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Gynephilic | Demisexual | HI | Taurus | Single
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Conventions Attended:
Kawaii Kon (KK) [2010 - 2017] | Hawaii Entertainment Expo (HEXXP) [2010 - 2012] (D) | Oni-Con Hawaii 2013 (D)
FC [2013 - 2014] | BLFC 2013-2015-2016 | Califur 2014 | RF 2014-2015 (D)
Conventions Planned:
BLFC 2017 - [Patron]
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Trying to come back! GIANT UPDATE! [To Those Who It Concern]
7 years agoI know it's been a long time since I have been on here, but I am trying to make the transition into coming back to this website! I don't know who still follows or still sees the stuff I post on my other social media outlets but I'm organizing all of the websites and places I have! I know I haven't done as much convention reports or rants as of late as well. I have been busy focusing on myself and getting my life together, and I think at this point in time I'm starting to stabilize and actually seeing my true potential! I was such a mess in the past year and the previous years. I apologize if I haven't been talking to anyone recently or trying to catch up with all of you. It's about time that I get back to the basics and also keep attention to those that are around me while at the same time tending to people who I never thought are still fans and are wondering what's going on with me! This long break really helped me a lot and I hope all of you understand my very long hiatus from FA. I have my reasons.
One of the reasons is because of that recent outbreak of security that happened during BLFC a few years ago (2015 I think), and I eventually had enough because of people not doing their jobs or having enough people that are dedicated enough or have the knowledge to handle a server that FA is on. I didn't want any part of FA because of so much drama and arguments that occur here that I randomly see tweets about it as well.
Second reason was my motivation was seriously lacking and I would be too lazy to fix anything or update any of my profiles. To add on, I was not enthusiastic or passionate about going to school after being stuck for 5-6 years feeling like I'm not accomplishing anything, and that hurts my self-esteem very badly. Even with the amount of encouragement from friends, it wasn't enough. I was seriously in a river of tears because I was done with life. I didn't want to pursue in a higher education anymore, didn't want to work, didn't want to move on in life. I struck a huge mental and emotional breakdown that I honestly felt like I didn't want to be here anymore. I'm not sure if I'm diagnosed with depression but from reflecting back at the things that I have done so far and how I reacted, it seems more than likely that I may have depression. I will soon later get myself tested whether or not if I have depression or not.
To lighten the mood, I saw the counselor after being suspended from the campus for one semester because of my poor performance. I promised them after a change of degree that this degree will be the one I will pursue. I had talked to a buddy of mine for advice, did research for myself in what my strengths were finding out that my social aspect is somehow my greatest skill. I also found jobs or degrees that focuses on the strengths that I had. I now am currently going to college for a degree in Human Services or a social worker. It still surprises me how many people don't know about this job. To sum up what a social worker is, they essentially help people with social problems that they are dealing with whether if it's drug abuse, family violence, domestic violence, homelessness, jobless, parenting, elderly, people with special disabilities, etc. I can see myself fit in this degree very well since there are some experiences that I have dealt with that when I hear other people going through it, I have a sense of empathy and sympathy. I also want to help those that have dealt with the same problems that I have and help people cope through certain challenges in their life. I also try to have a basic understanding on how people are and not try to fight with them. Understanding someone is the key to being closer and also helping out a person. I have been working on this degree since Spring 2016 and I'm nearing my completion for my Associates degree, and I have been happy with my progress and growth so far. The classes also helped me unlock my potential and understanding what kind of person I am and taking the time to slow down to process things and have a better understanding of my situation. I am honestly thankful that these classes have brought me back up again and I'm taking it step by step into making myself a better person.
I'd also like to thank all of you for reading this journal after such a long hiatus. I'm also coming back to help administer the Hawaii Fur group now that I have more time on my hands or try to squeeze administering the group between work, school and internship. I also am gonna have a big fursuit picture dump soon so watch out for that. I still have Anku 3.0 that's made by Mischief Makers, and I'm considering upgrading him again since I had him for over three years now! I also have a second character, Hiro Corgi! I have start to feel more of a connection to Hiro now than AnkuTen. My personality with Anku is dormant somewhere, but part of him is still with me and to me I believe Anku was the lonely, independent wolf that had to fend off the world on his own. Hiro is probably the reincarnation of Anku and supposed to be the more happy, care-free and understanding part of me. Not only that, but everyone LOVES his design and I'm pretty proud of how he came out too! I'm currently getting a fursuit head made by him but I won't reveal who just yet.
Thank you for your time in reading this and I hope you all understand what I'm going through. You guys are awesome! ♥♥♥
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Black Wolf
Favorite Music
Almost all, except country.
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Avengers
Favorite Games
Rhythm, MMORPG, FPS, Racing
Favorite Gaming Platforms
PS4, PC
Favorite Animals
Wolves, Corgis, Huskies
Favorite Site
Twitter, Facebook, Newgrounds, YouTube
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Shrimp tempura, bacon,
Favorite Quote
"There is still enough time to fix your mistakes and make yourself better in the future"
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but wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving wolfy <3
Takoda_The_Fox