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allright. seems like I should write something more... :)
It all started in kindergarten age, but I failed to recognize it until I started with role playing games. Some of the various monster types in the Monstrous Manuals ™caught my interest more than the average player races. And to avoid arguments with the game master I picked up the pencil and put them down on paper.
this was somewhen around 1992...
I had no real artistic education whatsoever, and if you saw my earlier work (not recommended) you could tell. Well, I like to think that I learned much over the last couple years. And I hope you people out there like it. And I hope you also like the stuff which is not smut...
give me all your thoughts about my stuff, positive or negative, if you feel like it. I promise not to flip tables about it.
If you want to take a look at the not-so-good stuff I drew, and some older stuff, or sketches and predrawings, go to the webpage listed under 'contact Information'.
current Icon is courtesy of yoka_neko go and give her a squeeze from me!
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allright. seems like I should write something more... :)
It all started in kindergarten age, but I failed to recognize it until I started with role playing games. Some of the various monster types in the Monstrous Manuals ™caught my interest more than the average player races. And to avoid arguments with the game master I picked up the pencil and put them down on paper.
this was somewhen around 1992...
I had no real artistic education whatsoever, and if you saw my earlier work (not recommended) you could tell. Well, I like to think that I learned much over the last couple years. And I hope you people out there like it. And I hope you also like the stuff which is not smut...
give me all your thoughts about my stuff, positive or negative, if you feel like it. I promise not to flip tables about it.
If you want to take a look at the not-so-good stuff I drew, and some older stuff, or sketches and predrawings, go to the webpage listed under 'contact Information'.
current Icon is courtesy of yoka_neko go and give her a squeeze from me!
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one more family loss.
a year ago
today, around 06:20, hospital called.
at december 10, we had to put my mom into hospital. it turned out there was a weak heart, fluids in tissues everywhere, diabetes, and a stubborn infection around her legs causing a sepsis. and that sepsis had caused multiple internal organ failure... so to intensive care she went.
she was mostly unconcious until recently she woke up a little more. I visited her at 24th, where she seemed to recognize me. a day or two later she was moved from IC. yesterday she was awake, so things looked up.
tonight though, she gave up.
on one hand, her suffering is over. also, if she had ended up needing intensive care she'd have suffered more, and I wouldn't have been able to afford that.
on the other hand I desperately needed her retirement income, the house needs to be paid off, and the mortgage rates are as high as my own income. so I'll have to talk to the bank eventually soon.
and now I'm alone. not alone alone, there are friends still, the neighbours she was friends with and who helped her a lot getting around while I was working, and family from father's side. the majority of them are decent people and functional families, but they live all a good distance away. at least we can phone...
but from mom's side there is nobody left anymore.
later I'm going to go to the hospital and do what needs be done, and try to be an adult.
2022 hasn't been too pleasant, either. I have no hopes for 2023.
at december 10, we had to put my mom into hospital. it turned out there was a weak heart, fluids in tissues everywhere, diabetes, and a stubborn infection around her legs causing a sepsis. and that sepsis had caused multiple internal organ failure... so to intensive care she went.
she was mostly unconcious until recently she woke up a little more. I visited her at 24th, where she seemed to recognize me. a day or two later she was moved from IC. yesterday she was awake, so things looked up.
tonight though, she gave up.
on one hand, her suffering is over. also, if she had ended up needing intensive care she'd have suffered more, and I wouldn't have been able to afford that.
on the other hand I desperately needed her retirement income, the house needs to be paid off, and the mortgage rates are as high as my own income. so I'll have to talk to the bank eventually soon.
and now I'm alone. not alone alone, there are friends still, the neighbours she was friends with and who helped her a lot getting around while I was working, and family from father's side. the majority of them are decent people and functional families, but they live all a good distance away. at least we can phone...
but from mom's side there is nobody left anymore.
later I'm going to go to the hospital and do what needs be done, and try to be an adult.
2022 hasn't been too pleasant, either. I have no hopes for 2023.
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