Lost my old telegram
Posted 7 months agoJust forgot about this as I have a lot of things but I want to put this here. I lost my old original telegram account access when my phone number changed and telegram randomly logging me out of my account. I tried to get back into it only to find it make a whole new account with the aame number and everything. But supposedly my old account is still up. Even though it has no login anything. So I guess dead account? The name of it went by rubber and rubber femboy. So if that account messages you. It isn't me. Not anymore at least.
I guess when I wished for a new start and brand new restart. This is what the moon had in mind hehe
I guess when I wished for a new start and brand new restart. This is what the moon had in mind hehe
question i've been thinking about
Posted 10 months agothanks to a friend who convinced me to about doing this. I figured i make a journal about it and keep it short for now.
should i even try to come back to this fandom? and try to get back into it? since it seems my kinks and likes weren't liked and welcomed by a good amount or a lot of peeps it felt.
Plus the loneiliness sucked ass. Although that led to me being more on edge and rude nad jerk or cold and cut off. social skills at 0 points. Given my track record and whole history with this fandom and shit, even if i were to change, would it be worth it coming back here?
Or should i just stay away and keep to myself? I really odn't know anymore. I want to make friends and meet people like me, outcasted and aloned, but i really don't know what to do anymore.
A femboy who is lost and afriad of what might come next. I do want to get back into writing stories and expressing myself, ideas, and crazy shit like that as it was fun and relaxing, but nowadays i just don't have the energy or the passion to try it anymore if peeps will hate it or worse.
I honestly don't know and probably not making sense.
should i even try to come back to this fandom? and try to get back into it? since it seems my kinks and likes weren't liked and welcomed by a good amount or a lot of peeps it felt.
Plus the loneiliness sucked ass. Although that led to me being more on edge and rude nad jerk or cold and cut off. social skills at 0 points. Given my track record and whole history with this fandom and shit, even if i were to change, would it be worth it coming back here?
Or should i just stay away and keep to myself? I really odn't know anymore. I want to make friends and meet people like me, outcasted and aloned, but i really don't know what to do anymore.
A femboy who is lost and afriad of what might come next. I do want to get back into writing stories and expressing myself, ideas, and crazy shit like that as it was fun and relaxing, but nowadays i just don't have the energy or the passion to try it anymore if peeps will hate it or worse.
I honestly don't know and probably not making sense.
I don't know why I make these
Posted 2 years agoI'm mentally exhausted at this point, granted I don't think anyone will read or care if I hadn't ran them off. I thought I had made a good fursona, a spider monkey taur train. And when I showed him to a few, lord and behold they don't like him, because monkeys are too close to being fucking humans.....I fucking give up on trying to fit into this forsaken community.
I'm out of ideas, I'm out of strength. Fuck I'm out of everything. Is it my fault my fursona, am I trying to impress to many fucking people or something. The logic around furries I've ran into about what's anthro and what isn't is beyond me.
Granted no one will see this, just trying to get this off my chest. Furry fandom, why are most of you guys so weird or picky on what's anthro and what isn't?
I'm out of ideas, I'm out of strength. Fuck I'm out of everything. Is it my fault my fursona, am I trying to impress to many fucking people or something. The logic around furries I've ran into about what's anthro and what isn't is beyond me.
Granted no one will see this, just trying to get this off my chest. Furry fandom, why are most of you guys so weird or picky on what's anthro and what isn't?
Thinking about posting more naughty stuff
Posted 2 years agoWell it has been on my mind for a while, but I have been wanting to write stories again, but this time expanding them more into the NSFW world. Feet stuff, fatal stuff, vore, gore(still thinking about that) and something that I hate to admit, but I have been liking a little bit. Digestion and scat. It's just some ideas and I may go slow with my first story being vore and foot related with a fatal but clean ending. But really I've been liking more horror stuff since it's October and have been expanding my likes and fetish list more and more.
If u guys got any ideas, nice or ugly, i'm down to hear them, and also
MY STORIES WILL BE HUMANOID MAIN FOCUS AND AN ANTHRO BEING EATEN AND DEFEATED!! SO IF YOU ANTHRO SUPERIOR COMPLEX FURS DON'T LIKE STORIES LIKE THAT! THEN PLEASE DO NOT READ OR LOOK AT MY PICS AND CHARACTERS!! JUST A WARNING!!