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Transitioning, HRT and PCOS
3 years ago
I'm not sure if it's worth mentioning really, but there are people here who have been following me for a LONG time that may want to know-- my pronouns are now he/him.
I'm transgender and have been lying to myself for over 30 years.
I talk about this issue in length on my twitter, and its vaguely TMI but... idk, it seems important to be public and honest about this, because it's been extremely hard. And there's clearly not enough people talking about it, if doctors can hear me say "I want to transition and be on testosterone" and then respond by reiterating in the very next sentence that I'm "a female" in our good year of 2021.
https://twitter.com/filthy_animal/s.....14004352266240
All else I really have to say is, if you might be silently sitting there and struggling with thoughts of transitioning, and not feeling "trans enough" to go through with it, ask yourself why. Ask yourself what's preventing you from going through with it, and criticize those thoughts and beat them into the earth.
I promise that loving yourself enough to be honest with what you need is worth way more than any love another person could offer you. And I say this as someone who's engaged and in a healthy relationship. /Nothing/ compares to the euphoria of listening to yourself when you're suffering and begging to be heard.
I've had multiple male partners tell me that they weren't sure they could love me if I transitioned, because they weren't attracted to men. I was honest to them about my gender dysphoria and I was basically told I couldn't be loved anymore if I went through with it. It made me second-guess and deny that I was "trans enough" because I couldn't choose transitioning over being loved. It made me feel broken, and it nearly killed me. Don't do this to someone. And if you have, or feel like it's true that you couldn't deal with their transition, please be honest with yourself about what you want from the other person. Do you love them? Do you want them to be happy?
I'm willing to answer questions anyone may have about any of this, so please don't feel afraid to reach out.
I'm transgender and have been lying to myself for over 30 years.
I talk about this issue in length on my twitter, and its vaguely TMI but... idk, it seems important to be public and honest about this, because it's been extremely hard. And there's clearly not enough people talking about it, if doctors can hear me say "I want to transition and be on testosterone" and then respond by reiterating in the very next sentence that I'm "a female" in our good year of 2021.
https://twitter.com/filthy_animal/s.....14004352266240
All else I really have to say is, if you might be silently sitting there and struggling with thoughts of transitioning, and not feeling "trans enough" to go through with it, ask yourself why. Ask yourself what's preventing you from going through with it, and criticize those thoughts and beat them into the earth.
I promise that loving yourself enough to be honest with what you need is worth way more than any love another person could offer you. And I say this as someone who's engaged and in a healthy relationship. /Nothing/ compares to the euphoria of listening to yourself when you're suffering and begging to be heard.
I've had multiple male partners tell me that they weren't sure they could love me if I transitioned, because they weren't attracted to men. I was honest to them about my gender dysphoria and I was basically told I couldn't be loved anymore if I went through with it. It made me second-guess and deny that I was "trans enough" because I couldn't choose transitioning over being loved. It made me feel broken, and it nearly killed me. Don't do this to someone. And if you have, or feel like it's true that you couldn't deal with their transition, please be honest with yourself about what you want from the other person. Do you love them? Do you want them to be happy?
I'm willing to answer questions anyone may have about any of this, so please don't feel afraid to reach out.
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