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I write, draw, and voice act in Transformation content!
Since people want to be little bitch babies about everything;
All characters are depicted as 18+.
I write, draw, and voice act in Transformation content!
Since people want to be little bitch babies about everything;
All characters are depicted as 18+.
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Journals: 41
Featured Journal
[EXTREMELY IMPORTANT] Regarding Pending art.
3 months ago
Hey all! It's been a hot minute, I've gotten quite a few orders from some very nice people, but I figured I'd give an update since I'm not out of my hole just yet; Please bare with me here, I'm trying my damndest to get back into a position where I'm able to draw digitally again. This is a combination of my rambly ass thoughts and of tweets that I've made that I just haven't posted anywhere else, but feels it's necessary.
First off: I've got a new job! I just aced an interview for a fried chicken place that's opening in town next month, as it turned out a decade of customer service helps when you can actually book a fucking interview. Seriously, I quit working at the convenience store near where I live (personal reasons with an asshole that's still there) in November, and this interview that I got like 3 days ago is the first thing that I've heard back from. This means with consistent income I can eventually buy equipment once I pay off my dad for living with him rent free for like 3 months.
Second; The commissions, as said earlier, were a success! I got a few clients, but one wanted like half a dozen, and said they wanted more once I do this first batch! I love writing with their characters, and the ideas were really fun to write about too! Overall I've gotten about $130 CAD from these stories and I can't be more grateful for everyone that reached out to me. I know it's probably bad practice to post that number but I feel the need to be as transparent as possible for what's next.
Art commissions: I've not been fully honest or tardy in providing them. Don't get me wrong; I love art. I love drawing, I love sketching and I love bringing people's ideas to life. It's just life has been fucking my ass every single time I try to do commissions. So I'm going to lay out what's happened since I've been evicted, and give a progress report for every single client that I have, and issue an apology for how long I've been taking. I promise that I want to get these done. I just literally have no way to share any images of them.
So first thing's first; How am I writing this? Simple: My Steam Deck. This resillient piece of tech has been so amazing. At the same time, my ADHD is fucking up my productivity. How am I supposed to focus on anything when I have access to Minecraft at any time? I need to get that under control.
Anyways, timeline:
In April I was evicted from my apartment. Tim Horton's had let me go since I got COVID and didn't come in for a few days. I'd told them, and they fired me anyways. After that, I moved into my dad's camper that's on his property. I cannot express how thankful I am. I hope to God that he's not reading this, but in the event he is, thank you. This camper is extremely small. the bedroom is being used as storage, so I have access to the kitchen and the "living room" which is just a bench where I sleep. I have no room for my PC tower, so I can't draw using that anymore. I need to get my files off of it soon so I can retire it peacefully. It's served me well for almost 5 years but it's reaching its end.
in June, as i've announced, 4 out of my 5 rats passed away from heat stroke. It broke me emotionally and I've haven't felt really happy since then. I have 4 rats now, Poptart who survived, Eggo, Lemon and Lime and I love them more than anything. from April to June I was working on sketches for some people, playing Minecraft and TF2 on my Steam Deck, and everything was great.
at the end of June, I got my job down at the store and it was great for a while. I loved working there and love most of the people there, but this one piece of shit, nitpicking cunt completely ruined it for me. so one day in November, after she bitched me out, I ended my shift, messaged the group chat we were all in, and didn't show up again. AFAIK she's still there, and I've told them that when she leaves I'll be interested in coming back.
Things were uneventful as I worked on sporadic sketches for commissions, and did some personal work like the Girlfriend and Loretta drawings on my Twitter. Finally, once November rolled around I wanted to start drawing seriously again, as it was my only form of income. so I opened the Preg Nog YCH, something that I shamelessly borrowed from Dullvivid, my personal idol and all time favourite artist. I got 2 clients for that, and you'll notice that neither of them have been posted anywhere. That's where the net part comes in.
In December, my phone shit the bed. I have no idea how, but one of the ribbon cables was damaged and wouldn't allow the phone to turn on. That left ONLY my Steam Deck for access to the internet. As you can imagine, with no camera, that meant I couldn't share ANYTHING related to art. I still can't, as when I ordered the replacement frame, the fuckers sent me a damaged frame. The ribbon cable for the charger was damaged, meaning my phone, though now able to turn on, only had 60% battery and no way to charge it. Getting a new phone is out of the question since I have so much on this current phone, and sending me a damaged part was fucking ridiculous. On top of that, I need to RMA (Return to manufacturer) to get a replacement frame. I have no way of doing that since I don't live near a post office, so I have no way of refunding it, I need to buy a new one.
