Of all times, why now
Posted 7 years agoWell, my phone crashed and won't come back on... Didn't think a thing such as that would cause me this much stress but here I am. Stressing over it. My bf is helping and watching YouTube has helped but I just hate that I have no idea that after the battery actually dies, if it will come back on. I sure hope so..
oh boy, another one!
Posted 7 years agowoke up this morning a bit early, and was at first quite confused. the first thing i do each day is i check my phone to see the time. As someone who works at night and generally gets off at 7:00 am, i tend to sleep from 9:00 am until the last possible second before i absolutely have to, when i checked the clock and saw the time 11:30 am i was a little put off. until i remembered that i went to bed like, REALLY early after eating some ice cream and immediately getting super tired.
the second thing i did, check for texts and missed calls, and behold i had missed a call from my boss at work. The first thing that went through my head was oh god, i did something wrong. But wouldn't they leave a voicemail had i done something wrong? so i proceed to call him back.. at which point he does the most he could have done to beg me to come in, without begging, and work a fifth twelve hour shift this week, and being the kind soul i am who loves to make money, i take the shift.
Knowing very well i now, sore and tired from my previous days at work, have to work more and its my fault that i cant say no to more money. At this point, I am pretty stressed, still only half awake and am still sore as can be from my previous days of work. Looking through my numerous notifications, most of which are the stupid equivalent of spam that you get like, hey these updates installed and look there is an email, among them was a message from my bf.
Happily responding to his message and soon getting into a call with him, and spending some quality time just me and him i have opened myself up to the world around me and the people in it. which includes, but is not limited to, my noisy sister, my amazing mother, and my cat that i think loves me. As i sit here, trying to relieve stress before i have to move on to work again, i decided to type this up because someone out there may just enjoy reading about someones life. And do believe me, this is definitely not my average morning.
the second thing i did, check for texts and missed calls, and behold i had missed a call from my boss at work. The first thing that went through my head was oh god, i did something wrong. But wouldn't they leave a voicemail had i done something wrong? so i proceed to call him back.. at which point he does the most he could have done to beg me to come in, without begging, and work a fifth twelve hour shift this week, and being the kind soul i am who loves to make money, i take the shift.
Knowing very well i now, sore and tired from my previous days at work, have to work more and its my fault that i cant say no to more money. At this point, I am pretty stressed, still only half awake and am still sore as can be from my previous days of work. Looking through my numerous notifications, most of which are the stupid equivalent of spam that you get like, hey these updates installed and look there is an email, among them was a message from my bf.
Happily responding to his message and soon getting into a call with him, and spending some quality time just me and him i have opened myself up to the world around me and the people in it. which includes, but is not limited to, my noisy sister, my amazing mother, and my cat that i think loves me. As i sit here, trying to relieve stress before i have to move on to work again, i decided to type this up because someone out there may just enjoy reading about someones life. And do believe me, this is definitely not my average morning.
Thoughts of my morning
Posted 7 years agoA look to the left shows the lost that can't be found. Empty space filled with worry, fear, loneliness.
A look to the right shows the found that can't be lost. Scars and jagged edges, cliffs and valleys filled with dark and light. Flowers, creeks with hidden killers that few venture far enough to find.
A look in the mirror shows a wolf. White and purple, almost always smiling. Those on the outside wouldn't notice what's on the inside.
A look too the inside, and there's a broken soul. Most of the pieces still there, and a longer look would show another wolf, this one brown. He walks around, slowly picking up the pieces, mending that that is broken, helping he who he loves.
A look to the right shows the found that can't be lost. Scars and jagged edges, cliffs and valleys filled with dark and light. Flowers, creeks with hidden killers that few venture far enough to find.
A look in the mirror shows a wolf. White and purple, almost always smiling. Those on the outside wouldn't notice what's on the inside.
A look too the inside, and there's a broken soul. Most of the pieces still there, and a longer look would show another wolf, this one brown. He walks around, slowly picking up the pieces, mending that that is broken, helping he who he loves.
My morning
Posted 7 years agoGot held up at work longer than I would like to have been today... not too much I could have done about that though. Had a shipment that I had to be there until the end of and all. Just happy I got to come home and talk tip my wonderful mate.