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Ruh Roh a big rambling FA journal???
2 months ago
WAHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! HEY FA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I only update you like a couple of times a year and I certainly never post journals lol but I feel like rambling a bit? Sit with me a little while.
I want to come back to twitter and FA. I really do. What do I mean by “come back” ? well I’m sure you’ve noticed my absence! It's hard not to! Haha…. I’d like to talk about it a bit. At some point in time existing became too much. Not just like, physically, but on the internet. I am still struggling with this. I’ve been going through a lot of stuff, mentally, that I am not comfortable with sharing publicly. Can you believe I just lost my therapist too? And I’m told there are zero other therapists available to me within my primary care either. “Good luck out there” said the person on the phone. What a wonderful healthcare system. (I have to call my insurance and demand they give me a new one, within 30 miles, or I demand to be able to see someone outside of their network, yipee!)
What is causing me so much stress you may ask? Well, have you looked at the world recently?????????? I straight up don’t know how to respond to people when they ask me why I’m upset. I’m upset because I’ve been paying taxes my whole life and for what? No student loan forgiveness, no cost effective healthcare (guess who pays $300 a month and yet I’m told by my doctors I’m on a horrible plan that barely covers anything, love that.) Oh but what DO I get with my hard earned cash I give to the gov???? Well the bombing of brown children of course!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so tired dude. I’m so tired.
Just shut out the news, you say! Unplug from the news and escape to be a fuzzy wuzzy critter on the internet! I would love to! However….. Y’all mfs don’t shut the hell up about each other either!!!!!!!! Every day the drama wheel spins and we have group A yelling at group B who is yelling at group C etc. I’m fucking exhausted. This is honestly the main reason why I stepped away. I started this acct when I was 22, I am now 32, and it’s been the same shit every day for the past 5/7ish years I swear to god.
Do you know what’s coming next? Some of you do! I don’t give a shit about feral porn dude. I don’t give a shit about the fictional dog with its fictional penis in the other fictional dog’s asshole. I don’t even care if they speak English or pass a Harkins test or whatever. It’s a fucking drawing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is positively baffling to me that these younger furries and walking up to us, doin’ our fuckin thing, the way we have FOR YEARS, and saying wow thats gross ur gross lol die in a fire. And some people are agreeing with them??? I mostly see this attitude with younger furs that seem ashamed of the sexual side of the fandom, some old heads here and there sure, but predominantly this is some young and immature bullshit. But that’s a whole other conversation.
And don’t even get me started on how comfortable the youth seems to be with telling people to off themselves or drawing graphic depictions of murdering real life people they don’t like. That’s a real doozy and will probably just be me being “old man yells at cloud.”
So what am I doing to try and alleviate some of this stress on social interaction? Unfortunately the first thing will be muting a ton of keywords on twitter. Like a fuck ton. Every common buzzword I see in arguments? Going on the mute list. There will be things I want to see caught in the crossfire. I have accepted this. And as for FA… I want to use it more! But I found that I was watching too many people, that my inbox would flood in the matter of not checking it for a couple of days. And once I saw that I already had a ton of stuff to look at well…… it stresses me out and continues to pile up and you get the picture. I tried to move everyone that I was watching that had an available twitter to watch over to twitter like either on a private list on my main or watching from my fat acct. What remains is mostly friends I was too sentimental to unwatch even if they post to twitter haha or people that I simply could not find a twitter for but was still uploading to the site.
Speaking of my twitters you might have seen me shift my followings around too! Moving people to a separate list vs on my actual TL and or following people from pubblyball23 and unfollowing on desimuffins23.
Cool, cool, what's next? Well I have some uploading to do!!!!!! But first I need to go find what has been uploaded and what hasn’t haha! I hope to produce more art, I really do, but It’s an uphill battle for me most days.
Well boy howdy that was a lot to get off my chest!!!!!! I understand if a stance of “It’s just a drawing I’m fucking begging you to block content u don’t like” is too much for you and you feel the need to dip, no hard feelings. Seriously. The most I could ever ask from anyone in this world about this is to simply block content and people you don’t like. If someone is actually abusing their animals, say something. If someone is actually grooming minors online, say something. If you think someone is a zoo bc they jerk it to drawings of dog pussy idk what to tell you man. Go do some research. I’ve talked EXTENSIVELY with both my previous therapists about the internet hate mob over fictional dog penis bc its standing on all 4s and both therapists were like “These people need help, not the people jerking off to drawings.” so like. lol.