On TOP of that, my Steam Deck's Dock is exactly the same. It's HDMI port just magically stopped working, meaning the drawing tablet I was using for referencing wasn't working either, and the same deal; I need to RMA to Valve to get a new one.
This leads us to today. now my Steam Deck's charger is finally fucked too. It needs to be twisted and held at an angle to charge, and normal phone chargers just don't work. so I'm quickly losing my last device. I've made a Tweet about it, but if anyone reaches out to help me from losing my Steam Deck, I'll do three stories for them.
I've been grateful to EVERYONE who has stuck with me for so long. I've been giving excuse after excuse, but I can't anymore. people are running out of patience, and I feel guilty every single day that they have to wait. so I'm going to go down the list of EVERYONE I have waiting (I will not use their names, but will describe their commission briefly so that they know who's who but can stay anonymous if they'd like.) Please know that even though I know that I am not trustworthy, I am truly sorry at how unacceptable my behaviour has been. For one of you, I know you asked for a refund, but I'm not financially able to provide that right now. I'm super proud of your commission specifically, it has a character I like and subject matter that I love and I REALLY want to finish it if you'll let me.
Anyways, without any mor stalling, here's my full apology and explaination to every single person who's been waiting too long for their commission from me. Thank you for reading thus far.
To the two people who are waiting on Succplant YCHs, I'm sorry. The way that I do that YCH, and the other YCHs is digital only. I can try to redraw the piece from scratch if you would like, but I can't guarantee it'll be consistent with the others, and I would rather wait until I can do it right for you guys.
To the person waiting for the 5 panel Orisa TG: I'm sorry to you most of all. You commissioned me before Unibunnies even moved in with me, and that's unacceptable of me. You do know that I have finished the sketches and that I was in the middle of colouring them when I got evicted, so I can't make further progress until I get my drawing tablet up and running again. I am also not super happy with how they look, so if it's alright with you, I'd like to redraw it from scratch if you'll let me at the cost of more time.
To the person wanting the Robo-maid TF: Ihave finished the sketches, as you've seen, and I am so happy with them. I am super excited to finish this piece for you once I get the opportunity to. I loved drawing your character the most out of all the commissions I've done, and I couldn't bare to leave that piece unfinished.
To the person waiting on the Aloy Chair TF: I HAVE sent you the sketches for feedback, but you never responded. I'm going to send you this journal as well, I really wanna hear back from you. Thanks! <3
To the person waiting on the Tin-girl Zelda TF: Same deal, I sent you the sketch and never heard back. I'd love to hear from you again!
to the person waiting on 3 3 panel commissions: I am sorry. I know that you keep asking me how they're going and I feel miserable every time I have to say that I have no updates to share, since I just literally cannot give you any right now. I had fun drawing your commission, and I've almost finished all of the sketches for you, I just need to have a way to share them with you again. I have no excuse for the over a year long wait, other than the aforementioned reasons above.
To the person waiting on the Vambre Football TF: I'm sorry. I should have had it done ages ago, I'm pretty sure that I got all the sketches done, I just never got around to colouring them until it was too late. I really want to finish this piece, as the idea was really unique and I liked the character a lot!
To the person waiting on the Centorea and Miia headswap piece: I'm sorry. I finished the sketches, I was so happy with them. i had no reason to wait to colour them and I waited anyways. I feel terrible that I didn't finish it sooner, and I regret not finishing it when I had the chance.
To the person waiting on the Junko Mannequin TF: I'm sorry. This one was personal. The mid-TF sketch I sent was the most proud I'd ever felt of a sketch. You've known me since I started commissions and got to see me improve. I guess asking for a third panel just kicked my ego a bit and I didn't update you. I know you asked for a refund, and if I had the money I would, but I love this idea so much and REALLY want it done, so if you'll just hold out with me, I think you'll really like what it'll be when it's done.
to Jack, who has helped me so much with motivation, and with commissioning me in a time of need, I'm sorry. I know you're probably disappointed in me, as is everyone else here, and rightfully so. I really do want to finish your pieces and get them done.
To the person wanting a commission for their RP: I'm sorry. You recently reached out to me once it had been a year since you paid, and I felt like such shit. It's actually you who inspired me to write this Journal, so thank you. I feel like I subconciously put this on the backburner, since you accidentally paid to the wrong Paypal account and I never got the money, it was all eaten by a debt in that account, which is why I asked for a different one (I have 2 paypal accounts, I don't remember why)
to Morgy: I am sorry. I, though not intentionally, took advantage of you. You wrote three of the best stories that I've ever read and in return I haven't provided the art that I promised. Aside from the Boo YCH. I really want to finish this piece, and even draw another one or write a story in return for the wait, as well as the generoisty of those fantastic stories.
