes didn't get dry enough, big deal, run them for another ten minutes. No no no, that simply won't do; it's my fault they didn't get dry, it's my fault I'm a fuck up, and it's my fault I'm not growing up, and I need to stop being so stupid. That's how YOU see it anyway, mother.
No mom, I'm not going to tell you what my brother said when you deserted him this weekend to go get drunk at the casinos, no I'm not giving you my phone, and no I'm not going to go to my room and pout until you decide you want to hear an apology. Fuck that, I'm not dealing with you and your shit anymore. I've dealt with it for 17 years and I'm sick of it.
I'm not sure if this is due to teen angst or not, but goddamn I am tired of coming home and being treated like garbage.
/endrant
tl;dr I got kicked out of my house without any of my things (not even shoes!) because I refuse to put up with my mom's bullshit any longer.
Bluh
Posted 12 years agoSorry for that last journal, I just had to vent a little bit. This past week hasn't been very good, and if today is anything to go by, this week isn't shaping up to be much better. Life at home has just been insufferable due to my mom, and I'm sick of it.
Also I haven't forgotten about the remaining requests, but life at home has made it difficult to get any kind of work done.
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Congratulations mom...
Posted 12 years agoYou've successfully driven away every single member of your close family, and made it quite clear that you don't want anything to do with us. I hope you enjoy the new family you found, because we don't want anything to do with you either.
-Regards,
Your son
Hello Summer
Posted 12 years agoSo it's been a while since I posted a journal. I meant to a couple days ago, but never really got around to it.
Anyway, as the title implies, I'm done with high school for forever, and I never have to do it again. Weeeee.... I really don't feel much different, just more nervous than anything, because now I have to deal with college, and I'm sure it won't be bad, it's just something I've never had to do before. Also I get to go to my senior prom tonight, so that's another good thing I have going for me.
I'm still chipping away at you guy's requests; I'm down to the final 2!
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