Life Updates
Posted 6 months agoSo... A lot has happened in the past couple months.
My fiancee passed away due to mental illness, I moved back in with my parents, and I had a job for about a month before I quit and now I'm not doing much of anything. My grandpa got sick, so one of my parents went up to take care of him.
There's more I want to say, but I'm not sure how to put it into words.
Life is... A lot to deal with right now. Sometimes I wonder what is the point of it all. I feel like I'm about to go off the deep end. I don't want to let her down, but I feel like I already did when I couldn't save her from herself.
My fiancee passed away due to mental illness, I moved back in with my parents, and I had a job for about a month before I quit and now I'm not doing much of anything. My grandpa got sick, so one of my parents went up to take care of him.
There's more I want to say, but I'm not sure how to put it into words.
Life is... A lot to deal with right now. Sometimes I wonder what is the point of it all. I feel like I'm about to go off the deep end. I don't want to let her down, but I feel like I already did when I couldn't save her from herself.
No Subject
Posted a year agoI just feel so worthless. My life isn't even a life. I stay home and bounce around social media apps until I have to go to bed. I work and then I come back home and do nothing. I am nothing. What am I living for? It just feels so pointless and meaningless.
Wish I Had Money
Posted 3 years agoSo that I could commission my OC, as well as a picture of said OC being hugged by Felicia from Darkstalkers :c
November 29, 2020
Posted 3 years agoHey, I'm gonna be streaming some One Step From Eden in about 30 minutes at 12 pm CST. Feel free to drop by and hang out/watch the stream C:
https://www.twitch.tv/darkdjinnimenace
https://www.twitch.tv/darkdjinnimenace
Oct 30th, 2020. Lil' Drunk
Posted 3 years agoI WANT MORE SFW, CUTE, FELICIA (from Darkstalkers) CONTENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
October 21st, 2020
Posted 3 years agoI kind of want to make daily journals on here at the end of my day, just because I don't have any other way to record my days, and I'd like to do that. Although, thinking about it, I think I'll just do a physical journal, because I'd rather record with pen and paper just because it's a little harder to get rid of/lose track of imo.
Idk, I'm just rambling at this point.
I recently bought a new car though. I'm happy about that c:
Once I get income again, I want to commission an original character drawing for Lunelva, cuz I have some personal problems with drawing digitally. Mostly personal. I'd just prefer someone who is a professional artist to draw me. Maybe I'm just being too whiny. I should delete this later.
Idk, I'm just rambling at this point.
I recently bought a new car though. I'm happy about that c:
Once I get income again, I want to commission an original character drawing for Lunelva, cuz I have some personal problems with drawing digitally. Mostly personal. I'd just prefer someone who is a professional artist to draw me. Maybe I'm just being too whiny. I should delete this later.
Got a weird phone call
Posted 3 years agoJust got a phone call from a bot that said, "this is just a test. stay safe, stay home." It was from 417-894-4268. Don't know what it's about, but it was certainly menacing, and I'm telling you all this so that you know something up if something happens to me or my house. Idk what the hell it's in response to, but I will be staying home just in case