To the person waiting on the FNF Collab/trade: I'm sorry. I know you didn't commission me, and in that regartd I don't need to apologize, but I want to. I misteakenly led you on into thinking I was going to draw this collab, and while I did really want to, I don't feel that I'll be able to given my current workload. I hope you understand.
To the person wanting an OC pinup: I'm sorry. I know you haven't paid yet, but I still have not contacted you since I finished your first commission, and I don't want you to feel like I didn't enjoy working with you; I did.
To the first person wanting the Preg Nog YCH, who's sketch I finished and sent you: I'm sorry. I told you that I'd colour it for you, but I haven't yet. That's the least eggregious thing on this entire list, but I need to be thorough so I don't forget anybody here.
And finally; to the second Preg Nog YCH client: I am especially sorry. I know that it seems like I lied to you, I told you I had my phone, told you I'd send the update and never did. I cannot apologize enough for my dishonesty. It was wrong of me to say I had it ready when I didn't but I thought I'd have it ready for you once my phone was repaired. Now I have no phone again, and truthfully, that Note you sent me is still haunting me as I write this. I'm sending you this once it's done so that I'll finally be able to read it.
Thank you all so much for reading through this. Even if you just skipped the apologies to read what I had to say at the end. As I sit here in this Tim Hortons, riding the excitement of landing a new job on my Steam Deck that, despite plugged into a phone charger, is at 27% battery and losing charge as I write this, I want you all to know that I've thought long and hard about how to word this entire apology journal. Reflecting on the journey that I've had in the NSFW art/writing space has been amazing, and if I knew how much it would change my life when I picked it up has a quarantine hobby, I think I would have treated the art, myself, and most importantly, my fans and clients a lot better than I did.
My plan going forward is simple; to keep writing. It's all I can do, and even if it's not as glamourous and fancy as full art pieces, I'm slowly starting to pick up my writing groove that I lost back in 2021. For everyone mentioned in this Journal, I want to make it up to you, which is why if you received this in a DM or Note, that I will write you a custom story, either about your pending art commission, or about something else entirely, completely free of charge. It is the least that I can do given the circumstances, and the more practice that I get the better my future work will be. It was the same mindset that got me into my art, doing the Pokemon TF Giveaway all those years ago.
Anyways, thank you all so much for reading, and I hope you have a fantastic day.
First off: I've got a new job! I just aced an interview for a fried chicken place that's opening in town next month, as it turned out a decade of customer service helps when you can actually book a fucking interview. Seriously, I quit working at the convenience store near where I live (personal reasons with an asshole that's still there) in November, and this interview that I got like 3 days ago is the first thing that I've heard back from. This means with consistent income I can eventually buy equipment once I pay off my dad for living with him rent free for like 3 months.
Second; The commissions, as said earlier, were a success! I got a few clients, but one wanted like half a dozen, and said they wanted more once I do this first batch! I love writing with their characters, and the ideas were really fun to write about too! Overall I've gotten about $130 CAD from these stories and I can't be more grateful for everyone that reached out to me. I know it's probably bad practice to post that number but I feel the need to be as transparent as possible for what's next.
Art commissions: I've not been fully honest or tardy in providing them. Don't get me wrong; I love art. I love drawing, I love sketching and I love bringing people's ideas to life. It's just life has been fucking my ass every single time I try to do commissions. So I'm going to lay out what's happened since I've been evicted, and give a progress report for every single client that I have, and issue an apology for how long I've been taking. I promise that I want to get these done. I just literally have no way to share any images of them.
So first thing's first; How am I writing this? Simple: My Steam Deck. This resillient piece of tech has been so amazing. At the same time, my ADHD is fucking up my productivity. How am I supposed to focus on anything when I have access to Minecraft at any time? I need to get that under control.
