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Not entirely sure what to put here, even after all these years. I'm not an artist, but I do post pictures that I either commission, or that have been given to me. I'll probably tweak this later.
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Love you, kid.
2 years ago
It's been a long time since I wrote a journal here. For those of you watching me - which still shocks me - you likely know that the bulk of my pictures were drawn by an artist named ArcticSierra otherwise known as Sugarfoxy. She and I were friends for a long time, and actually dated for just shy of fifteen years, before we broke things off, but we remained friends.
A few years ago, she moved to the next state over, to be with her new partner. In the tumult of moving, and starting a new job and all, we didn't get to talk much since then, and what had been daily conversation for a decade and a half, even after the breakup, became once every week or so, and sometimes once a month or more. Life has a habit of getting the better of people, so we didn't get to talk nearly as much as we would have liked.
I messaged her about 1am this morning, just to see if she was around and maybe wanted to chat. I didn't get a reply, but it was late, and so I wasn't super surprised at that. Later today, however, I got a message from a family member of her boyfriend, informing me that she passed away this morning. She'd had a panic attack, and passed out, and wouldn't wake up. Paramedics tried to revive her, but ultimately couldn't, and so she passed away at the age of 34.
She was a good friend, with a smile that lit up her whole face, and a laugh I'd give anything to hear again. We'd make stupid jokes, or just random noises, and often just start talking like Stitch. I'm going to miss her. And I'm really glad I sent her that message this morning, even if she didn't respond. Because I can't imagine the pain of having put it off, only find out that I'd never have another chance.
For everything I've ever done that hurt you, I'm sorry. For everything you've ever done for me, I'm thankful. For everything I've ever done for you, you were more than worth it. I hope you were happy in the end, because you deserved nothing less.
Goodbye, kid. I'll love you forever.
A few years ago, she moved to the next state over, to be with her new partner. In the tumult of moving, and starting a new job and all, we didn't get to talk much since then, and what had been daily conversation for a decade and a half, even after the breakup, became once every week or so, and sometimes once a month or more. Life has a habit of getting the better of people, so we didn't get to talk nearly as much as we would have liked.
I messaged her about 1am this morning, just to see if she was around and maybe wanted to chat. I didn't get a reply, but it was late, and so I wasn't super surprised at that. Later today, however, I got a message from a family member of her boyfriend, informing me that she passed away this morning. She'd had a panic attack, and passed out, and wouldn't wake up. Paramedics tried to revive her, but ultimately couldn't, and so she passed away at the age of 34.
She was a good friend, with a smile that lit up her whole face, and a laugh I'd give anything to hear again. We'd make stupid jokes, or just random noises, and often just start talking like Stitch. I'm going to miss her. And I'm really glad I sent her that message this morning, even if she didn't respond. Because I can't imagine the pain of having put it off, only find out that I'd never have another chance.
For everything I've ever done that hurt you, I'm sorry. For everything you've ever done for me, I'm thankful. For everything I've ever done for you, you were more than worth it. I hope you were happy in the end, because you deserved nothing less.
Goodbye, kid. I'll love you forever.
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