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some answers and context about why i´m not very active o...
4 months ago
when i created FA i wanted to chat, interact with other furrys,but what started ou as something nice became a huge problem to begin with. 1- hypocrisy starting very well, many sfw and nsfw artists putting on their profiles that they love interaction, chatting etc ... then you send a simple message like "merry christmas or happy halloween" the artist blocks you, acts as if you had committed a crime with him absurdly victimizes himself. ...yes, I was just a beginner furry with no art, I didn't even know what to put on my profile and I sent "Merry Christmas, may you be healthy" and the guy acts like that...I wanted to mention this artist in particular because he was the first one who did this to me... but he has strong friendships that defended him strongly, but what do blue foxes sfw seem to behave like this (yes i'm spiteful FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T DO AND YOU EVEN IF YOU READ IT SAY YOU'RE FRIENDS WITH EVERYONE AND THAT YOU WOULD NEVER SPEAK AS YOU DID TO ME, before you say I'm victimizing myself, I'm not going to use the argument that I see many using "I'm depressed, I'm autistic, I'm anxious" I have problems too, but I'm not going to use that to justify how you're scummy with others.
I just closed myself off for fear of interacting with others, so I'm sorry if I'm not very active on FA to talk to you, but of course if you send me a message I promise to answer and be polite.
2-guilt
yeah i feel guilty for a lot of things,sad for saying things and of course how such artists behave.i feel bad for fighting with other artists,i wanted to talk,interact but what happens most is i just get screwed over by texting"how's your day dude? "but ok I feel like I'm screaming for attention, as much as I just wanted someone to talk to and feel better after a bad day, play some games etc...but I think that's only possible if you're a famous furry artist/commissioner because if you're not that, no one will give it to you.
3-changes3-changes
Currently I don't have so many interactions either on the FA or on Twitter that I just complained about what was happening but that, I feel like it wasn't good, as it only served to make those who read it feel bad, I'm sorry if you saw tantrums, comments etc.. .my psychology this year was really messed up by my personal life, I'm going to try to post something to be more like relaxing and enjoying... but the frequency isn't very high, however, I can't promise to be able to answer everyone... I'm very busy (ah now that I saw it, I have almost 100 watchers, thank you very much) oh, and whoever wonders "are you still angry with those artists you mentioned in the 1st topic?" ...because the guy is only polite to famous artists but not to those who are new and just want to exchange ideas)
I just closed myself off for fear of interacting with others, so I'm sorry if I'm not very active on FA to talk to you, but of course if you send me a message I promise to answer and be polite.
2-guilt
yeah i feel guilty for a lot of things,sad for saying things and of course how such artists behave.i feel bad for fighting with other artists,i wanted to talk,interact but what happens most is i just get screwed over by texting"how's your day dude? "but ok I feel like I'm screaming for attention, as much as I just wanted someone to talk to and feel better after a bad day, play some games etc...but I think that's only possible if you're a famous furry artist/commissioner because if you're not that, no one will give it to you.
3-changes3-changes
Currently I don't have so many interactions either on the FA or on Twitter that I just complained about what was happening but that, I feel like it wasn't good, as it only served to make those who read it feel bad, I'm sorry if you saw tantrums, comments etc.. .my psychology this year was really messed up by my personal life, I'm going to try to post something to be more like relaxing and enjoying... but the frequency isn't very high, however, I can't promise to be able to answer everyone... I'm very busy (ah now that I saw it, I have almost 100 watchers, thank you very much) oh, and whoever wonders "are you still angry with those artists you mentioned in the 1st topic?" ...because the guy is only polite to famous artists but not to those who are new and just want to exchange ideas)
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