Anyways, timeline:
In April I was evicted from my apartment. Tim Horton's had let me go since I got COVID and didn't come in for a few days. I'd told them, and they fired me anyways. After that, I moved into my dad's camper that's on his property. I cannot express how thankful I am. I hope to God that he's not reading this, but in the event he is, thank you. This camper is extremely small. the bedroom is being used as storage, so I have access to the kitchen and the "living room" which is just a bench where I sleep. I have no room for my PC tower, so I can't draw using that anymore. I need to get my files off of it soon so I can retire it peacefully. It's served me well for almost 5 years but it's reaching its end.
in June, as i've announced, 4 out of my 5 rats passed away from heat stroke. It broke me emotionally and I've haven't felt really happy since then. I have 4 rats now, Poptart who survived, Eggo, Lemon and Lime and I love them more than anything. from April to June I was working on sketches for some people, playing Minecraft and TF2 on my Steam Deck, and everything was great.
at the end of June, I got my job down at the store and it was great for a while. I loved working there and love most of the people there, but this one piece of shit, nitpicking cunt completely ruined it for me. so one day in November, after she bitched me out, I ended my shift, messaged the group chat we were all in, and didn't show up again. AFAIK she's still there, and I've told them that when she leaves I'll be interested in coming back.
Things were uneventful as I worked on sporadic sketches for commissions, and did some personal work like the Girlfriend and Loretta drawings on my Twitter. Finally, once November rolled around I wanted to start drawing seriously again, as it was my only form of income. so I opened the Preg Nog YCH, something that I shamelessly borrowed from Dullvivid, my personal idol and all time favourite artist. I got 2 clients for that, and you'll notice that neither of them have been posted anywhere. That's where the net part comes in.
In December, my phone shit the bed. I have no idea how, but one of the ribbon cables was damaged and wouldn't allow the phone to turn on. That left ONLY my Steam Deck for access to the internet. As you can imagine, with no camera, that meant I couldn't share ANYTHING related to art. I still can't, as when I ordered the replacement frame, the fuckers sent me a damaged frame. The ribbon cable for the charger was damaged, meaning my phone, though now able to turn on, only had 60% battery and no way to charge it. Getting a new phone is out of the question since I have so much on this current phone, and sending me a damaged part was fucking ridiculous. On top of that, I need to RMA (Return to manufacturer) to get a replacement frame. I have no way of doing that since I don't live near a post office, so I have no way of refunding it, I need to buy a new one.
On TOP of that, my Steam Deck's Dock is exactly the same. It's HDMI port just magically stopped working, meaning the drawing tablet I was using for referencing wasn't working either, and the same deal; I need to RMA to Valve to get a new one.
This leads us to today. now my Steam Deck's charger is finally fucked too. It needs to be twisted and held at an angle to charge, and normal phone chargers just don't work. so I'm quickly losing my last device. I've made a Tweet about it, but if anyone reaches out to help me from losing my Steam Deck, I'll do three stories for them.
I've been grateful to EVERYONE who has stuck with me for so long. I've been giving excuse after excuse, but I can't anymore. people are running out of patience, and I feel guilty every single day that they have to wait. so I'm going to go down the list of EVERYONE I have waiting (I will not use their names, but will describe their commission briefly so that they know who's who but can stay anonymous if they'd like.) Please know that even though I know that I am not trustworthy, I am truly sorry at how unacceptable my behaviour has been. For one of you, I know you asked for a refund, but I'm not financially able to provide that right now. I'm super proud of your commission specifically, it has a character I like and subject matter that I love and I REALLY want to finish it if you'll let me.
Anyways, without any mor stalling, here's my full apology and explaination to every single person who's been waiting too long for their commission from me. Thank you for reading thus far.
To the two people who are waiting on Succplant YCHs, I'm sorry. The way that I do that YCH, and the other YCHs is digital only. I can try to redraw the piece from scratch if you would like, but I can't guarantee it'll be consistent with the others, and I would rather wait until I can do it right for you guys.
To the person waiting for the 5 panel Orisa TG: I'm sorry to you most of all. You commissioned me before Unibunnies even moved in with me, and that's unacceptable of me. You do know that I have finished the sketches and that I was in the middle of colouring them when I got evicted, so I can't make further progress until I get my drawing tablet up and running again. I am also not super happy with how they look, so if it's alright with you, I'd like to redraw it from scratch if you'll let me at the cost of more time.
To the person wanting the Robo-maid TF: Ihave finished the sketches, as you've seen, and I am so happy with them. I am super excited to finish this piece for you once I get the opportunity to. I loved drawing your character the most out of all the commissions I've done, and I couldn't bare to leave that piece unfinished.