I want to come back to twitter and FA. I really do. What do I mean by “come back” ? well I’m sure you’ve noticed my absence! It's hard not to! Haha…. I’d like to talk about it a bit. At some point in time existing became too much. Not just like, physically, but on the internet. I am still struggling with this. I’ve been going through a lot of stuff, mentally, that I am not comfortable with sharing publicly. Can you believe I just lost my therapist too? And I’m told there are zero other therapists available to me within my primary care either. “Good luck out there” said the person on the phone. What a wonderful healthcare system. (I have to call my insurance and demand they give me a new one, within 30 miles, or I demand to be able to see someone outside of their network, yipee!)
What is causing me so much stress you may ask? Well, have you looked at the world recently?????????? I straight up don’t know how to respond to people when they ask me why I’m upset. I’m upset because I’ve been paying taxes my whole life and for what? No student loan forgiveness, no cost effective healthcare (guess who pays $300 a month and yet I’m told by my doctors I’m on a horrible plan that barely covers anything, love that.) Oh but what DO I get with my hard earned cash I give to the gov???? Well the bombing of brown children of course!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so tired dude. I’m so tired.
Just shut out the news, you say! Unplug from the news and escape to be a fuzzy wuzzy critter on the internet! I would love to! However….. Y’all mfs don’t shut the hell up about each other either!!!!!!!! Every day the drama wheel spins and we have group A yelling at group B who is yelling at group C etc. I’m fucking exhausted. This is honestly the main reason why I stepped away. I started this acct when I was 22, I am now 32, and it’s been the same shit every day for the past 5/7ish years I swear to god.
Do you know what’s coming next? Some of you do! I don’t give a shit about feral porn dude. I don’t give a shit about the fictional dog with its fictional penis in the other fictional dog’s asshole. I don’t even care if they speak English or pass a Harkins test or whatever. It’s a fucking drawing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is positively baffling to me that these younger furries and walking up to us, doin’ our fuckin thing, the way we have FOR YEARS, and saying wow thats gross ur gross lol die in a fire. And some people are agreeing with them??? I mostly see this attitude with younger furs that seem ashamed of the sexual side of the fandom, some old heads here and there sure, but predominantly this is some young and immature bullshit. But that’s a whole other conversation.
And don’t even get me started on how comfortable the youth seems to be with telling people to off themselves or drawing graphic depictions of murdering real life people they don’t like. That’s a real doozy and will probably just be me being “old man yells at cloud.”
So what am I doing to try and alleviate some of this stress on social interaction? Unfortunately the first thing will be muting a ton of keywords on twitter. Like a fuck ton. Every common buzzword I see in arguments? Going on the mute list. There will be things I want to see caught in the crossfire. I have accepted this. And as for FA… I want to use it more! But I found that I was watching too many people, that my inbox would flood in the matter of not checking it for a couple of days. And once I saw that I already had a ton of stuff to look at well…… it stresses me out and continues to pile up and you get the picture. I tried to move everyone that I was watching that had an available twitter to watch over to twitter like either on a private list on my main or watching from my fat acct. What remains is mostly friends I was too sentimental to unwatch even if they post to twitter haha or people that I simply could not find a twitter for but was still uploading to the site.
Speaking of my twitters you might have seen me shift my followings around too! Moving people to a separate list vs on my actual TL and or following people from pubblyball23 and unfollowing on desimuffins23.
Cool, cool, what's next? Well I have some uploading to do!!!!!! But first I need to go find what has been uploaded and what hasn’t haha! I hope to produce more art, I really do, but It’s an uphill battle for me most days.
Well boy howdy that was a lot to get off my chest!!!!!! I understand if a stance of “It’s just a drawing I’m fucking begging you to block content u don’t like” is too much for you and you feel the need to dip, no hard feelings. Seriously. The most I could ever ask from anyone in this world about this is to simply block content and people you don’t like. If someone is actually abusing their animals, say something. If someone is actually grooming minors online, say something. If you think someone is a zoo bc they jerk it to drawings of dog pussy idk what to tell you man. Go do some research. I’ve talked EXTENSIVELY with both my previous therapists about the internet hate mob over fictional dog penis bc its standing on all 4s and both therapists were like “These people need help, not the people jerking off to drawings.” so like. lol.
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