To the person waiting on the Aloy Chair TF: I HAVE sent you the sketches for feedback, but you never responded. I'm going to send you this journal as well, I really wanna hear back from you. Thanks! <3
To the person waiting on the Tin-girl Zelda TF: Same deal, I sent you the sketch and never heard back. I'd love to hear from you again!
to the person waiting on 3 3 panel commissions: I am sorry. I know that you keep asking me how they're going and I feel miserable every time I have to say that I have no updates to share, since I just literally cannot give you any right now. I had fun drawing your commission, and I've almost finished all of the sketches for you, I just need to have a way to share them with you again. I have no excuse for the over a year long wait, other than the aforementioned reasons above.
To the person waiting on the Vambre Football TF: I'm sorry. I should have had it done ages ago, I'm pretty sure that I got all the sketches done, I just never got around to colouring them until it was too late. I really want to finish this piece, as the idea was really unique and I liked the character a lot!
To the person waiting on the Centorea and Miia headswap piece: I'm sorry. I finished the sketches, I was so happy with them. i had no reason to wait to colour them and I waited anyways. I feel terrible that I didn't finish it sooner, and I regret not finishing it when I had the chance.
To the person waiting on the Junko Mannequin TF: I'm sorry. This one was personal. The mid-TF sketch I sent was the most proud I'd ever felt of a sketch. You've known me since I started commissions and got to see me improve. I guess asking for a third panel just kicked my ego a bit and I didn't update you. I know you asked for a refund, and if I had the money I would, but I love this idea so much and REALLY want it done, so if you'll just hold out with me, I think you'll really like what it'll be when it's done.
to Jack, who has helped me so much with motivation, and with commissioning me in a time of need, I'm sorry. I know you're probably disappointed in me, as is everyone else here, and rightfully so. I really do want to finish your pieces and get them done.
To the person wanting a commission for their RP: I'm sorry. You recently reached out to me once it had been a year since you paid, and I felt like such shit. It's actually you who inspired me to write this Journal, so thank you. I feel like I subconciously put this on the backburner, since you accidentally paid to the wrong Paypal account and I never got the money, it was all eaten by a debt in that account, which is why I asked for a different one (I have 2 paypal accounts, I don't remember why)
to Morgy: I am sorry. I, though not intentionally, took advantage of you. You wrote three of the best stories that I've ever read and in return I haven't provided the art that I promised. Aside from the Boo YCH. I really want to finish this piece, and even draw another one or write a story in return for the wait, as well as the generoisty of those fantastic stories.
To the person waiting on the FNF Collab/trade: I'm sorry. I know you didn't commission me, and in that regartd I don't need to apologize, but I want to. I misteakenly led you on into thinking I was going to draw this collab, and while I did really want to, I don't feel that I'll be able to given my current workload. I hope you understand.
To the person wanting an OC pinup: I'm sorry. I know you haven't paid yet, but I still have not contacted you since I finished your first commission, and I don't want you to feel like I didn't enjoy working with you; I did.
To the first person wanting the Preg Nog YCH, who's sketch I finished and sent you: I'm sorry. I told you that I'd colour it for you, but I haven't yet. That's the least eggregious thing on this entire list, but I need to be thorough so I don't forget anybody here.
And finally; to the second Preg Nog YCH client: I am especially sorry. I know that it seems like I lied to you, I told you I had my phone, told you I'd send the update and never did. I cannot apologize enough for my dishonesty. It was wrong of me to say I had it ready when I didn't but I thought I'd have it ready for you once my phone was repaired. Now I have no phone again, and truthfully, that Note you sent me is still haunting me as I write this. I'm sending you this once it's done so that I'll finally be able to read it.
Thank you all so much for reading through this. Even if you just skipped the apologies to read what I had to say at the end. As I sit here in this Tim Hortons, riding the excitement of landing a new job on my Steam Deck that, despite plugged into a phone charger, is at 27% battery and losing charge as I write this, I want you all to know that I've thought long and hard about how to word this entire apology journal. Reflecting on the journey that I've had in the NSFW art/writing space has been amazing, and if I knew how much it would change my life when I picked it up has a quarantine hobby, I think I would have treated the art, myself, and most importantly, my fans and clients a lot better than I did.
My plan going forward is simple; to keep writing. It's all I can do, and even if it's not as glamourous and fancy as full art pieces, I'm slowly starting to pick up my writing groove that I lost back in 2021. For everyone mentioned in this Journal, I want to make it up to you, which is why if you received this in a DM or Note, that I will write you a custom story, either about your pending art commission, or about something else entirely, completely free of charge. It is the least that I can do given the circumstances, and the more practice that I get the better my future work will be. It was the same mindset that got me into my art, doing the Pokemon TF Giveaway all those years ago.
Anyways, thank you all so much for reading, and I hope you have a fantastic day.
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